"Or, you stand here and talk to me, and hear me stop talking......" Taeyeon stretched out a foot, nodded at the outside door, and whispered to Park Ji-hoon. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info didn't finish, but the meaning was already self-evident. However, I was afraid that he would not agree, so I added pitifully: "Okay?"

"No, you can eat something and wash it again, I didn't think it through before. Park Ji-hoon shook his head slowly and said. It's not taboo, it's not like such a mother-in-law, but I don't want Taeyeon to really pass out in the bathroom.

"No, it's better to eat after taking a shower. Taeyeon stubbornly stubborn. Or do you insist on wanting Park Ji-hoon to "stand guard" for her?

"Then you can estimate it yourself. Park Ji-hoon frowned slightly, but did not force her.

"Hmm!" Taeyeon's eyes lit up slightly, and although there was no obvious change in expression, the joy of a child begging for change was still overflowing. In particular, she is wearing a set of pajamas and pajama pants that Park Minya has not worn at the moment, with her sleeves and trousers pulled up, which gives people a childlike small and exquisite.

After turning to enter the bathroom, it didn't take long for her to hear her call tentatively, "oppa?"

"I'm here!" Park Ji-hoon said with a slight twitch at the corner of his mouth, "I'll go find a book." ”

"Oh. Taeyeon was relieved and entered the bathtub.

"I'm here. After a while, I heard Park Ji-hoon's voice ringing outside the door.

"Hmm. Taeyeon licked her lips and replied. After soaking in the bathtub, my lips became more and more dry, and my scalp gradually became a little numb, and I felt the urge to grab it with my hands. The water in the bathtub was put by Park Ji-hoon, and it was a little hot. It takes a while to get used to.

There was a moment of silence.

Park Ji-hoon is reading a book though. But some trance in his eyes proved that his mind was not on it.

"You've changed a lot. Taeyeon's quiet, emotional voice shattered the silence.

"Hmm. Park Ji-hoon paused. seemed to be thinking about how to answer, but in the end he just responded lightly.

"Which one is the real you?" Taeyeon asked again after a few more seconds of silence. Park Ji-hoon was also indifferent when he was dating her, but he always had a smile on his face, giving people a feeling of gentleness and good bullying; however, now Park Ji-hoon's indifference gives people a feeling of rejecting people thousands of miles away, and there is no longer the feeling of being at ease and getting by with what happened before. I can't wait to make the most of every minute!

The change is so big that she can't believe that this is the same Park Ji-hoon when she was in a relationship!

"I am who I am!" Park Ji-hoon said slowly, "It was and still is." "Resolute and unquestionable.

"Whew-" Taeyeon slowly exhaled a sullen breath, and at the same time raised her hand to wipe the beads of sweat from her forehead and sideburns, and her body and mind seemed to be much lighter. I'm afraid that my previous feelings were poured into a false personality, just like the fictional personality of many artists on TV.

Park Ji-hoon didn't explain further.

In the past, he just lived silently with an outsider-like attitude, observing everything around him, waiting for a suitable opportunity, so he had a gentle personality and seemed to have no goal in life. Everything is an illusion of an outsider. There is no adulteration of feelings for Taeyeon.

What really led him to this earth-shaking change. It's the phone call he received after breaking up with Taeyeon: "Taeyeon is like a gorgeous snapper, and you're just a flounder wallowing in the mud and sand!" A contrast that ignites his ambitions and desires. When he really cares about something, he will be calmer and will not tell others, until now, Taeyeon didn't know about the call. However, even though he is now dating Seo Hyun and has a very good relationship with Taeyeon, Krystal and others, he is not interested in S.M at all, and even has some resistance to other artists under S.M.

"Does OPPA know what day it is?" Taeyeon finally asked, with a little apprehension, a little nervousness, and a little anticipation.

"Yes!" Park Ji-hoon was silent for a moment before he spoke, "At that time, it was also snowing. He always remembered what he wanted to remember, which was similar to Jessica.

Taeyeon was slightly stunned, he didn't expect him to remember it so clearly, and suddenly an indescribable bitterness arose in his heart.

During this period after the breakup, I sorted out the relationship between the two and the reasons for the breakup. All kinds of misunderstandings are just fuses, and the real root cause is still from within the two, such as their lack of trust and concern for Park Ji-hoon. Of course, there is also Park Ji-hoon's lack of trust in himself.

The first year of their relationship, 2008, was the darkest, most painful, and most difficult period of girlhood. However, at that time, her concern for Park Zhixun never fell behind, and what Park Zhixun gave her was not only care, but also incomparable trust! At that time, she and the company's senior, SJ's Qiang Ren hosted the radio program together, and it was inevitable that there would be some intimate interactions, and Qiang Ren also took care of her, and the relationship was getting better and better, and even some fans mistakenly thought that the two were dating. Under this rumor, Park Ji-hoon gave her enough trust and support. However, this trust gradually eroded after 2009, which is why he acted so radically that day.

Later, after the breakup, I realized that it was the gradual decrease in my concern for Park Ji-hoon that led to this loss of trust. I also hated why Park Ji-hoon didn't trust him more? However, he still regretted himself. That's why he took the initiative to break up under the second guilt, thinking that it would reduce his guilt towards him.

Initially, it did work.

However, with the explosion of Park Ji-hoon's career, he will see and hear all kinds of information about him almost every day, even within S.M. Company, he will hear trainees talking about him, which makes Taeyeon how to calm down and how can he calm down?

When a woman chooses a man, ability is definitely one of the most important conditions, and career is precisely the embodiment of a man's ability! When interacting with her, Park Ji-hoon "meets the standard" in everything except ability. She never disliked this, but always encouraged Park Ji-hoon to work hard, and often jokingly comforted Park Ji-hoon that he would not be allowed to become an actor in the future - the world is impermanent, who would have thought that this joke would become a reality, and it came so quickly - Korean TV dramas are often the embodiment of Korean social formation, in which, when a woman meets a man who completely meets her ideals, she is often desperate to pursue it. She didn't get to this point, but the desire to pursue happiness was always surging, and as long as she had the feeling she had ever regained, everything would be perfect.

However, during this period, Park Ji-hoon just got involved with Seo Hyun! The impact on her was indescribable, and the surging heart had to die down again.

However, one day, she suddenly discovered that Park Ji-hoon's feelings for her did not completely disappear, but chose to take care of herself in another way. Like a drop of water piercing through a stone and a spark burning a prairie fire, her reason was pierced by Park Ji-hoon little by little, and the enthusiasm in her heart was also ignited again. This time, it was so strong that even Seo Hyun's presence could not be stopped!

This period officially began when he came to Park Ji-hoon to seek comfort.

The real peak and sane defense line was broken down on the night she texted with Park Ji-hoon before bed. The tears that night were a farewell to her past self, because she had made a ridiculous decision that even she couldn't believe!

This decision was buried deep in her heart, and for the time being, even Park Ji-hoon would not tell it.

Because of Park Ji-hoon's words, she unconsciously evoked her memories, like flowing water in her mind. It's strange that as the memory flows, the remorse in my heart gradually fades.

It's time to say goodbye to the past! It's useless to blindly recall the past of the two.

"Taeyeon?" Park Ji-hoon's voice woke her up from her trance.

"Ahh

"Oh. Only then did Park Ji-hoon put his mind at ease. This is already the third tone, and there was no response from the previous two calls.

"I'm sorry I accidentally wandered just now, which worried you. Taeyeon's soft-spoken explanation surprised Park Ji-hoon. Such words are not strange at all when they come out of Seo Hyun's mouth, but when they come out of Taeyeon's mouth, they have to make people suspicious.

"Are you alright?" After a moment of hesitation, Park Ji-hoon finally couldn't help but ask. He knows very well that Taeyeon can be very emotional at times!

"No!" Taeyeon replied, and then, after a pause, added, "oppa wants to come in?" and usually refers to "you" in plain language, and only affectionately calls "oppa" when she is coquettish.

That's right, this is the Taeyeon I'm familiar with!

It's just that Park Zhixun could only twitch the corners of his mouth helplessly and said lightly: "It's okay." ”

Taeyeon also stopped talking.

After a while, there was a "whooshing" sound of water. If she continued to soak in it, she was afraid that she would really faint in the bathroom!

Park Ji-hoon quietly left the door. Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, my calm heart couldn't help but become restless, and some beautiful pictures gradually appeared in my mind.

After two years of dating, his relationship with Taeyeon is not simple.

Fortunately, Taeyeon was not in the mood to pester him anymore, and after taking a bath in a hurry, she hurriedly put on her pajamas and pajama pants and ran out in a hurry.

"The water is about to boil, you can sit down for a while. Park Ji-hoon leaned out of the kitchen and said to her.

It's about to open? That means it hasn't opened yet! At this moment, Taeyeon's eyes seemed to turn red. In more than 20 years of life, I have never had such a strong feeling of hunger. She swears that if someone asks her what she is most afraid of in the future, she will definitely answer "hungry"!

"Oppa, come here. Suddenly beckoned to Park Ji-hoon and said.

"What are you doing?" Park Ji-hoon asked, walking over. Because Taeyeon looked depressed before, it was hard to think of anything else.

"Let me take a bite. Taeyeon grabbed his hand and opened her mouth to say. (To be continued.) )