Chapter 25: Loneliness is a Pleasure
"I'm sorry, I'm not very good at ......" Taeyeon spoke quieter and quieter.
Well, Taeyeon is really not very good at saying such persuasive words. After all, Taeyeon's little entanglement is good if she can persuade herself!
Wong Tae-ka looked at Taeyeon, but suddenly smiled, and then reached out to shake Taeyeon's hand.
Taeyeon didn't have the rejection just now, and she didn't dodge Wang Taika's hand anymore, but stretched out slightly and let Wang Taika hold it. Then she followed Wang Taika slowly towards the shore.
On the big stone by the stream, two pairs of shoes, one large and one small, are neatly arranged. The big one is Wong Tae-ka's, and the small one is Taeyeon's.
The difference is that Taeyeon still has two clean white socks in her shoes, while Tae-chana doesn't.
If it were normal, Taeyeon would have to worry about Wong Tae-ka not wearing socks, but now ......
Now Wong Tae-ka and Taeyeon are sitting on a clean stone next to them, their feet in the water, and they are very comfortable. Moreover, no one spoke.
Taeyeon didn't ask anything more, because with what she knew about Wangtaeka, if he wanted to, he would definitely say it.
Sure enough, Wang Taika suddenly spoke: "Nuna, have you ever wondered why I have always been alone, and I have almost no friends?
Taeyeon thought for a moment and nodded.
It seems that from the time I met Wang Taika to the present, except for the people I knew in Korea, it seems that there is only Victoria who has a relationship with Wang Taika before.
In other words, Wang Taika is like a guy who is completely disconnected from society, and he doesn't seem to have anything to do with anyone else except Victoria...... The background is clean, there is no experience, just a documentary videographer.
None of this seems to be quite right. Because it is too thorough, man is a social animal and will leave his own traces no matter what. But Wang Taika...... No matter how many stories Wang Taika himself said, or Wang Taika himself did not say anything, the little bit that was revealed was ambiguous and felt like ......
It's like a fictitious person, a person who doesn't exist in the real world at all! It's like a random writing in it, and it doesn't even have a good name, and it just appears in this world for no reason...... Retarded!
"You're scolding me in your heart, aren't you?" asked Wong Tae-kar, looking at Taeyeon.
"No! no!" Taeyeon quickly denied.
"It seems that there is a ......" Wang Taika didn't care, and said: "When people insist on one thing, they must encounter resistance, and even these obstacles are unimaginable." Even...... Some of the original help will slowly turn into resistance. I mean...... That's the thing, the feelings are like that. ”
"Because of Victoria?" Taeyeon guessed.
Wang Taika nodded: "One is an excellent dancer from a well-known dance school, and the other is a ...... from a third-rate film and television school." The silk ...... that fantasizes about success"
"What silk?" Taeyeon asked.
This word is not in Korean, so I don't know how to explain it to you. Wang Taika said: "But you should understand the meaning, right? The gap between me and that person, from the very beginning, was an unblessed relationship. Haha, it's funny to say, I should have been attractive in the first place, right?"
Taeyeon looked at Wong Tae-ka, and her face was clearly smiling, but she felt that she was smiling ugly.
"Actually, it should be more appropriate to say cheating, in my situation at that time, she could like me, I really feel that I was at the peak of my life at that time, and I was a winner. I remember I was three days in a row and only slept for a few hours. Because as soon as I woke up, I was in self-doubt, I felt like a dream, and I didn't dare to sleep. For the first time, Wang told these stories to others.
In fact, these things are not secrets, and even if they are known, it doesn't matter. It's just that Wang Taeka thought that she would talk to Jieun-chan or Yoon-a first, but she didn't expect it to be Taeyeon.
Probably the quiet environment of such a forest is really suitable for telling some secrets!
"You're so stupid. Taeyeon looked at Wong Tae-ka, and although she said this, there was no trace of bad meaning in her eyes, but there was some amusement and helplessness: "You also have silly and cute times?"
"Cute?" asked Wangtaika rhetorically.
"Lovely. Taeyeon replied in the affirmative.
"But what if someone stops it?" Wang Taika's eyes flashed with a hint of imperceptible gloom, and then quickly faded away, just said lightly: "Actually, to be honest, I have been an honest person since I was a child. Really honest people. ”
Taeyeon nodded silently, and then remembered something, and said in a very non-standard Chinese that he couldn't even hear at all: "A little hao...... Huh?"
"You're also a cautious person! The first time I met and beat someone, it was understandable. Then you still use anti-wolf spray to spray me! It's too grudgeful!" Wang Taika retorted: "Honest people are angry, and they are the most terrible, don't you know?"
"Well, I know that. Taeyeon nodded,
"The honest person I understand is probably ......" Wang Taika said with a sudden Chinese: "There is a Buddha in my heart, and the Buddha is enchanted." If you overthrow the Buddha, hehe......"
"What are you talking about?" Taeyeon didn't understand at all, but it felt rhythmic, but it seemed to be missing.
Wang Taika shook his head: "No, it's just that I suddenly feel that an old Taoist priest I met before seems to have some truth in what he said." ”
"Old Taoist?" Taeyeon grew confused.
Wang Taika shrugged: "Forget it, in general, it's me...... I don't feel secure, and I don't like to pin my expectations on others. After all, emotionally this time, let me be like this. A few more, and I'm afraid I'll go crazy! Hehe...... So after I went to college, except for a few people in the dormitory, I didn't contact anyone else at all, and there was no need to contact them. ”
"That's a bit pessimistic, isn't it?" Taeyeon asked.
Wang Taika shook his head: "Maybe." Anyway...... Whether it is our country or South Korea, they are very particular about connections, who has more connections, who has good connections, as if they have mastered the connections, how powerful they are. But I don't like that kind of thing, because I never like to ask anyone, so the so-called connections are of no use to me. Also, in the past, I used to like to complain about everything I encountered and tell others how I was. It's a bit like a bitter drama heroine. Don't laugh, it's really like that. ”
"You can imagine!" Taeyeon nodded.
"I guess I can't get rid of this problem of hypocrisy!" Wang Taika smiled and said, "But it's different now, I don't want to say anything when I meet." As an adult, you just learn not to cause trouble to others. There was even a time when I hated socializing, and I had to stay in the mountains and forests, feeling forgotten by the whole world, in order to feel a little safe. ”
Taeyeon listened to Wong Tae-kar's words silently, but she was a little surprised in her heart. Because Taeyeon was a little surprised to find out at this time that the mentality described by Wang Taeka was actually the same as herself.
For example, I don't like to complain, I like to keep things in my heart, digest and solve them by myself, I don't want to cause trouble to anyone, and I will resist others to make trouble for me. Sometimes you suddenly want to isolate yourself from the world.
It's weird for an idol to think so, but Taeyeon does. More than once!
Because sometimes, loneliness is not torture, quite the opposite!
Solitude is a treat!