Chapter 1140: Fear of Death (1)

Xu Xu looked at her and nodded heavily for a long time.

It's weird.

Ruan Jiaojiao looked at him and nodded, her world returned to normal, she no longer heard her own heartbeat, and the voices of the outside world could be heard clearly.

It's just that she doesn't understand.

"Brother Xu, am I damned" So he sent her back, which was to change his life against the sky.

But why?

Why should she be damned

Did she do anything unreasonable?

Ruan Jiaojiao blinked, her drooping eyelashes fluttering slightly, as fragile as she was now.

Xu Xu's words were in his throat, and he couldn't answer her question at all, because the question was unsolvable, as if he still hadn't figured out who the person who robbed her body in the first place, and why he did such evil things.

These are unsolvable.

Ruan Jiaojiao looked down at her injured fingers, her eyelashes trembled even more, her eyes couldn't stop being sore, she didn't want to cry, but her throat was so sour that she choked, she wrung her hands, so helpless.

She didn't want Xu Xu to see her collapse and cry, so she could only endure and say, "Brother Xu, I want to sleep." ”

Xu Xu stood up and stood in front of her.

Ruan Jiaojiao almost immediately reached out and hugged her, and rarely coquettishly said, "Brother Xu, can you hug me up?" "She had weak legs and no strength to walk.

Xu Xu bent down to pick her up, and Ruan Jiaojiao buried her head in his chest.

Within seconds, he felt a rush of wetness in his chest, like a sharp sword, piercing his chest and making it difficult for him to breathe.

He carried her upstairs, entered the room and put her on the bed, and Ruan Jiaojiao immediately covered her face with a blanket.

Tears that had already burst the embankment ran down the corners of her eyes, and soon soaked her pillow.

She trembled uncontrollably.

Afraid, fearful, unwilling.

Surging coming.

If she hadn't had these six years, and was just the cat in the forest who didn't know the past, she might not be so sad, she didn't care, what did it matter if she was dead or alive.

But now

She has parents who love her like life, grandmother who loves her like her heart, and so many brothers who spoil her like life, as well as countless love and concern from grandfather, uncle, aunt, and godmother

She has imagined the future more than once, she has thought about all the beauty, and even thought about what she will be like in a hundred years, what her brothers will be like, and what Xu Xu will be like

But now, there is nothing, she has no future, maybe not even tomorrow, because no one knows when she will die.

She couldn't even imagine what would happen to her family if she did die one day

Ruan Jiaojiao's heart was very painful, it hurt so much that it suffocated.

She had never realized so clearly that she was so afraid of death as she was now, and she was terrified to the extreme.

When Xu Xu pulled open the blanket covering her face, she saw Ruan Jiaojiao, whose face was full of tears and terror in her eyes, and said to him almost in despair, "Brother Xu, I'm afraid of death"

Xu Xu's heart instantly broke a big hole, and blood was dripping.

Outside the door, Shu Jie, who finally hurried back in a hurry, didn't have time to open the door when she heard Ruan Jiaojiao's words, and suddenly tears fell like rain, and her heart was like a knife