Back in the ward, Song Cilantro saw that Crystal was waiting pitifully.

"Ernie, what's wrong?" Crystal looked at Song Cilantro suspiciously, why didn't she go out for a while, and suddenly became sad.

"That ......" Song Coriander sat on the edge of the bed: "Did Wang Taika tell you anything before?"

"No, I don't. Crystal replied, "He said to let me have a good rest, and when the company came, he left directly." I was sleeping at the time, so I didn't know. What's wrong? What's going on?"

Song Cilantro shook her head: "It's nothing." ”

"Ernie, why hide it from me! I'm not a kid anymore. "Crystal was a little unhappy.

Song Coriander looked gloomy: "Okay." Wang Taika's entry into the stage was sent to entertainment news by reporters. Right now...... He should be questioned at the company. ”

"How can this be?" Crystal was a little anxious, after all, Wang Taika did this for himself, if this incident really had too much impact on him, it would really be to make Crystal feel guilty to death.

"The specifics, it's not clear. Ask when you go back to the office during the day. Song Cilantro sighed.

At this time, it was almost early in the morning, and even if she slept for a few hours, Song Cilancai just took off her high heels and lay down next to the crystal with her clothes on.

Crystal tilted her head and rested on Song Coriander's shoulder, feeling extremely comfortable. The two of them just snuggled up to each other, and neither of them continued to speak for a while.

If the relationship between two people requires non-stop communication, it can only be said that these two people still have a separation. At this time, Song Cilantro and Crystal's mode of getting along is indeed the best one, that is, they don't feel embarrassed if they don't speak, so they can think about their own things for a long time.

Song coriander, her heart is a little messy.

The cause was the sudden incident of the crystal, but this was just a fuse, and it was more about the scars in her heart that had never healed.

It was very messy, and even for the first time, Song Coriander began to doubt whether her decision was right or wrong. If it's right, then how did it turn out like this? If it's wrong...... But if it's wrong, what else can you do?

Wang Taika, you are really an unreasonable guy, just don't care about intruding into other people's lives, and you still look comfortable!

Crystal heard Song Coriander's sigh, and finally couldn't help but speak: "V Oni, you actually want to be with Wang Taika, right?"

"En?" Song Coriander didn't expect Crystal to suddenly say such a sentence, and she suddenly didn't know how to answer.

The crystal turned over and pounced directly on Song Xiangcai: "Ernie, I really don't understand, obviously you like Wang Taika so much, I can completely feel how much you can't let go of him." But why, it has always been ...... It feels like it's pushing and pulling. ”

"Push and pull?" Song Coriander said in a pause, wanting to say something, but couldn't say anything.

"Of course, between Wang Taika and V Ernie, I must be V Oni!" Crystal first expressed his loyalty, and then said: "However, now that I feel like this, Ernie can't let go of him in my heart, but every time I have to try my best to make him desperate." Such...... Some cruel. There's nothing wrong with liking someone. ”

"En......" Song Coriander thought about the past during this time, and suddenly was said by the crystal, only to find that she seemed to be ...... It's a bit cruel indeed.

Some things really have to be obsessed by the authorities and bystanders! Just like Song Xiangcai at this moment, it is the first time to look at what she has done from a bystander's perspective, which is a little ...... Some panicked.

That's right, it's panic!

In the past, she thought so: enjoying ambiguity is the work of a scumbag, and she is obviously not. Do you want a person who loves you to spend the rest of her life in a foreign country with you, waiting for an uncertain future? This kind of thing, Song Coriander can't do it.

In this case, it is better to ...... than to break the thread and make Wang Taika never forget and be unable to meet the future in a stable manner Although it is very reluctant, there are some things that cannot be transferred according to people's will.

So Song Coriander thought about it, so she simply was ruthless and kept Wang Taika away from herself, so she never loved herself again, gave up on herself, and even hated herself.

At that time, about whether she still had love for Wang Taika, Song Cilantro was really unclear. After all, after so many years, many things, many things, many feelings and many people will change!

But to think about it another way, would you pay attention to someone you don't feel about? Definitely not. So doesn't that mean......

"Ernie?" Crystal asked.

"You're right, some, some cruel, hehe. Song Cilantro couldn't lie down a little, and got up slightly: "I seem to be really a little selfish, on the one hand, I hope that the two of them can keep their distance, on the other hand, if I see that he really touches others, I will be inexplicably jealous and even angry." ”

"You care about him, too! Crystal persuaded: "I'm just talking casually, I haven't been in love, I don't know these things, and the reference value is not much!"

"I think you're right. Song Coriander's breath was a little fluctuating, the weather was not hot, but there was a sweat inexplicably, and even some silent sadness and depression: "It's like ...... is like the kind of bad heroine in the TV series, on the one hand, she doesn't want to accept it, and on the other hand, she still enjoys the treatment of being loved and cared for. Verbally saying that it is for the good of the other party, in fact, in essence, it is to enjoy love irresponsibly. even said that hope has nothing to do with it, but I still can't help but give some small hope, just hanging a person in the name of love. ”

As she spoke, Song Cilantro couldn't go on, and she didn't know what her expression was when she covered her face. At this moment, I suddenly felt that what I had been doing for a long time, just like the bewitching and cheap supporting actress in the TV series, was always involved in the name of love, really...... Somewhat disgusting.

If Song Coriander is really the kind in the TV series, forget it. I know in my heart that I am playing push and pull, enjoying the feelings of being loved more than the feelings of loving, and there is not even love, just simple enjoyment.

Because it's the bad side, there's no guilt.

But...... Song Coriander is not that kind of person. Once, she really thought that this would really relieve Wang Taika. I can't help myself now, so I don't want to waste time with Wang Taika.

Who knows that overestimating himself, Song Coriander himself can't bear to do things at all. As a result, what was originally quite simple is becoming more and more complicated.

Because there are still feelings, when I know that my contribution turned out to be hurt, that feeling made Song Coriander almost collapse.

On the side of the road in front of the company, in the small space between a car and a wall, Wang Taika's collapse is still vivid. And what made Song Coriander collapse even more was that she said the cruel words that day with self-righteousness!

"In that shop, or in any shop on this street, I can smash anything, no matter how expensive, I can afford it. Wang Taika, can you?"

The desperate remorse swallowed her body almost instantly, making Song Cilantro unable to breathe, feeling extremely suffocated!

At this moment, Song Coriander's tears couldn't help herself.

Yes, she still loves Wangtaika, very much.