Chapter 31: Persistence
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Park Ji-hoon's heart twitched, he never thought that Taeyeon would actually talk to him with such a low attitude. (Please search, or enter directly to see the latest chapter) is not complacent, not happy, but distressed!
The brain is very light, and she can outline her tearful eyes at the moment.
"Okay! I'll call you again when I'm off work. "I finally agreed.
"Thank you, thank you oppa!" Taeyeon actually thanked him, and he couldn't help but feel a faint pain in his heart again.
"I won't bother you. After saying that, Taeyeon hurriedly said again.
Before hanging up the phone, he couldn't help but pause, put it back to his ear, and could still hear his voice - he was used to hanging up the phone first every time, and he still remembered to let him hang up the phone first.
"You, you pay attention to the body. After a weak admonition, Taeyeon hung up the phone, then threw herself on the sand and sobbed. There are regrets, there are joys, there are hesitations, there are expectations......
I don't know, will he forgive himself?
in the car.
After Park Ji-hoon heard the sound of the phone hanging up, he silently put away the phone and did not return to his seat, but sat down directly in the empty and somewhat cold back row.
The two girls were no longer interested in talking to him. A man who makes his girlfriend cry and is so indifferent is not worth getting acquainted.
Park Ji-hoon sat in the car, changed cars, and got off the bus silently...... Arrive at the set and start shooting.
Throughout the day, his words became scarce.
For the same day, as long as he has time, Taeyeon will hold and ask, for fear that he will forget, but he is afraid of disturbing his work, so he does not dare to text him.
The appearance of gains and losses made Tiffany and others feel distressed for a while.
Until he returned to the dormitory after the announcement, he didn't wait for Park Ji-hoon's call, and Taeyeon became more and more restless.
Tiffany rarely fails to comfort her, and doesn't know how.
Finally, at nearly 2 a.m., Tiffany is left alone in the living room with Taeyeon, and her phone rings.
Taeyeon pressed the answer button with the fastest degree in her life, and the phone was always in her hand, and the case was already warm.
Tiffany also looked at it instantly.
"Oppa!, where are you, I'll look for you!" Taeyeon said hurriedly.
Tiffany was already up and ready to pack her things. It's so late, I don't worry about Taeyeon going out alone, and it's not like I haven't been a "light bulb" before.
"I'm downstairs from you. Park Ji-hoon's voice rang out.
"Well, I'll go down now!" Taeyeon said, the corners of her eyes unconsciously moistened slightly—he was still so considerate.
Tiffany froze, then sat down silently.
"Pani, go to sleep, I'm sorry for you. Taeyeon hurriedly said something to Tiffany, then ran out with her phone.
Downstairs, Park Ji-hoon sat quietly in the car.
After the shooting, it was already a little late, so he specially borrowed a car from the staff to come over.
Not long after the phone call, a petite figure ran out of the door, looked left and right, and went straight to the car.
How can you not know the once unforgettable figure?
Park Ji-hoon opened the car door.
"oppa!" Taeyeon got into the car and threw herself into his arms, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Ignoring it, the pain of her knee being hit by the car seat.
A look of astonishment and distress flashed on Park Ji-hoon's face, and he didn't understand how she could suddenly have such a big change, and what did it have to do with Park Min-ah? Let her hold her neck and move her arms, but after all, she still didn't help her rub - I saw her knee being touched by the car seat.
Taeyeon didn't realize his abnormality and vented her remorse in a hurry, "I'm sorry, oppa, it's all my fault!"
"Okay! Don't cry. Park Ji-hoon habitually squinted his eyes and waited for her feelings to calm down a little before speaking. Hearing her apology, there was no joy in my heart, and some only felt a faint pain.
"Hmm!" Taeyeon replied obediently, sitting up straight as she lowered her head and wiped her tears, not wanting him to see her ugly appearance.
"What does it have to do with Min-ah?" Park Ji-hoon did not ask Taeyeon why he apologized.
"The night after the gold record, Pani and I went to coffee and happened to see Oppa and a girl ...... on the street," Taeyeon sobbed and recounted the day. If I had more trust in him and called him to ask, I wouldn't have had so many things.
"I see. "A qiē can be explained clearly.
It's just that...... Park Ji-hoon sighed faintly.
Taeyeon finally appeared, he didn't have that kind of sudden surprise, his expression was unusually calm, he couldn't help but feel a sense of fear in his heart, he grabbed his clothes unconsciously with both hands, and looked at him with a frightened fawn-like panic.
Park Ji-hoon avoided her gaze.
"I'm sorry, it was my fault to say something like that day, and I'll make up for it in the future!" Taeyeon was shocked and hurriedly said. In the past few painful days, when I close my eyes, all I think about is his kindness to myself! When I learned that I had misunderstood him, the chagrin in my heart can no longer be described by pen and ink. If it's just because of a misunderstanding of herself, and the relationship between the two is coming to an end, she will hate herself!
"No need. Park Ji-hoon slowly shook his head and said in a low voice. After that night, the heart-wrenching feeling made him dare not expose his feelings again. His reaction, although not as strong as Taeyeon's appearance, was more deeply imprinted in his heart. If it weren't for Park Min Ah, he wouldn't know if he would be able to work properly.
The premonition came true, Taeyeon's hand holding his clothes couldn't help but tighten, his whole body was filled with panic, he wanted to say something, but he felt as if his mind was stuck, and he only knew to apologize constantly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
"No need to apologize. Park Ji-hoon said softly, "You don't owe me. ”
"No, no......" Taeyeon wanted to say something, but couldn't. She really regrets it, regrets it very much! As long as she thinks that she still takes the initiative to break up, she can't help but feel a pain in her heart.
"Knowing why, my heart is much more comfortable. At least, my former boyfriend wasn't a failure. Park Ji-hoon said lightly.
"It's that I don't know enough about you, it's that I didn't care enough about you before...... In the future, I will spend more time with you. Taeyeon said. Maybe it's because she has been pampered before, and she didn't realize the preciousness of this relationship, until this time, she realized that after nearly two years of dating, Park Ji-hoon has always taken the initiative to find herself, take care of herself, and take time to accompany herself......
Park Ji-hoon pursed her lips tightly, very quietly, and only after she finished speaking, did she make up her mind and said softly: "Distance will not destroy feelings, doubt will." ”
If it is before proposing to break up, he may still be happy to learn the truth. But after a few days of reflection, he realized that he was really tired! Love is a matter of two people, and it is only a matter of time before one person is forcibly borne, and it is only a matter of time before they are separated.
Moreover, from the beginning to the present, this series of events has planted a thorn in his heart, he can't guarantee that he can still treat Taeyeon like before, but it is better to break up, knowing that he is not like the first two failures, he is already very satisfied.
Not an excuse, but sincerely.
When Taeyeon heard his words, she finally understood that the relationship between the two of them had come to an end.
However, I really don't want to give up! Among the condemnations and scoldings of millions of people, only one person clearly supports and cares for himself, encourages himself, and allows him to rely on ...... What kind of happiness is that, people who have not experienced it can't imagine it!
In the past two years, I have become accustomed to the life by his side, and even take it for granted, never thinking that there will be a day of loss!
Suddenly there was a hesitation, without him, what would I do in the future?
Park Ji-hoon looked at Taeyeon's sluggish expression, and although his heart ached, he didn't say anything. The barely maintained relationship has no meaning, and it is better to leave a good impression on each other.
However, Taeyeon is tougher than he thought.
The experience of the past two years has taught Taeyeon a lot and matured a lot - although she is still very naïve emotionally, she knows her heart and understands her choices.
"In that case, let's start over!" After hesitating, Taeyeon sniffled, wiped away her tears, forcibly hid her sadness, remorse and other feelings in her heart, raised her little face, showed a faint smile, looked at Park Ji-hoon, and said expectantly.
Park Ji-hoon's lips moved, but he still didn't say anything after all.
Taeyeon's eyes flashed with gloom, but then he said "cheerfully", "We're still friends......, right?
"You don't have to be like this!" Park Ji-hoon finally couldn't help but say, "You don't have to be so humble, let alone think of yourself so lowly! You are the captain of Girls' Generation, Kim Taeyeon, you should have a higher vision for picking men! Your feelings belong to yourself, not to anyone, and not to me." ”
When Taeyeon heard his words, the joy in her eyes gradually expanded, and she whispered, "You still care about me!"
"Yes, I do care about you, but it's not the same way I used to love you. And I'm not the same person I used to be. Park Ji-hoon raised his hand to gently wipe the tears on her face, and said at the same time, "Let the past pass, and now I can no longer take care of you like before." So, don't like me now because of who I used to be. ”
There were some tongue-twisters, but what he meant was very clear.
It's just that Taeyeon didn't listen at all, and when he finished speaking, he asked, "Are we friends now?"
"Yes. Park Ji-hoon paused, and finally nodded. Looking at her crystalline, sincere pupils, it is really impossible to deny.
With a look of joy rippling in his eyes, Taeyeon continued: "Since you are friends, you can't stop answering my calls in the future, and you can't help but reply to my text messages! You said that my feelings belong only to me, so whoever I pursue is also my freedom! You won't hate me, right?"
Park Ji-hoon was just silent.
"If you don't deny it, you agree!" Taeyeon said with a smile, grabbing his hand and putting it in front of his eyes.