After sitting in the Girls' Generation practice room for a while, a bored Park Tae-yeon came to the recording studio he was going to use today.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Jin Xiayan operating in front of the computer with a serious expression, wearing special headphones on her head and listening to something intently.

Walked to the side to rest on the sofa, stretched her feet vigorously, touched her chair and sat down.

Jin Xiayan glanced back at him, pouted unhappily, and stretched out her little hand to take a photo.

"Oh Ni-chan, listen to how I sing this song, I'm pretty good! ”

Park Tae-yeon looked at her lazily, hooked her fingers and asked her to pull the earphones over, and Kim Ha-yeon pulled the earphones to him with a flattering smile.

Kim Ha-yeon went back and pressed the start button again, then looked back at Park Tae-yeon, and within a few seconds, he saw him frowning seriously and looking back.

Jin Xiayan pursed her lips, she didn't sing so badly, right?

Park Tae-yeon only listened to a few words, then pulled down his headphones and looked at Kim Ha-yeon.

"Tsk, I really can't listen to it?"

Looking at Kim Ha-yeon, who was angry with her shoulders, Park Tae-yeon took a deep breath and smiled softly after a while.

"Crystal wants you to sing?"

"Yes!"

"Have you heard of Bai Ji-young?"

Jin Xiayan nodded, her little brows furrowed tightly: "Crystal is trying to tell me that I won't love anymore except me?"

Park Tae-yeon stood up and pointed to the recording room, "Is there an accompaniment? I'll sing it to you, and then you can watch the MV later, haven't you seen the MV of "No More Love", right?"

"MV? No. ”

Kim Ha-yeon shook her head.

Park Tae-yeon thought about the Xiangjiang trip that was about to go, and the showdown with her was about to begin, so he lowered his head and walked into the recording studio to close the door, picked up the headphones and then stood in front of Mike.

Jin Xiayan looked at Park Taeyan strangely, feeling that his state was a little wrong, but she didn't know what was wrong, she put the earphones in her left ear with one hand, clicked on the computer a few times with her right hand, and then controlled it on the mixer, and she quickly adjusted the appropriate tune when she was familiar with Park Taeyan's timbre.

Park Tae-yeon in the recording studio listened to the prelude, slowly closed his eyes, and the pictures in his mind jumped out...

October 1, 2014 Celestial Empire Demon Capital

Park Tae-yeon opened his eyes and looked at the strange woman in front of him in confusion.

“。。。 Am I alive?"

The woman looked at him softly, slowly pulled up his left hand and placed it on his left chest, and pressed her palm against his hand to speak softly.

"Yan Yu... Are you awake, how does your chest feel?"

Paying attention to her left chest, she felt her heart beating vigorously all the way, trying to follow her palm all the way up, looking at the delicate face of the other party who couldn't tell the age.

"You are?"

"Jiang Xueqi, your only guardian of this heart... ”

“。。。 I'm sorry... Thank you. ”

The woman let go of her hand and looked out the window: "Are you sone?"

"It should be ... Right. ”

"You have to thank you. . . Taiyan. ”

"Taeyeon, Kim Taeyeon?"

Jiang Xueqi squinted her eyes and turned to look at him who had been silent, and only after a long time did she slowly speak: "It's okay to thank her, you can just watch them with your eyes, Kim Taeyeon and Zheng Xiuyan!"

“。。。 Tessie?"

。。。。。。

"I see, I want to go back. ”

"Your indifference is all purposeful. ”

"There's no more your hand caressing me. ”

Kim Ha-yeon squinted and listened to Park Tae-yeon's singing, as if she wanted to tell something from the depths of her heart.

。。。。。。

October 7, 2015 Celestial Empire Demon Capital

Yan Yu sat cross-legged on the sofa, holding a cup of hot drink in her hand and drinking it leisurely, listening to Kim Taeyeon's just-released album "I" in her headphones.

The other hand is pressed back and forth on the laptop resting on his lap.

"Ah, is it so difficult for lazy people to let you learn something? really work with me, and my group will be handed over to you to manage in the future?"

Yan Yu pulled down the headphones and pretended to be stupid and looked at Jiang Xueqi sitting next to her.

"I said Sister Xueqi, you're not very busy, why are you bothering me!"

"Tired, come here and relax!" Jiang Xueqi leaned lazily on the sofa and spoke.

"Bullying me counts as your relaxation activity?"

"yes, what are you doing?"

Yan Yu turned the computer and showed her: "Hehe, do Taixi video, I feel that the two of them are blood red in the early stage, but there has been less interaction since 12 years, and they are all poked and poked." ”

Jiang Xueqi leaned listlessly on the sofa.

"Do you think they're really in love?"

"Ah, just kidding, it's not the company's official CP, it's all for fans to see, really?" Yan Yu glanced at Jiang Xueqi with disdain, and then looked at the blood-red picture he was looking for, and the corners of his mouth twitched.

"If you look at the MV of Baek Ji-young's "No More Love", Korean homosexuality is still more discriminatory. Jiang Xueqi picked up her fingers and said lightly.

"There is discrimination in that country. ”

"But the Korean entertainment industry found out that homosexuality would be banned. ”

"Damn, that's a fart CP! Ha, don't tell me that they are really? So when I was young, 36 pairs of CPs were not familiar with Thai suits?" Yan Yu glared at Jiang Xueqi.

Jiang Xueqi bushed shoulders.

"I said, sister, our Celestial Empire doesn't discriminate, won't you either?"

"Smack!" A pillow smashed on him, Yan Yu's feet jumped up in a mess, and a drink was all turned over on his body.

"Haha!!" Seeing Xue Qi laughing and falling on the sofa, Yan Yu smirked.

。。。。。。

"Now I realize that your heart has left me. ”

"Is it because of infatuation, but I still comfort myself. ”

"I feel sorry for myself. ”

Park Tae-yeon held the microphone in one hand, expressing the indescribable emotion with his memory.

。。。。。。

November 19, 2016

"Hey, is Sister Xueqi coming to the magic capital today?。。。 Did you get off the plane? Ah, my cake isn't ready yet. Yan Yu was making calls with her mobile phone between her neck, and she was holding cream in her hand and squeezing patterns on the cake.

“。。。 Wow, I'm even cooking to cook for you? I'm going to rescue Taeyeon or Sika and let them escape from each other's clutches. ”

Talking casually, he looked at the roses in the vase on one side, and his face was a little shy.

"I said, sister, you should also find a boyfriend, what do you think of me?"

"Tsk, what do you mean to be 8 years younger than you, on the other hand, you are eight years younger than me, I won't mind at all, just raise a daughter!"

"Huh~!What is the difference between men and women, you see Nicholas Tse is right, it is the variety show that Sika went to last time, and his wife is eight years older than him. ”

"Okay, what's the fierce, don't kid you, don't go early to 12 o'clock! Okay, hang up!"

Yan Yu heard that the phone was interrupted, pouted and stopped the movements in his hand, took down the phone and looked at the roses in a daze, then walked over and took the vase and thought about it, looked left and right and took it to his room and put it away.

Closing the door, he smiled wryly and whispered, "Wow, is age a problem? ”

Then he suddenly looked at his chest, and his brows furrowed: "Wow, won't this little blood be counted? ”

As he spoke, his movements suddenly slowed down, sweat slowly flowed out of his forehead, and he slowly raised his hand to cover his left heart.

"Damn... Won't it be okay?。。 Medicine.. ”

Confused, he looked around the room for a while, and then staggered against the wall and sat down slowly.

"Whew... Call... ”

The vision slowly dimmed, and after the heart transplant, there was no medicine at home!

。。。。。。

Park Tae-yeon opened his eyes and looked out of the glass, then lowered his head and continued to sing the song.

"I love you. ”

"Please forget me. ”

"Please, don't, always mention me. ”

"It's better to say you don't know me. ”

"Time will tell. ”

Jin Xiayan's brows furrowed even more, she put on the headphones officially with her little hand, then took her mobile phone and directly searched for the MV of "Not in Love".

。。。。。。

July 29, 2017

"The house is ready to sell?"

Sitting on the sofa with her knees hugged, Yan Yu, whose face was strangely pale, looked up at Jiang Xueqi.

With a cold face, he said coldly: "Well, don't give it to you, donate it for me, it's good in the name of girlhood, sitting for so long in vain... Gee. ”

"Huh. Jiang Xueqi smiled incomprehensibly.

Then he pulled out a ticket and came out.

"What's this?" stretched out his hand, holding the ticket between his two fingers, and held it up in front of him.

"Ferry ticket to Jeju Island!"

"Why do you want to give me this?"

Jiang Xueqi clasped her hands on her shoulders and looked out the window. "Girls' Generation 10th Anniversary Concert, won't you go and see it?"

"Concert? It's not a meeting, it's the tenth anniversary to have a small meeting, it's really a pit, why don't I invest in them to hold a bigger concert?"

Yan Yu looked at the ticket blankly, complaining casually.

"Speaking of the concert, the Jamsil Sports Complex was held. ”

Looking at her arrogant appearance, Yan Yu pouted.

"What do you see, such a lively atmosphere, how unlucky it is to die at someone's concert. ”

"Sit farther away, it's called the top of the mountain?"

"Don't go!"

"Let's help my nephew take a look, he was hung up for Sika in the first place. ”

Yan Yu raised his head and looked at Jiang Xueqi, and pointed to his heart: "He? Sika can't stand suicide when he quits the team? Wow, this mentality is really, hot-blooded rice certification." ”

"To go or not?"

"Don't go, it's so annoying to hang outside, there's not even a corpse, it's too miserable!"

“。。。 ”

The two looked at each other indifferently, and finally Jiang Xueqi spoke: "Is there anyone here to collect your body?" Don't expect me, if you get far away, don't be in front of me." ”

“。。。 ”

"Didn't you say that those who love each other should be blessed?"

Yan Yu looked at her blankly, not knowing what to say.

"You go and witness it for me. ”

"Huh... ”

。。。。。。

"Gay?" Kim Ha-yeon glanced at the MV screen on her phone, first put it aside, and then looked at Park Tae-yeon in disbelief.

"It's the value of my love. ”

"I don't love anymore. ”

"Because I won't ever meet anyone like you again. ”

"Can't love anymore. ”

"Like a fool, don't love anymore. ”

。。。。。。

August 6, 2017 in Jinju, South Korea

"Who would have thought that before death, you could taste the stars, hehe... ”

Yan Yu closed her eyes weakly and sat silently against the tree, and after thinking for a while, she opened her eyes and took out her mobile phone, clicked on the text message and edited it.

[After thinking about it, you just called and said that you want to be reincarnated together? Why don't you give me a corpse? I'm afraid that I won't even have a chance to be reincarnated if I die outside. -Yan Yu

[On the Road] - Xueqi

[I learned a sentence of Korean.] -Yan Yu

[Meet and say.] - Xueqi

His eyelids grew heavier and heavier, and suddenly there was a buzzing sound in his ears, and a beam of light shone on him from the sky.

"Whew. Call.. ”

Looking at the helicopter landing in the distance with a blurred vision, his fingers trembling on the keyboard, the high degree of lack of oxygen made the brain confused, I don't know if it was a hallucination.

[Scattering waves. The phone slipped out of his palm and fell to the ground, tears filled his eyes, but he watched the white light point get darker and darker, and he really didn't have any strength at all...

。。。。。。

"I love you. ”

"Please Forget Me"

"Please don't give your love for me to anyone else. ”

"If we could meet. ”

"If only it could be loved. ”

"Look at you, dear. How hard I love. ”

That sentence was not spoken. ”

Park Tae-yeon felt that she was about to be unable to suppress it, and her whole voice began to tremble.

。。。。。。

November 11, 1998, Jeonju, South Korea

"Taiyan... Are you awake!Do you have a pain in your chest!?" When Yan Yu regained consciousness again, she opened her eyes weakly, looking at the girl in front of her who was wrapping her hands with her hands and looking nervous, a little confused.

"Snow. Qi. Before he could finish speaking, he felt dizzy, and Yan Yu fell unconscious again.

After 8 days

After hearing the name of the little girl's father "daedae" on the phone.

stared wide-eyed to confirm the identity of Lori Kim Taeyeon.

hung up the phone, stuffed it into the girl's hand in a daze, and never left the girl's slightly fat face, and subconsciously swallowed saliva when he saw the girl's slightly red and swollen lips. "That your mom and sister will be safe, don't worry, your dad will be there in 5 minutes. Uh, I'll go first. For subconsciously redefining the so-called traffic accident as the first kiss in her heart, Yan Yu was a little broken and wanted to escape quickly.

"What's your name?" was about to walk around the corner when he heard the little girl's shout.

Yan Yu paused, thinking of his current name, the corners of his mouth slowly turned up, and he whispered back in a voice that only he could hear.

"Taeyeon, my name is Park Tae-yeon!"

。。。。。。

The music has stopped, Park Tae-yeon closed her eyes and didn't move, Kim Ha-yeon took off the headphones, clicked on the mobile phone and selected the MV to play.

In the song, a pair of little girls are walking in the alley, and from time to time they encounter some objects, take a Stand and shoot it.

Jin Xiayan looked at the little girl carefully, a long-haired girl with confused eyes, and a short-haired girl with a gentle smile all the time.

She carefully observed everything they came across.

Park Tae-yeon opened the door and walked out, lying down on the sofa, maybe it was the elimination of the Celestial Dynasty team yesterday, maybe it was the sudden hearing Xia Yan mention this song, maybe it was the upcoming Xiangjiang trip, maybe it was two years ago that she knew that SY was standing behind her, too many maybe... That's why he wanted to vent through this song.

looked at the video in Kim Ha-yeon's hand.

The bridge, the broken bridge, the impassable bridge; The car, the car without tires, the car that can't turn; The clock, the clock without the hour hand, the clock that will not walk; The hanger, the hanger without clothes, the rope that is useless; This road doesn't work, this love can't continue, it's not that it doesn't love anymore, it's that it can't love anymore.