"You're really selfish!" Sika said.

"Well, you'll watch more selfish things in the future, and you'll get used to it when the time comes. Haha!" Albert said, "I don't know what you think anyway, I grew up and hated people pointing fingers at me the most. When I was young, there was nothing to resist. But when I grow up, when I become an adult, I don't allow that to happen. Actually, the days of self-indulgence are quite cool, and I used to be deeply involved in them. ”

Sika looked at Albert and asked, "Do you have a psychological shadow here?"

"I remember I told you that I am a particularly grudge-bearing person, right?" Albert said with a smile: "Generally speaking, I always have a bad memory of other things, but I remember all of them." ”

Sika said, "Well, I will have memories of the person I hate, although I will deliberately ignore that person." ”

"If you say that, you probably won't forget me in your life. After all, I don't have a rival in hating it!" Albert laughed, "It's a great honor!"

"It's shameless!" Sika rolled his eyes angrily, "Have you hated dark personalities since you were a child?"

"Growing up, I really have to think about it!" Albert really thought for a moment, and then smiled, "I thought about it." ”

Sika asked, "What comes to mind?"

Albert said: "When I was younger, I didn't remember. When I was five years old, the kid next door snatched my toys. I thought it was a joke, but he never gave it back to me. When I was six years old, I was ridiculed by my classmates because I was left-handed. In the first exam, my classmates got 'Excellent' and I got 'Good'. When I was seven years old, I was not liked by the teacher because I liked to play around in class. I was also physically punished, but I treated it like a game. When I was eight years old, I was severely beaten and scolded by my teacher because I ate at school. And the honor student greeted me lightly: 'Are you sick tonight?' When I was nine years old, I encountered a thug robbing money, and my good buddy quickly ran away, leaving me alone. But I easily forgave my partner. ”

Sika was stunned and continued to listen.

"When I was 10 years old, I studied hard and got good grades. But no one in the class believed me, and they all thought I was copying. By the time I was eleven years old, cram school had become a part of my life, but I hated it. But I didn't have the courage to resist. When I was twelve years old, I graduated from elementary school and went to junior high school. I was also sad that my primary school classmates were separated, and I was glad that I had left the corporal punishment and scolding of my elementary school teacher, but I didn't know that school violence was quietly coming. When I was thirteen, the class boss stuck gum to my hair, threw my bag in the trash, and asked me to pop the balloons in front of him to see how embarrassed I was. I like a girl, but I don't dare to express it, because I am always deliberately tricked and embarrassed in front of her. ”

"When I was fourteen years old, I decided to be a gangster. Learned to scold and stay up all night. Talking dirty words became a status symbol, sleeping in class, playing and eating. I don't want to do that, but I don't want to be bullied that way. When I was fifteen years old, I graduated from junior high school, and my junior high school homeroom teacher said in front of everyone that the whole class hated me the most! But I still love junior high school, even though I'm going to high school. ”

"When I was sixteen, I was so impressed by the girl at the table in front of me that I arrived early every day to just wish she was alone. I was unconditionally nice to her, but she only treated me as a friend. And I don't have the courage to confess. At the age of seventeen, I found out that I was not useless, I seemed to have an unusual desire for good things, and the photos I took with my phone were a hit at the festival. But I found that I had very few friends, so few people who celebrated. ”

"When I was eighteen years old, I was being talked about every day. I ate the cake alone on my birthday that year, but fortunately, I'm used to it. ”

"When I was 19 years old, I got a score in the college entrance examination that was not good or bad, and I went to a university that was neither good nor bad. I feel like I've grown up all of a sudden, I'm obsessed with the world of flowers, I've met a girl with a crush on my heart, and luckily, we're together!"

Later, when I was in my twenties, I came home from vacation and found that my parents had green hair on them, which was very uncomfortable. I had a conflict with my girlfriend, and in the end she dumped me. I survived on alcohol and games. I was out there struggling hard and looking for a job. Received countless exclusions, white eyes. Being pointed at the nose and scolded, mocked in front of the face. But my heart is still like water, and the pressure of life has accelerated my growth, and it has also made me suffer from bipolar disorder. ”

When Sika heard this, it seemed that Wang Taika's simple life was directly unfolding, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only open his mouth: "Wang Taika, you ...... What's wrong with you?"

Albert just said simply, as if what he had just said had nothing to do with him at all, and it was an unrelated thing that happened to a person who had nothing to do with him.

Albert just smiled: "Don't get me wrong, I'm not telling you this to gain any ridiculous sympathy. I would like to say that the journey of life is never easy. If you drink too much poisonous chicken soup, you will get sick, but if you have a lot of tribulations, you will grow, which is a good thing. ”

"That's Victoria, isn't it?" asked Sika.

"How many girlfriends do I have?" Albert laughed, "Actually, it's all things that are not salty, not too big, not too big, probably because I am pessimistic by nature, and dark." ”

"It's like an experience that ordinary people have, but it's hard for you to remember. Sika said.

Albert laughed: "When I was a kid I complained about people, but now I don't do that. I remember that before I decided to come to Korea, it was late one night and I woke up from a dream. It was as if I dreamed that the girl I once loved smiled softly at me, and I dreamed that I shook hands with everyone in the passing time. I'm an easy-going person myself, I'm willing to be nice with everyone, I'm just ...... It's just insecure. So I also secretly imagined, how long will this be going on? Why am I going through this? Why can't I live freely? Is it just because I don't have any money? Or is it because I'm too kind?"

Sika was silent.

"It wasn't until that moment that I understood why the doctor told me that bipolar disorder was always protective for me. Because when I'm depressed or irritable, I can only hurt others, not let others hurt me. Albert said, "That's why I said, 'What is the flood after I die?'

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