(The first more was sent out in advance.,Wait a minute, I'm going to go out again.,I don't know what time I'll be there at night.,But I'll work hard to update!)

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"But in fact, I have never blamed or resented them, and I have never regretted being adopted by them. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Lu Bingbing's face showed a look of pain.

Her mother's estrangement from her has always been the most painful thing in her heart, although she knows that her mother's deliberate estrangement is not because she dislikes her, but precisely because of her love for her, and because of her mother's own self-blame and guilt.

But she actually always wanted to tell her mother that this kind of self-blame and guilt was unnecessary.

She never regretted being her daughter, even in those darkest years, when the family was often harassed by debt collectors, even when she had just arrived in the United States, she was unfamiliar with her life, and she had to work several jobs while rushing to study, and she had to work several jobs, she did not regret it.

In her heart, she has long regarded her mother as her biological mother.

She was also extremely longing, and her mother also treated her as if she were her own daughter, scolding as she pleased, instead of the self-reproach and guilt-reliant look in her mother's eyes every time she returned home.

Every time she saw that look, her heart felt a dull ache.

Over the years, she would often hear some of her classmates and friends complain to her that their mother was wordy and that their mother was too harsh on her...... Every time they complained to her, she would be extremely envious in her heart.

She wished that one day she could feel her mother's complaints like they did.

She's been working on it all the time, too.

She tries hard to make herself better, tries hard to make her mother feel her thoughts, tries to be like a normal daughter, treats her mother well, and spoils her in front of her...... No matter how busy and tired you are, you will find time to call and say hello.

Even because she felt her mother's avoidance and knew that her heart needed to adapt to the process, she didn't force her mother too tightly, and didn't let her have to move to her, but decided to give her time.

But she didn't expect to suddenly receive the news of her mother's illness.

When she received a call from Hong Kong City Hospital, she only felt as if a thunderbolt suddenly struck on a sunny day, and the whole person was completely blinded.

After putting down the phone, she flew to Hong Kong City as soon as possible, and when she saw her mother's medical records, her tears suddenly flowed uncontrollably.

At that time, the doctors at the Hong Kong City Hospital thought that they were not scolding her too harshly, but in fact, she was not crying at all because of the reproach that the doctors at the Hong Kong City Hospital had reproached her, not even because she was crying because she saw that her mother's condition was so serious, but because she cried when she saw that her mother had not told her when her condition had progressed to such a serious level!

"Doctor Lu, don't you really blame them at all?"

Ye Xiu's eyes looked at Lu Bingbing, and there was a complicated look in his eyes.

He didn't know how Lu Bingbing had come over all these years, but he knew that it must have been very difficult, and he didn't know how much of the gambling debt her adoptive father had left her, but just now Lu Bingbing said that she would not pay it off until she returned to Qi'an Hospital, which was enough to explain some problems.

With such a huge debt and such a heavy life, even if it is my own daughter, I am afraid that she will complain and even resent.

What's more, Lu Bingbing is just an adopted daughter.

"Nope. ”

Lu Bingbing shook his head, "I really have never complained about them, let alone resented them, on the contrary, I have always been very grateful to them in my heart." ”

"If they hadn't led me out of the orphanage, I might have grown up in that small space in the orphanage like other children in the orphanage, and then entered society as an adult with an indelible inferiority complex. ”

Ye Xiu was silent.

He also came out of the orphanage, and no one knows better than him what the environment of the orphanage means to a child, and what problems they will have when they grow up in the orphanage when they go to society in the future.

Not every orphanage is as dark as those reported by the news and media, and only a very small number of black-hearted orphanages will have those unconscionable things, but the orphanage is really not a suitable place for children to grow up.

Even if those orphans are lucky enough to meet a conscience orphanage, and they are not abused, they are not allowed to sell organs or anything like that, these orphans may not be able to grow up healthy and happy like ordinary children.

Because the orphanage may be able to provide enough food for the children to eat, but there are many things, especially psychological things, that the best orphanages cannot provide, and these psychological things are very much needed by every child in the process of growing up.

"They gave me the opportunity to get out of the orphanage, to get a better education, and then I had the opportunity to pass the exams, to learn the medicine I had always wanted to learn, to become a doctor. ”

Lu Bingbing continued, "So although it has been really difficult these years, there is really no trace of complaint in my heart, all I have is endless gratitude. ”

Lu Bingbing's eyes looked at her mother on the hospital bed again, and there was a sad look in her eyes.

She had said these words to her mother many times, either implicitly or directly, but why didn't her mother believe her?

She really didn't mind those hardships, she really appreciated them.

If they hadn't brought her to Port City, she wouldn't have received such a good education in Port City, and she wouldn't have met the kind classmates, friends, and teachers she had always encouraged and supported her.

She thinks that her reward is greater than the gain.

"Dr. Lui, you are really an amazing person!"

Ye Xiu's eyes looked at Lu Bingbing, his eyes full of heartfelt respect.

This is really an amazing girl.

"There are some people in this world, no matter what kind of suffering he has experienced, no matter how much darkness she has experienced, her heart will always remain sunny and bright, because her heart is a bright and dazzling sun. ”

This is a sentence that Ye Xiu saw in a literary work a long time ago.

He has always felt that this sentence is somewhat exaggerated, but at this moment he believes that there are really such people in this world, Su Dongmei before, Lu Bingbing in front of him, they are all such people!

They have experienced so many hardships that ordinary people can't experience, but their hearts are not complaining, only grateful, and what they see in their vision is sunshine and beauty.