☆, 04764 - repetitive, regular, small but infinite variation

Me: "I have to think constantly, but how can I be sure if my thinking is valid, or if it's nonsense in the name of false thinking? Is it really meaningless, and is what I think is meaningful now? Now my knowledge is limited, and some of my judgments may be biased and narrow. What I think is valuable now may not be valuable in the long run, and what I see as worthless now may be of great help to me in the future. ”

Me: "For example, when I was a child, I watched and practiced the knowledge of planters, danxiu, and instrumental cultivation, and I thought earlier that as a sword cultivator, it didn't seem to be a serious business, and it was not the kind of serious study that could be cultivated concurrently, and I didn't take it seriously at all, it was just nonsense, but in Qi'an, these nonsense skills allowed me to bring back the Jiuning ticket, and then promoted the appearance of Tongming Fruit. Further, if I hadn't learned that little bit of fur half-baked, maybe the candidate for Qi'an might not have been me. ”

Me: "Sword cultivation is the best way to protect oneself when exploring, but if you only protect yourself, wouldn't it be even more dangerous if you don't go in?" Besides, the ones I know aren't necessarily 'other' skills. ”

Me: "Is Tongming Fruit considered an elixir? If it weren't for the Bigu Dan, which was born in ancient times where there was no strict definition of pills, the Medicine Sect would have kicked the Tongming Fruit out of the ranks of pills a long time ago, and now the Tongming Fruit was taken by the Bigu Pill and stuck on the cognitive threshold of the Medicine Sect, choking them uncomfortably. ”

Me: "For me, it doesn't matter if the Tongming Fruit is an elixir or not, and even the Tongming Fruit itself is not very important, what I need more is the insights I got when refining the Tongming Fruit and adjusting the refining plan of the Tongming Fruit, the alchemy, refining, talisman, sword, analysis of raw materials, intuition, and theory...... Reflections on all the things I've been exposed to and learned. I didn't know where the direction of my perception was, so I tried it over and over again, from all angles, and I tried it as best I could. One hundred at a time, usually twice a second, sometimes three or five times a second, never interrupted, quantitative change and cumulative qualitative change. ”

Me: "Will there be a qualitative change?" I don't know, I just think that this kind of repetition over and over again with slight differences makes me a little fascinated, and when I want to be in a daze, I look at the Tongming Fruit Refining Field, watching the Tongming Fruit fall out, roll around, be eaten, and be stored, monotonous and inexplicably attractive. ”

Me: "When I gave the little spirit plant that broke the branch to Duan Yan Zhou, I said to Yan Zhuo that children like such toys, repetitive, regular, small but infinite changes, easy to use and not easy to get tired, the point is not that children like it, but I like it." I'm just pushing myself and others. I like the feeling of similarity and difference. Similarity makes me feel at ease because of familiarity, and a little difference allows me to cling to peace of mind while slowly getting in touch with more, slowly turning strangeness into familiarity, and creating more peace of mind. ”

Me: "When I was in the secret pet realm, I didn't feel that the things I bought but couldn't go into the small world belonged to me, and my breeder, Zhou Qingxing, said that it meant that I was insecure, and I think she was right. ”

☆、04765-Retreat

Me: "Speaking of which, am I in retreat now? I know that Dad, you have been listening to me, as long as you are there, I have always felt safe, Pei Feng is the environment I am most familiar with, I don't see outsiders, I only think by myself, even if it is a retreat, right? Although the thinking during the general retreat is not to say the content of the thoughts, because I have spiritual treasures and spirit animals, even if I don't have to say it, I also 'say' the content of my thoughts to them in my heart, and I still say it. ”

Me: "What you say in your heart doesn't affect the retreat, and what you say in your mouth doesn't affect it. ”

Me: "When I visited the 735 Peak, some people said that I was lonely on the mountain alone, and from my own point of view, it seemed that I should be lonely when I was alone on Pei Feng, but I am sure that I have never invaded my heart when I was on Pei Feng since I was a child in my life, and I didn't even think about the question of loneliness or not, I just felt, 'My life should be like this' and 'This is the life that makes me feel comfortable'. ”

Me: "No, when I was a child, I didn't comment on whether my life was comfortable or not, because there was no need and no leisure. There are so many things to play that there is simply no margin to 'evaluate and summarize'. The dizzying amount of fun took up all my attention, so much so that I couldn't even think about life. ”

I:

"So, is 'thinking about life' about having enough to do when you have nothing to do?

Me: "When doing things, in order to do things well, in fact, every step is already thinking, and that kind of thinking is integrated with specific affairs, and it does not appear prominent; ”

Me: "Don't be obtrusive, don't force it, just let it be...... Okay, I'm the only one here?"

During my self-talk retreat, a person suddenly appeared in front of me, not my father, not anyone I knew, and not wearing the uniform of the Yunxia Sect. I said that he suddenly appeared because when I realized that he was already sitting in front of me, sitting in a similar position to me, and his expression may be similar to that of me now, I need to rely on memories to find the specific point in time when he appeared, but even with memories, I can't find where he came from, I don't know what position he was in before he sat down.

☆、04766 - one person

The last time I was approached so unconsciously was when I first met Kunlun Xinge and the elders, and this time I knew that the person in front of me was not in the Mahayana stage, and his cultivation was the same as mine.

Exactly.

Without the slightest error.

Me: "Pei Jianzhuo." "He is my sword.

He nodded slightly, as if he was too lazy to move, and as if he didn't feel the need to click on it.

Me: "You're not a spirit treasure yet, you haven't given birth to a spirit yet, you're still just a spirit weapon." ”

He nodded again, this time to the point that it looked like a hallucination on my part, or maybe my brain was overfilled.

Me: "So why are you showing up now?"

He had been sitting cross-legged like me, with his hands naturally hanging down on his lap, changing his position, resting his right hand on his bent right knee, and did not answer my question.

Because I already know the answer.

But the answer may be a bit of a problem.

Me: "Just because I feel like I need to use the firmness of the sword to calm my wandering thoughts, you just come out first and let me see?"

Me: "Seems to have a precedent. ”

Me: "I use your body or you use your body, which one can exert stronger combat power?"

Me: "Of course we work together. ”

Me: "Hey, as the prototype of my sword spirit treasure spirit, can you ignore me, don't let me keep asking and answering myself?" ”

Pei Jianzhuo continued to look at me lazily, not responding, but seemed to be listening attentively.

Me: "Even if you can't make a voice yet, you can lip shape, right? ”

The little hairball came out of the small follower, circled half a circle, and reached behind Pei Jianzhuo, pounced. was grabbed by Pei Jianzhuo with one hand, put it on his lap, and then put his hand on the back of the hairball.

Furball was stunned for a moment and said, "He's an entity?"

Pei Jianzhuo finally spoke: "No." ”

Then he said, "Yes." ”

It's better not to say it.

Pei Jianzhuo smiled and threw the hairball into my arms.

The smile is a bit like that of a daddy, carrying and throwing a cat...... Like all the elders who threw me.

Pei Jianzhuo's current state...... It can be said that it is quite amazing, even with the breadth of my data memory, his state can be commented on rarely, although there are still similar precedents.

☆、04767-As if it has crossed time

Pei Jianzhuo is not a machine spirit yet, but in the future, when my sword spirit treasure weapon spirit is born, it will definitely be exactly the same as Pei Jianzhuo now, and he is like a ...... Rather than a prototype, it may be closer to the mold, he is now vain, hollow, and the complete Pei Jianzhuo will be born in this Pei Jianzhuo shell, and finally merge with the shell.

No, that's still not right. The relationship between the current Pei Jianzhuo and the future Pei Jianzhuo is not so severe. It is as if he has crossed time, using a part of the image from the future to the present to appear in front of me, or it is my consciousness that has crossed time, and a part of me from the present to the future appears in front of him.

I reached out to touch Pei Jianzhuo's cheek, the softness of a normal human face is a little icy, but it is only the ice that matches Pei Feng's temperature, and it still reveals the temperature of a living person; Pei Jianzhuo reached out and rubbed my head, like a big brother's teasing, and like a hairball patting Xiaosui with a meat pad.

Xiao Sui and Pei Bing each of them popped out of their heads from both sides of my shoulder, and they both looked at Pei Jianzhuo curiously, and Pei Jianzhuo gave each of them a touch of the head fairly.

Xiao Sui touched the position that had been touched by Pei Jianzhuo, and then smiled at Pei Jianzhuo: "Hello, future partner." ”

Pei Jianzhuo: "Hello, the current housekeeper." ”

Xiao Sui's expression corrected seriously: "It's permanent, the master's permanent housekeeper." ”

Pei Jianzhuo is as good as flowing: "Hello, permanent housekeeper." ”

Pei Bing: "......"

Pei Jianzhuo looked at Pei Bing: "Hello, strong shield." ”

Pei Bing: "Hello...... Jian Ye doesn't want to grab it with me, okay?"

Why is this kid so weak? Xiao Sui's aura that scolds me before he wakes up?

Pei Jianzhuo: "What kind of robbery lover? I don't fall in love." ”

Me: "Such iron teeth?"

Pei Jianzhuo: "No, I'm just going with your future." If you talk about it, I can talk about it. ”

Me: "......"

Xiao Sui: "Why are you the same as the master? You are not talking to the master." It was actually a little aggrieved, not a threatening tone.

Pei Jianzhuo: "You are Pei Lin's inner doppelganger, and I am his external doppelganger." I am in the same state with you in many aspects as Pei Lin, especially when it comes to the essence of the soul, the Tao, and so on. Dao couples involve both the soul and the Tao, and our state cannot be different from Pei Lin. ”

Pei Jianzhuo: "And because we have a clear subordinate relationship with Pei Lin, we belong to Pei Lin, so Pei Lin's state determines our state, and our state can only reflect Pei Lin's state, and cannot control his direction." ”