Chapter 89, love to the depths of loneliness, love to the end of the vicissitudes of life.
I didn't wait, and I didn't wait in the end.
In fact, Wang Taika's reason for wanting to see Song Cilantro is very simple, there is only one: he really wants to know what was the reason why the love between the two people was completely ruined in the first place?
There are too many things in this world that I don't understand, such as why Song Cilanja left her in the first place, why did Taeyeon speak for herself, but Wang Taika is just a person who likes to break the casserole and ask the end.
But Wang Taika didn't have a chance to ask clearly, because he didn't wait for Song Coriander. But at this time, he calmed down, didn't rush or make trouble, just sat on the stairs at the entrance of the company, watching the cars coming and going, a little dazed.
When you think about it, it's even a little glad. Wang Taika is glad that he didn't meet him, otherwise he is afraid that he will be hypocritical again and be hated again.
Speaking of which, the real reason why Wang Taika is so emotionally abnormal today is actually because of Wang Jingjing. Because Wang Jingjing really knows Wang Taika too well, after all, he is a relative, so every sentence of Wang Jingjing's words is in Wang Taika's heart.
Wang Taika is far less powerful than he appears, even if he has conquered the wilderness and mountains, the polar regions and the sea, but the sea cannot do many things. It's about taking control of your heart.
In fact, conquering Mount Everest is very simple, not difficult at all, step by step, just don't die on the road. Climb up and come down again, except for the boasting of capital, there is not much experience growth. What makes people stable is not how many mountains you have climbed, but whether you are standing at the peak of your own heart.
Wang Taika is such an opposite person, and it can even be said that he has constantly conquered so many things, just to hide his inner insignificance.
And this insignificance, only Wang Jing can see clearly. Only Wang Jingjing knows what a "unambitious" person Wang Taika is. Wang Taika just wants to be a waste wood waiting for death quietly, and live such a useless life, which should be very happy.
In fact, Wang Taika is like that. At least before he met Song Coriander, he was really like that.
Wang Jingjing doesn't know about Wang Taika's past, although she doesn't know everything, but Wang Taika's status in the photography and videography industry, she is still clear. But when she chose a future partner for Wang Taika, she still chose those ordinary but very down-to-earth girls, who may not be beautiful enough, but they really know how to live.
Wang Jing knows what kind of pressure it will be if he becomes the boyfriend of an idol star. Compared with before, Wang Jingjing is more like letting Wang Taika just be an ordinary person who can live a peaceful and happy life, in fact, this is enough.
It's not that there is no expectation for Wang Taika, but Wang Jingjing's best expectation for Wang Taika is happiness and simplicity, that's all. So Wang Jingjing is really worried that Wang Taika will become a brave person to love for Song Coriander like before, and he is a madman at worst.
So Wang Taika suddenly lost his sense of security, so he really wanted to take a look at Song Cilantro to determine if he still loved her. Shouldn't it be like Wang Jingjing said: while waiting for the phoenix, also go and see those sparrows, what if one of them is a peacock?
But I didn't see Song Coriander, so Wang Taika didn't dare to say anything about whether she loved it or not. But one thing is true, that is, he found out that he was sorry for Song Coriander. I loved like a madman at the beginning, so I should have hurt Song Coriander. So is that why she left?
But Wang Taika is not sad or hypocritical about this, because love is like this. Similarly, didn't Song Coriander hurt herself?
So what is the reason why Wang Taika's mood is suddenly so inexplicable today
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Wang Taika took out his mobile phone, found one of the hidden memos, and looked at the words on it, Wang Taika suddenly had some courage.
At this time, Wang Taika broke off the idea of meeting Song Coriander, and even at this time, he didn't want Song Coriander at all. Because
Love is you come and go, but family affection is gratuitous. In Wang Taika's decadent days, what he misses every day is his relatives and Wang Jingjing.
Wang Taika didn't feel sorry for Song Coriander, so Wang Taika just wanted to see Song Coriander, probably just so that he didn't forget.
Don't forget that when you are obligated to do it for love, others are also silently paying for themselves and worrying about themselves. But the most precious things are often the least noticed.
Wang Taika is upset today, and it has nothing to do with whether he wants Song Coriander or not. It's just that he suddenly has a weak heart!
After all, they are sisters and brothers, what is Wang Jingjing and Zhienchan so quick for, really Wang Taika can't see it?
And when Wang Taika saw that Wang Jing was worried about herself, and even wanted to help herself say sweet words to girls, her heart was really touched. At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was very useless! But how lucky was I to be so loved?
Even if Song Coriander doesn't love herself in the end, there is nothing to be sorry for. Because of the love I have received, there is enough. It's just
"I'm sorry, I haven't made you proud, but I've always been regarded as a treasure by you. ”
Wang Taika was already in tears in an instant.
I'm still a happy person after all!
So you should have the courage to be full of energy!
That's right! Wang Taika is a piece of waste.
Very happy waste!
When Song Cilantro woke up, she had already arrived at the dormitory. Dressed and tired, she entered the house, and she leaned directly on the sofa after a tiring day.
But at this time, Song Coriander's brain was abnormally awake, because she had a dream inexplicably in the car just now.
In my dream, I was on an inaccessible street, the sky was gray, I didn't know why I was here, and then I went with the flow.
When I was tired, I found a place to sit and rest. At this time, there was suddenly one more person beside him, and when he turned his head, it was Wang Taika.
Wang Taika smiled and kissed Song Coriander, Song Coriander was a little embarrassed, staring at her and pretending to be angry, but Wang Taika didn't care.
Then the two of them chattered a lot of things, memories, the past, and then Wang Taika said that he was leaving. Song Coriander felt that Wang Taika would not leave, but the next moment, Wang Taika disappeared, and she couldn't find it no matter how she looked for it.
When I opened my eyes, I suddenly panicked. Song Xiangcai picked up her phone and glanced at the time, but saw that there was a missed call in the silent phone.
Song Cilantro didn't know why, and an idea suddenly popped into her mind.
"It's better to go find Wang Taika now!"
"Otherwise, it seems like I'm going to lose him. ”
"Don't wait a moment, right now!"