Chapter 1080: Things Are Wrong
According to Ding Fan's thoughts, he wanted to leave tonight, after all, the brothers who saved Pulsatilla before, as long as they didn't see anyone, he really didn't feel at ease.
Now that everyone has woken up, he should go back too, and it is not a matter of being here for a long time.
As long as he is not sure that Pulsatilla is safe and sound, Ding Fan's heart will not be completely let go, and it will always hang in mid-air.
However, if he wants to leave, it is not so simple after all, Li Shuo's daughter does not agree, saying that the wound on his body is only a temporary stop to stop the bleeding, and once there is too much activity, it is very likely to be fatal.
In fact, Ding Fan can also see that this little girl seems to be paying too much attention to herself.
Tan Bin agreed with him to stay at home, perhaps to prove that the Pulsatilla matter really had nothing to do with him, and it was somewhat purposeful.
But his daughter is different, she doesn't know much about what is happening outside, and she doesn't even think about taking care of her father's business at all, the reason why she wants to keep Ding Fan is more to ensure that his body will not have problems.
Originally, Ding Fan also thought about whether this girl would have some other purpose, but after thinking about it, he couldn't seem to think of what purpose there would be.
After resting at Tan Bin's house for a while, he found an opportunity in the middle, contacted Li Xiangyang, and informed him that there was no danger on his side for the time being, but the search outside was relatively strict, and he would find an opportunity to go over and have a round with them tomorrow, and find someone to check on Pulsatilla first, so as not to leave any problems, and before they went back, they had to guard it every step of the way.
In addition, there is another very important point, that is, Wang Bocheng and Li Si, you must be optimistic, don't let them run away.
After explaining this, Ding Fan was a little relieved, and he collapsed on the bed and planned to rest.
But when he slept until midnight, Tan Bin's daughter came again.
This time, Ding Fan didn't open his eyes, pretended to be asleep, and lay motionless on the bed, wanting to see what the purpose of this little girl came over at night.
But he never expected that Tan Bin's daughter came over in the middle of the night to come over to give him medicine.
Although this girl's movements are a little clumsy and obviously not very skilled, Ding Fan can still feel her cautious appearance, it shouldn't be any malice, just to change the medicine for herself.
In fact, it doesn't matter whether you change the dressing itself or not, the wound has basically coagulated, as long as there is not much movement, the wound will not split, and there will be no danger later.
The main thing is that he is uncomfortable because of the bandages on his body, and now that someone has untied it, it is naturally the best.
"What the hell have you been through out there, why are there so many wounds on your body?"
While the girl removed the bandages on Ding Fan's body, most of her attention was on his scar, and from time to time she was brave enough to reach out and touch his scar.
But every time I touched it, it was like an electric shock, and it quickly retracted, looking very embarrassed.
A person talked to himself and helped Ding Fan change the new medicine, and carefully blew on the wound twice, as if he was afraid of hurting him.
"What's your name?"
"My name is ...... Are you awake? Did I hurt you?"
This girl didn't think that Ding Fan would talk to her suddenly, just thinking about changing the medicine and leaving.
Who knew that Ding Fan would suddenly ask her, so frightened that her hands trembled, and she almost poked the wound.
"I'm fine, I slept a little too much during the day and couldn't sleep at night, thank you, and you came to change my dressing at night. ”
The little girl was low
The head, very embarrassed, and his face was red, like a ripe apple.
"It's okay, the doctor said that if you change the medicine at night, you should be moving a little tomorrow. ”
"Excuse me, you haven't told me your name yet. ”
Ding Fan reached out and touched the wound, feeling the severity of the wound on his body.
Of course, when he was abroad in the past, he often did this, clearly judging the extent of his physical injury, and making adjustments to his next plan.
"My name is Tan Yutong, and we met last time. ”
Tan Yutong's voice is very small, perhaps because of his personality, he never speaks too loudly.
In addition, now that lonely men and widows are in the same room, it makes her a little embarrassed.
"You saved my life, but I have nothing in me to repay you, even if I owe you a favor, as long as you ask in the future, I will do it. ”
Tan Yutong saw Ding Fan stretching out his hand to poke at the wound, hurriedly stepped forward, pulled his hand away, took a piece of clean gauze and covered the wound, intending to re-bandage it.
"Actually, when I saw you today, I recognized you, but you seemed to be very injured at the time, and you didn't even look at me, and you didn't recognize me until later, right?"
What Tan Yutong said made it feel a little sour, and I didn't know what he wanted to say.
It was as if he didn't recognize her, which made her a little unhappy.
"You don't like me, do you?"
Ding Fan asked tentatively, and then looked at the girl in front of him with a straight look, as if he was smiling, and Tan Yutong was even more embarrassed.
"What nonsense are you talking about, I'm a little curious about you, you have a lot of scars on your body, my dad said, the average person has so many scars, I'm afraid I don't know how many times I have died, saying that you must have crawled out of the pile of dead people. ”
Tan Yutong glared at Ding Fan a little coquettishly, and pulled the gauze hard with his hand.
"Actually, your dad is right, I have been begging for a living abroad before, and I have been experiencing life and death every day, and I have been able to live until now, even I am a little unexpected, maybe it's my luck!"
Thinking of this injury on his body, Ding Fan also seemed to think of memories, recalling those experiences outside, and couldn't help but show a trace of bitterness on his face.
And these changes in the expression on his face all fell in Tan Yutong's eyes.
In fact, if people can survive, it proves that they all have the need to survive, God is fair to everyone, there will be loss and gain, I hope you will not do dangerous things in the future. ”
Tan Yutong said without pausing in his hand, and quickly bandaged the wound on his abdomen.
But what she said really made Ding Fan think a lot of things.
Because of what she just said, a girl once told him, but now that things are wrong, that girl is long gone.
"Have you ever heard your father say that killing people and setting fire to the gold belt, building bridges and repairing roads without corpses?"
Tan Yutong listened to Ding Fan's words, his eyes were a little dazed, and he shook his head gently, a little puzzled why Ding Fan asked to say this?
It seems that my father didn't say this before!
"In fact, many times, people are helpless, people with hair, who wants to be bald? I have no choice, embarking on this road, it is doomed to have no way back, I have no way, you will not understand my helplessness. ”
After Tan Yutong bandaged the wound, he sat lightly on the edge of the bed, his eyes full of curiosity and incomprehension, as if he wanted to know what Ding Fan said
What does it all mean.
After all, since she was a child, she has never been in contact with someone like Ding Fan, as if he has a lot of secrets, and the world he experiences is as if he is two worlds with her.
It was this that fascinated her deeply.
"If you don't say it, I naturally don't understand, maybe if you say it, I will understand that!"
Ding Fan took a deep breath, smiled bitterly, stretched out his finger at the scar on his body, and slapped it hard.
"It may be difficult for you to understand, without the same experience, even if I say it, it is useless, you know that what I am doing now is indeed unreasonable, but I want to stop, is it really okay? You can't see how many people are waiting to eat behind me, how many people know that I want to quit, I don't know how many people will jump out and get rid of me. ”
After Ding Fan arrested Qiao Laosi, he had heard this sentence from his mouth, but at that time he didn't understand what he meant at all.
is also like Tan Yutong's similar thoughts, I feel that as long as I have the confidence to give up everything now, I have a chance to start over.
But now he won't have this kind of thought, because his current position is similar to Qiao Laosi, or even better, and he understands that those words are not scareting.
"When I was young, my heart yearned for the rivers and lakes, because the rivers and lakes are full of excitement and unknown in our eyes, and only after experiencing the baptism of the rivers and lakes can we understand that once we enter the rivers and lakes, how much helplessness will there be, how many bodies can not help ourselves. ”
Ding Fan leaned on the head of the bed and said something with a long sigh, and he didn't know if Tan Yutong understood.
But looking at her now, eighty percent doesn't know what she's talking about.
Every time he thinks of this, Ding Fan wants to smoke a cigarette and express the bitterness in his heart.
But this time, Ding Fan reached out and touched it for a long time, but he didn't find his cigarette case.
His gun was on the table, but he didn't know where the cigarette case went.
Just when he was about to get up and rummage, Tan Yutong seemed to see what he wanted, and he didn't know where to take out a small box, took out a small cigar from it, skillfully held it in his mouth, lit it with a lighter, and handed it to Ding Fan.
"I don't know what you mean, but I've heard my dad say something like that before. ”
Ding Fan stretched out his hand to take the cigarette handed over by Tan Yutong and put it on his mouth without hesitation.
On the contrary, Tan Yutong didn't expect it, after all, she used her mouth to help light this cigar.
The two met for the second time, and it was somewhat inappropriate to make such an intimate move.
The reason why she does this is completely habitual action, when her grandmother was still there, she liked to smoke cigarettes, she had a close relationship with her grandmother, and she was used to helping her grandmother light cigarettes.
Just saw Ding Fan looking for something, she subconsciously remembered this incident.
This box of cigarillos slipped off Ding Fan when he came back from saving him before.
There was still a bullet stuck on it, so she put it aside and didn't put it on the table.
"Thank you for telling me this, although I don't understand it very well, but thank you, it's too late, you can rest early!"
Watching Ding Fan sitting at the head of the bed smoking a cigarette in his mouth, I don't know why, it just makes Tan Yutong feel fascinated.
When he found this, Tan Yutong's face was already red and hot, and he didn't dare to stay here, so he hurriedly stood up and said hello, and left in a hurry.
On the contrary, Ding Fan looked at the back of her leaving, as if he remembered someone.
The same curiosity, the same shyness.