Chapter 374: The Past (Part II)
On the contrary, Kong Shengyan is not an idol, but an actor, "We Are Married" is just the beginning, and as an actor in the future, kiss scenes and passion scenes are inevitable, unless she gives up her career as an actor.
got up and sat beside her, Li Xianzhe took Kong Shengyan in his arms and comforted her softly.
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, love is a thing, sometimes, you still have to give in to your dreams, for the sake of us knowing each other for so many years, if you go to pledis, there will be no need for us to interact again in the future.
Don't waste the last bit of friendship on this company, because sooner or later, I will break him, and I will take back what Han Sung-so snatched from us. ”
I silently said sorry to Zhou Jieqiong in my heart, but Li Xianzhe thought that if he put Zhou Jieqiong by his side to cultivate, he would always be better than Pledis, Han Sung-so would not use people, Pledis is really a lot of people who are waiting for the contract to expire and have no choice but to leave, and they have been delayed for a few years of youth.
After sending Kong Shengyan away, Li Xianzhe leaned on the elevator alone, staring blankly at the slowly changing numbers, as if he would arrive at a new floor every second, from the seventh floor, the sixth floor to the first floor, and then from the first floor to the seventh floor, and then to the top floor.
"Jingle Bell~~Jingle Bell~~"
Compared with others who use some songs as ringtones, Lee Hyun-cheol is very monotonous here, and even scum.
came back to his senses, took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Kong Shengyan's phone, and it was only two minutes after sending her to the car from the back door just now, "What's wrong~~"
The sound of whimpering sobs, as well as the sound of the car's engine, Kong Shengyan wiped her tears, and slowed down for a few seconds before she had the strength to speak, "I'm scared now~~"
Rubbing his eyebrows, Li Xianzhe suddenly felt a burst of irritability, not aimed at the other party, but the words he said before, "Go back to sleep, don't think about anything, at least don't think about it now." ”
"Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing, I feel very lonely, after I really became an artist, I only have endless announcements every day, and the agent coldly urges, you are not by my side to accompany me, and Dingyan is not by my side to accompany me. ”
"Are you okay?" Li Xianzhe glanced at the time, his fingers quickly tapped the number button on the elevator, but he thought that the other party was leaving by car and stopped.
"I sometimes feel like I have a mouth and the whole world is watching my jokes.
I can't figure out a lot of things, I can't figure out why I made that phone call with you two years ago.
I can't figure out why I broke up with you to continue my dream of being an artist.
I can't figure out why I didn't make a phone call after breaking up with you and you hurt so much.
I can't figure out why I still took on the variety show "We Are Married", and I can't figure out why Dingyan persuaded me to get back together with you I've been hesitating, so much so that now you are not mine. ”
There are too many things that he can't figure out, Li Xianzhe held his mobile phone without saying a word, raised his head and walked out of the elevator, and clearly saw tears rolling above his pupils, as long as he lowered his head and blinked, tears would fall.
"It's been two years, what are you talking about?"
"Dingyan texts me every day, and you know, every time I see her mentioning something about you in a message, I feel like even my own sister hates me.
She has been saying before, missing you is my biggest mistake, is it because I am too stubborn, is it because of my stubborn stage dream, so see you again, when I regret it, even you don't want me anymore. ”
Kong Shengyan doesn't like this feeling very much, her sister is not on her side, as an older sister, she doesn't know her sister's mind at all, and her own sister is not in vain.
If you want to say when did regret start, that is, Yu Dingyan's daily photo bombardment, the faint show-off, all grew up together, Yu Dingyan's mind she had already felt, when she hesitated, and didn't even dare to take the initiative, her sister walked in front of her, even if it was only secretly now.
Li Xianzhe licked his lips, only feeling extremely bitter, "Yan, listen, two people break up, it is never a simple person who has a problem, the fuse of our breakup is the concept of disagreement, these words seem nothing, only those who really experience it know how deadly it is."
Ever since you told me that you admired those singers on TV, I knew that when the two of us dating, we were attracted to each other's stubbornness, and we would die if we decided on something.
I always tell you how much I look down on artists, in fact, I just want to dispel your idea of being an artist, because I know that artists are very tired and bitter, because the huge schedule can't bear it and finally get sick, this is the reality of the Korean entertainment industry, I'm afraid that after you become an artist, we will meet and spend less and less time together.
Later, I even said that if you become an artist, then we will never want you to meet, in fact, I just want you to care more about my thoughts, but I didn't expect that what I said by myself really became a reality in the end. ”
"Are we really, impossible? Are you really, don't you feel anything for me at all?" That touch of longing occupied her heart, Kong Shengyan had never been able to be like this at a moment, she wanted to hear what Li Xianzhe said, knowing that he was now dating another girl, but she still had to ask this sentence cheaply.
Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, Lee Hyun-cheol tried his best to calm his tone, "Yeon, you will like me today because you know the damage that those things caused me two years ago, and you feel guilty, but you have forgotten how we tortured each other."
If my mother hadn't passed away, if I hadn't gone to the army, if I hadn't gone to school in the United States, if I had been in front of you in Korea, if I still hadn't supported you to be a trainee and an artist, you might not have said these things today, and you might not like me anymore. ”
"I'm not going to pledis, I'll tell the agent, let's start over, even if it's friends, as long as you don't reject me. ”
"Time doesn't turn back, if you could have said these words to me earlier, hehe, I can't go back. ”
When he returned to the recording studio, Lee Hyun-cheol's eyes were still red, and anyone could see his haggard appearance, as if he was a few years older, and the color of his chin and cheeks had darkened a lot.
"Don't be embarrassed, I've kept you waiting. ”
It was Sunny who opened the door for him, and Lee Hyun-cheol barely managed to squeeze out a smile the moment they met his eyes.
"Are you okay?" everyone was taken aback by Li Xianzhe's appearance.
"It's okay, it's all solved, how is the song mastered, are you familiar with it?"
Xu Xian opened her mouth and wanted to say something, Jessica directly grabbed her hand and shook her head, just looking at the expression on that face with their experience is enough to guess the ending, at this time it is the best choice to change the topic.
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