Chapter 2: Rebirth
Usually Tang Qing reads the news or looks at the information after dinner, and rarely plays games, after all, those who do this business must have a clear understanding of the format and relevant laws and regulations, and many policies have become very fast.
After Tang Qing washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen, he carried two bottles of cold beer and came to the roof of the rental house with a folding recliner, the house has a total of sixteen floors, they live on the top floor, very close, and few people come to the roof at night, it is very quiet, except for the sound of horns from time to time in the distance.
As for Wang Qiang, he chatted with his wife, and he just found out that he was pregnant this month, but the baby's is not good.
The roof here is where he often comes, just because he can lie down and watch the stars, just because... They all love to look at the stars。。。。。。
When Tang Qing received the news that Wang Yan was going to get married last week, he thought that he could accept it calmly today, but it was obvious that when things really happened, he couldn't deceive his heart, but thinking that the other party had a good home, he still had a faint sense of relief in his heart, maybe the guilt of delaying the other party for so many years was weakened or it was a reason he didn't know.
Although he wanted to wish her happiness, he found that there was still a gloomy aura in his heart that could not be dispersed for a long time.
This may be life!Tang Qing comforted himself, although he knew that this was completely nonsense, how could people deceive their hearts...
Lying on the recliner and looking at the lights of the surrounding buildings and the city in the distance that illuminated the entire night sky a little red, Tang Qing felt so strange, so far away, he felt that this city had nothing to do with him, and even Tang Qing had a feeling of wanting to return by the wind, thinking of this, Tang Qing felt a little funny, he was a big fart, did he still want to become an immortal? So he shook his head vigorously and dispelled this thought.
Tang Qing took out a lighter and lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath, he has quit smoking for five years, this is what he took from Wang Qiang, a heavy burning sensation spread to his lungs, making him cough, he was still a little uncomfortable after not smoking for a long time, but after all, he had been smoking for a few years, and his body got used to it after a few puffs.
After graduating from high school, Tang Qing thought that life would be more brilliant and beautiful, but a car accident shattered his dream.
In June of 04, after filling out the college entrance examination, he and his fiancée Lin Jiaxue returned to their hometown county, and stayed at Tang Qing's house for one night, because Lin Jiaxue's grandmother had a big birthday the next day, and to celebrate her son's college entrance examination, Tang's father and Tang's mother decided to rest for two days, so they took Tang Qing and Lin Jiaxue back to the village to celebrate their birthday, but they suffered a car accident on the road, and an old and overloaded truck suddenly lost control and crashed into the bus they were riding in when it turned a corner.
Since the seats are all made casually, where there is a place to sit, the parents and Lin Jiaxue who were sitting in the front died on the spot, and Tang Qing in the back was just a little concussion and a little fracture skin injury, and he lost his most important people in an instant, and he couldn't stand the blow and fainted on the spot.
When he woke up in the hospital, it was already the next day, and he didn't talk to anyone for the next two days, and he didn't pay attention to anyone's call, just stared at the ceiling stupidly. It wasn't until the fourth day that he returned to normal and was discharged from the hospital, as if he had suddenly grown up, he felt that he had to live well, for the dead of them.
Later, with the help of his uncle and Lin's father and Lin's mother, he finished handling the funeral, and after dealing with his parents' shop, he lived in the village until the university opened, and then went to his uncle to get a notice to report.
Of course, the driver and the passenger transport company also accompanied some money in the end, but he didn't touch any of the money, and it was stored in the bank, and he felt ashamed to spend every penny of this money.
In this way, a puff of cigarettes, a sip of wine, Tang Qing recalled the first half of his life little by little, the joy of childhood, the ignorance of middle school, the decadence of college, the unsatisfactory work, the expectations of his parents, the regrets of the past, the past flashed in his mind one by one like a movie picture, the naivety and youth of the past, so that the corners of his mouth rose slightly from time to time when he remembered it now, and sometimes he couldn't help laughing, but slowly he was already in tears, the car accident inevitably appeared in the memory, the first love, the happy family, the hook hanging for a hundred years。 They have all turned into clouds and smoke, drifting away like the wind...
Heartache, there are definitely not many people who have really experienced this feeling, but that kind of unforgettable, that kind of heart is like a knife, and that kind of regret is deeply hurtful.
At this time, Tang Qing couldn't tell whether he was crying or laughing, these memories were all he had, and they were also his most valuable treasure.
"It would be great if we could go back in time!" Tang Qing, who was already a little dazed, looked at the stars in the sky and muttered.
In this way, Tang Qing, who fell into the memory, slowly fell asleep, this night Tang Qing had a dream, a very long dream, he dreamed that he returned to the third year of high school, and saw his parents and Lin Jiaxue again, but he could only watch as a bystander, could not speak, could not act, just a spectator, seeing that the time of the car accident was getting closer and closer, but he was powerless to change, and finally could only watch the tragedy repeat, and the extreme sadness of that moment kicked him out of the dream.
"Ahh
As soon as the main consciousness woke up and took over the control of the body, Tang Qing immediately sat up, the sadness in his eyes had not yet melted away, and his heart was beating violently due to stimulation, and he could not calm down for a long time. Tang Qing gently wiped the fine sweat on his forehead, and the picture in the dream just now flashed in his mind from time to time, although it was still a tragic ending in the end, but it made him feel the existence of his family almost real again, and he was already very happy.
"Huh, what kind of smell?" Although Tang Qing had woken up and opened his eyes, his mind was still recalling everything in his previous dream, and his eyes were still out of focus, at this time, a strange and familiar smell came, and the brain instinctively immediately automatically mobilized all the memories to distinguish between them, obviously this smell was very familiar, as if he hadn't smelled it for many years, but he couldn't remember it for a while.
"By the way, this is the smell of scallion pancakes made by my aunt. In just half a second, Tang Qing's brain determined the source of the taste, he remembered that when he was in high school, he had been staying at his uncle's house in the city, and his aunt often made this kind of cake for him to eat in the morning, which was his aunt's specialty, very delicious, but since he left Jiang Province, he had never eaten it again, and in retrospect, the saliva in his mouth was unstoppably secreted wildly.
But how could there be such a smell at home? Tang Qing, who had come to his senses, slowly focused his eyes on the front. At this time, he noticed the change in the environment he was in, which was a small room of less than ten square meters, with a desk, wardrobe, fan, lamp, and poster were all familiar but unfamiliar.
Where is this? The brain was running rapidly, and he quickly recalled the comparison, as if he suddenly thought of something, Tang Qing suddenly opened his eyes and looked around, yes, isn't this the uncle's house where he lived in high school? Tang Qing's grandmother has two children, his mother and uncle.
Tang Qing lived in his uncle's house throughout high school, his uncle Qin Yugang was Chinese New Year's Eve six years old today, and became a policeman after the army was transferred, and he is currently serving as the deputy director of the Chengnan Police Station, inheriting the military style of vigorous and resolute, but because of his uprightness and disdain, he only served as the director of the police station of the city's economic development zone and the deputy director of the Municipal Bureau of Public Security before Tang Qing's rebirth.
My aunt teaches Chinese in a primary school, she is very kind, she has two daughters, and she has been talking about wanting a son, but she doesn't want to give birth when she is old, and she treats Tang Qing very well as her own son.
It's strange that my uncle's house wasn't demolished in 2015, that is, when the old city was renovated and built into a park? Because he knew that Tang Qing would never touch his parents' compensation, and later his uncle and aunt wanted to give him a set for marriage, but he refused, he knew that his uncle and aunt were good people, but they didn't take advantage of it like this, let alone care for his relatives so much.
Did I cross over?
As soon as this idea appeared in Tang Qing's mind, he was suddenly startled, of course he would not be unfamiliar with this kind of plot, everything on TV was almost rotten, and it was also written in novels, he wanted to deny this absurd idea, but the scene in front of him confirmed this speculation again and again.
Tang Qing raised his hand and looked at his white and tender arms, as well as the school uniform pants on his body, and in order to confirm whether it was a dream, he learned from his predecessors and pinched his arms fiercely.
Hurt...
Looking at the bruises on his hands, Tang Qing, who was a little incredulous, slapped himself again
"Smack!"
It's really painful, it's definitely not a dream! I just feel so stupid, why do I hurt myself twice.
"I'm a big ...... Obediently, a midwinter gun Maria sugar fried chestnuts... Tang Qing casually complained about an unknown sentence
Tang Qing suddenly realized that he had really crossed over, and then raised his head and carefully looked at the layout of the room, when he saw the hand-torn calendar time at the head of the bed, Tang Qing completely believed it, this was still given to him by Lin Jiaxue, according to her, it was sent by the seasoning manufacturer, and a lot of it was sent, so she gave him one.
The red text on the white background on the above reads: October 1, 2004, National Day.
In 2004?
This year, Tang Qing was just 17 years old, and he changed from 30 years old to 17 years old as soon as he opened his eyes.
"Really back... Back to the year I was 17 years old... The third year of high school has just started... Parents and Lin Jiaxue are still there... Everyone... are still alive ... Alive... That's nice... Tang Qing muttered to himself, thinking a lot in his heart, Tang Qing's nose was a little sour, and his eyes couldn't stop moistening, but he was crazy with joy in his heart, do it again, I can change everything, I can 。。。。。。
More than ten minutes passed, and Tang Qing, who came out of the emotion of not knowing sadness or excitement, lay on the bed relaxedly, looked at the Tianhua board with his hands behind his head, quietly combed his mood, and his emotions gradually stabilized. The experience of the thirty-year-old told him that if all this was true, then he had to live a good life and not allow the tragedy to happen again, and the powerlessness of that dream and the experience of his previous life made him cherish this hard-won opportunity.
"I want them all to have a good life. Tang Qing secretly swore to himself
"Goo-goo-goo... ”
Tang Qing's stomach began to protest, he didn't feel anything when he was too excited just now, and only after the excitement did he notice that he was really a little hungry.
Smelling the faint fragrance in the air, Tang Qing hurriedly got up and went to breakfast. When you open the door, you will see a familiar living room, an old sofa, an old color TV, and an old dining table and chairs.
In my previous life, I lived here for three years, everything was so familiar, three bedrooms and one living room, which my uncle bought four years ago, otherwise the original two bedrooms and one living room would not be able to accommodate them at all, plus the two daughters are also older, it is not suitable for them to be crowded together. Later, Tang Qing moved in, and the two sisters were squeezed into a room again, but the relationship between the two sisters was very good, and they didn't feel anything, but they were very happy.
This used to be a family courtyard of an agricultural machinery factory, all of which were five-story buildings, and my uncle's house was on the second floor, and the three-bedroom and one-bedroom living room were only available to the management, but the factory closed down five years ago, and the former owner of the house was the chief engineer of the factory.
Today is the National Day, he remembers that in his previous life, his uncle's family went to his aunt's house, because his aunt's family was in the county below, so he set off very early, and he would come back four days later, that is, on October 5th.
Eating the scallion pancakes in his hand, drinking the warm milk in the cup, thinking that his relatives and lovers are still there, and even seeing Lin Jiaxue later, Tang Qing felt unprecedented peace of mind, and a deep sense of happiness arose.
After breakfast, Tang Qing skillfully cleaned up the kitchen, looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was only seven o'clock, it was early, he was going to wait for a while to go directly to Lin Jiaxue's store after eight o'clock, today is the National Day, even if the teacher leaves a lot of homework on the first day of the holiday, Lin Jiaxue will definitely go to the store to help.
Tang Qing, who had nothing to do, began to clean the room, he rarely cleaned when he was at his uncle's house in his previous life, even his own room was usually cleaned by his aunt and cousins, and many times even the clothes were washed by two cousins, and now that he thinks about it, Tang Qing feels very speechless and guilty.
"You pig, forget it. Tang Qing said to himself.
After half an hour, Tang Qing lay back on the bed and looked at the white ceiling.