Chapter 100: I don't want to lose

Gangnam is a well-known wealthy area in Seoul, and the goods here are not as varied as Dongdaemun or Myeongdong, but most of them are high-end goods.

originally thought that accompanying Li Zhixian to go shopping would make Li Zhixian very happy, but the truth told him that Li Zhixian's mood now didn't seem to be so good, and he didn't even go into a store, just walked slowly on the side of the street, and the low pressure emitted by his body made Luo Junning, who had already had a strong ability to resist pressure, secretly swallow a mouthful of saliva.

After walking another street, Li Zhixian stopped, glanced at the intersection in front of him in confusion, and suddenly said softly: "Junning, what do you think of me?"

"What?" Luo Junning finally stopped his steps to avoid bumping into Li Zhixian, who stopped suddenly, and was a little unresponsive when he heard this question.

"I mean, what do you think I am?" Li Zhixian turned around and said rather self-deprecatingly, "Do you see me as a prop that can only be manipulated by you at will?"

"Props, Zhixian, what are you talking about?" Luo Junning frowned.

"What am I talking about?" Li Zhixian looked at Luo Junning mockingly, and then looked up in the direction of S.M, "Isn't it? When I was 18 years old, my family suddenly told me that I had helped me find a good home, and it was a Chinese boy who was one year younger than me, and this boy was about to come to South Korea to live in my house, do you know what I thought at that time?"

Luo Junning shook his head, although he felt that this place was not a good place to talk about this matter, but it was obvious that something was not quite right with Li Zhixian at this time, and the boy who said something outside of this was obviously himself, which made him press the urge to pull her away.

"I was thinking, if it was a bastard, then Taekwondo, which I had been learning at home for so long, would be useful. Li Zhixian chuckled and said, but this laughter made Luo Junning's back chill, because he was indeed often 'taught' by Li Zhixian when he first came to South Korea, "Later, I found out that this boy is actually very good, very handsome, very talented, and very gentle to people, after seeing the most real me, he can still hold me like that, at that time I was thinking, maybe it would be good to have such a home in the future, at least I don't have to worry about being bullied at home, because he is such a gentle person." ”

Lee Ji-hyun's voice was full of nostalgia, as if he was remembering something.

"I'm not as good as you say. Luo Junning didn't know what to say at this time.

"You're not as good as I say. Li Zhixian had a mocking look on his face, "When I started to like you, you suddenly told me that you already have a girlfriend, maybe I went to your house with you, and your parents were very good to me, just like a daughter-in-law, but in fact? The agreement between you and Uncle Rob is, in the final analysis, just all about you, what about me? In this agreement, my future is mentioned, but have you asked me if I am willing, have you ever cared about my thoughts?" Do you really think I'm going to want to be with you when your relationship fails on the outside? What the hell do you think of me?"

didn't shout, didn't cry, just narrated calmly, but Luo Junning was so stunned that he couldn't speak.

"Why, don't you know how to answer?" Li Zhixian's eyes became crystalline, as if tears were about to fall, this thought has been bothering her, for more than two years, she may have temporarily left it behind, but when she quieted down, she always remembered this question that frightened her, "That's right, I like you, even to the point that even if I know that you have a girlfriend, even if I know that you obviously treat me as a prop, but I still like you, but this is not a reason for you to ignore me again and again?" Tang Han Oni is really good to you, worthy of a family, so angry on the surface, but in the end he is still thinking about you, taking me and letting me listen to those words, just to give you more pressure, hehe, it's really your good Ernie, but can you use me as a prop to fiddle with again?"

"Abba and Auntie are very good to me, your parents are very good to me, and Tang Han'oni and Kexin'oni are also very good to me, but is this the reason why you can ignore my opinion and use me as a prop?"

"Jun Ning, in fact, you are very good to me, you can sue me, what do you think of me, do you also treat me as a prop?"

Luo Junning looked at Li Zhixian in a daze, his eyes stayed on the tears that slowly slipped from the corners of the girl's eyes, he really didn't know how to answer at this time, he obviously felt that Li Zhixian's idea was problematic, but he couldn't find a reason to refute it, obviously his heart hurt because of the girl's tears at this time, but he couldn't afford the courage to go forward and hug her and comfort her, obviously he already felt that he was very strong, but he inexplicably had the idea of retreating at this time.

Li Zhixian looked at Luo Junning with teary eyes, and with his silence, the anticipation in her eyes gradually dissipated, and a mocking smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she turned to leave.

The sound of crisp footsteps sounded, obviously in the crowd, but it sounded so clearly in Luo Junning's heart.

What's more, Luo Junning suddenly realized that if Li Zhixian was allowed to leave like this, maybe the two of them would only be strangers in the future, and the former qiē would completely dissipate.

......

"Hahahaha! I'm laughing at me! No, I've never seen such a stupid person! It's so funny to shoot myself so hard...... Hahaha!!"

"Then you'll be more like Santa Claus. ”

"Ahh

"Inside, this is my boyfriend, Luo Junning. ”

......

Are you going to lose it?

There seems to be a feeling of heartache, no, not seemingly.

Luo Junning could clearly feel that his heart seemed to be torn apart, it turned out that Li Zhixian had long occupied a position in his heart that could not be erased at all, but he had never paid attention to it, was it because he was used to her standing silently behind him? But...... I have a girlfriend now, if I keep her now, what promise can I give her?

The human heart is always so complicated, but the speed of thought can never keep up with the speed of the subconscious, when Luo Junning hesitated, his subconscious had already made a choice for him.

Feeling a strange and familiar embrace holding him in his arms, Li Zhixian's tears were finally no longer silent, but slowly turned into small sobs, and finally turned around directly, threw himself into Luo Junning's arms, and cried loudly, as if he wanted to completely vent the atmosphere that had been suppressed for more than two years.

Luo Junning gently patted Li Zhixian's back and sighed secretly, but he also recognized the current situation in his heart, his eyes were full of softness and distress.

This is a crossroads after all, people come and go, and the scene of the two like an idol drama has attracted the attention of many passers-by, and in the milk tea shop across the street, a girl who is familiar with both of them suddenly saw Luo Junning and Li Zhixian embracing each other across the street, with a bag of milk tea that had just been filled in their hands scattered all over the place. (To be continued.) )