Chapter 181: Conscience
Is the torture sincere?
In the dark bedroom, Luo Junning was lying on the big bed that seemed to have Zheng Xiuyan's breath left, his right hand was on his left chest, and he fell with his heartbeat, his eyes seemed to be a little confused looking at the ceiling that was dressed by Zheng Xiuyan like a starry sky, and his mind fluctuated.
Zheng Xiuyan, who is his current girlfriend, may be in a state of cold war for the time being, but the relationship between the two has not ended.
From last year's Christmas to the present, the development between the two is very smooth and rapid, in just half a year, it has reached the point where they can completely hand themselves over to each other, although their personalities are a little strong, and they both want to occupy a more advantageous position in this love competition, but they have never had even a quarrel because of this opposing character, and the most nervous between each other is now just because of his former girlfriend Kwon Yoo-li, that's all.
These few months are the months when Luo Junning really feels the breath of love.
is different from the so-called first love that came inexplicably and went quite like an idol drama when he was in China, and it is also different from the 'love' and 'love' between him and Kwon Yoo-ri, the love between him and Zheng Xiuyan is a love that can feel each other's dedication and feel their status in each other's hearts, and will not be confused and uneasy because they can't find their place in each other's hearts.
How much has Jung so-yeon changed for him?
Luo Junning saw them all in his eyes and remembered them in his heart, and it was precisely because of this that the relationship that was a little reluctant at the beginning would enter the real love period so quickly, until now, until the ice age because of Quan Yuli's matter.
What about Kwon Yoo-ri?
This second girl who was recognized in the real sense after Luo Junning came to South Korea, wanted to take care of each other because of a sense of gratitude, and then finally liked the feeling of taking care of her, and then confessed, everything went smoothly and naturally, but then what?
Maybe it was at the moment of falling in love, when Luo Junning said the joke of 'when I graduated from high school and you graduated from junior high school, I broke up', everything was doomed, and it was proved later, but the result appeared, and the reason was not just because of this sentence.
At that time, Luo Junning was enjoying the process of spoiling Quan Yuli, wanting to give her everything he could give her, and he didn't think about getting anything in return from her at all, and he didn't even have too strong a desire for further exploration of his girlfriend's body. stubbornly gave her everything she could, and this seemed to give the girl the illusion that no matter what decision she made, her big boy would always be by her side, so, when Luo Junning felt uneasy, when he couldn't see his position in Quan Yuli's heart, doubts and contradictions began to breed, until that night, still unwilling to give up, He wanted to confirm his position in his girlfriend's heart, and he prepared a romantic marriage proposal ceremony, even if he wanted to confirm his position in his girlfriend's heart, he didn't want his girlfriend to feel lost, and used a more important heart to pay for this temptation.
But it's a pity that Luo Junning failed at that time.
And then...... There is no more, and then, the breakup came as a matter of course in Kwon Yoo-li's waiting and Luo Junning's loss, just like the two came together naturally, and the breakup was also a matter of course.
However, after half a year, Quan Yunli made Luo Junning feel surprised, this girl is no longer the little girl who just blindly enjoys his pampering and doesn't seem to care too much about everything, but a girl who already has her own ideas and will even fight for what she wants, although the means are a little naïve and the ideas are a little unrealistic, but for Luo Junning, it is still a great surprise.
If half a year ago, Kwon Yoo-ri was the current her at the time of that marriage proposal, what would the situation be?
However, it's a pity that Luo Junning laughed self-deprecatingly, he seems to have attached too much importance to his status in Kwon Yoo-ri's heart, because after Zheng Xiuyan temporarily gave up contact with him, this girl who swore a few days ago that 'leaving you is a terrible thing than death' and 'just wants a fair chance', has not even contacted him on a phone call.
Between love and friendship, did you choose friendship?
Or is the love in Kwon Yoo-ri's heart not as important as friendship at all?
This made Luo Junning feel very ridiculous, obviously because he was unwilling to immediately clear up the relationship with her, which led to the cold war proposed to her by Zheng Xiuyan, but Kwon Yoo-ri stayed out of the matter?
Or, in the large number of 'battle plans' that Son Ye-jin gave her, did Kwon Yoo-ri not give up, but operated?
If that's the case......
Luo Junning pursed his lips tightly, unwilling to believe this possibility, but he couldn't explain Quan Yuli's current performance for any reason, so he could only temporarily suppress this cruel possibility in his heart, and his thoughts ran to Li Zhixian, who lived in the same house.
Lee Ji-hyun, the first girl and sister he met and recognized after coming to South Korea, in the past three years, he has also watched the tomboy who used to hang out in the taekwondo club all day long, and often pulled him to be an assistant (sandbag) gradually became such a goddess who can cook, do housework, and show off her beauty on the Internet, and he also knows why she has changed.
Once, because of the arrangement of the Luo family and the Li family, Luo Junning and Li Zhixian were a little unhappy with each other, but what happened later?
I don't know when it started, the inexplicable favor gradually rose, and later, Luo Junning was able to confess to Li Zhixian in a joking way, although he was rejected, but he still had a secret joy after seeing Li Zhixian's true attitude;
Among the three girls, when Zheng Xiuyan chose to leave temporarily to make him make a choice as soon as possible, after Kwon Yoo-ri inexplicably lost contact, only Lee Ji-hyun returned home every day without asking for any reason, and took care of him silently with her tenderness, so that when he might be hurt by his girlfriend's cold war and ex-girlfriend's inexplicable attitude, he did what a virtuous wife should do, and tried to heal the scars in his heart.
The words of the middle-aged uncle rang in my ears again: don't make decisions that make your future self feel lost and regretful, and if you can't make a decision, ask your heart again.
Ask again?
Luo Junning's right hand pressed on his left chest, the amount of exercise in his mind gradually exceeded the standard, and he fell asleep tiredly.
......
Over here?
Luo Junning looked at this empty street in surprise, there were no pedestrians, no cars, only cold buildings and himself, where is this?
Luo Junning walked slowly on this empty and uninhabited street, and suddenly heard a few familiar female voices arguing not far ahead, he was already annoyed by the quiet, and hurriedly ran in the direction of the sound, after turning the corner, he finally saw the person arguing, it was none other than Zheng Xiuyan, Kwon Yoo-ri and Lee Ji-hyun.
It's just that the scene in front of him made him a little dumbfounded.
Kwon Yoo-ri was dressed as a man and hugged Jung so-yeon in her arms, like a pair of lovers, while Lee Ji-hyun was dressed in an evening dress, as if she was going to some important party, which was quite beautiful.
Seeing Luo Junning appear, a sneer appeared on Quan Yunli's face, shook off Li Zhixian and took his hand, hugged Zheng Xiuyan and was about to leave, while Zheng Xiuyan glanced at Luo Junning in a complicated way, without any resistance and left with Quan Yunli, Luo Junning was stunned and wanted to step forward to ask what happened, but he found that he couldn't move, speak, or do anything at all, so he could only watch the two go away and have no choice.
Li Zhixian glanced at Luo Junning, who was standing still, with some disappointment, and shouted something to Kwon Yoo-ri who was far away, but unfortunately, Luo Jun-ning now seems to have lost his sense of hearing, he can only see Li Ji-hyun's movements, and he can also see Kwon Yoo-li's waving movements, but he can't hear what Lee Ji-hyun said, nor can he hear what Kwon Yoo-ri answered.
In the end, Li Zhixian glanced at Luo Junning again with a pale face, turned around and walked across the street.
At this time, the originally empty street suddenly became lively, pedestrians came out, cars on the road also appeared, and Luo Junning's mobility and hearing also returned, but at this time, he was heading in the direction of Li Zhixian, exclaiming with all his strength and horror: "Be careful!!"
Bang!
A line of crimson blood spilled in the air, and Lee Ji-hyun, who was wearing an evening dress, made a beautiful arc in the air, and then fell to the ground.
The world seemed to be quiet again, and only the voice that seemed to be shouted from the bottom of my heart remained: "No !!!"
......
Li Zhixian was embarrassed, what kind of situation is this, she just found that Luo Junning was a little strange to sleep in today, so she came to call him, but as soon as she walked to the bedside, she was hugged in her arms by Luo Junning, who suddenly shouted 'no', what is the situation?
"What are you doing!"
Pulling Luo Junning off his body, Li Zhixian wanted to ask the other party if he wanted to eat his own tofu, but he was amused to find that the big boy seemed to have just woken up, and then he opened his eyes, with a trace of inexplicable confusion and horror in his eyes, really, is she so terrible?
It's just that what Li Zhixian didn't expect was that after Luo Junning came to his senses, he hugged her now, this time he was even harder than the unconscious action just now, and the words that the big boy muttered also made Li Zhixian's little hand that was about to use the grappling hand stop in mid-air, and finally gently put it on the big boy's back, gently patting and comforting the other party, while listening to the big boy whispering in his ear: "You're fine, it's great! )