Chapter 194: Regret

"Yes. ”

Lin Wanqing was down-to-earth and generous, she could see that at this moment, Xia Ming only existed in her first love for the girl in front of her, and now, that emotion may have disappeared the moment they broke up.

However, Lin Wanqing was not jealous this time.

also generously asked Gu Xiaoya to say a few words to Xia Ming.

"Xia Ming, I'll wait for you outside. Lin Wanqing hesitated for a moment, and then said.

"Okay, I'll look for you in a moment. Xia Ming smiled and said.

"Hmm. ”

Then Lin Wanqing stepped on the black heels and left here, and after Lin Wanqing left, Xia Ming looked at Gu Xiaoya and didn't speak.

Gu Xiaoya also looked at Xia Ming directly.

After a long time, Gu Xiaoya said, "Xia Ming, you have changed. ”

Hearing this sentence again, Xia Ming was also in a trance, right? Has he really changed? Xia Ming didn't have much to do with it, but smiled and said, "It's me who has become mature." ”

"No"

Gu Xiaoya shook her head slightly, Xia Ming has not only become mature, but has become low-key and more connotative, and can even be said to be confident.

Yes, it's self-confidence.

I don't know why, when she looked at Xia Ming again, she actually had a feeling of a pounding heartbeat, and this pounding heartbeat was the kind of feeling that they only had when they met for the first time.

That's a kind of liking, Gu Xiaoya knows that she probably really likes Xia Ming, but after such a long time, it's already a matter of fact.

"Xia Ming"

"Huh?" Xia Ming looked at Gu Xiaoya, not knowing what she was going to say.

With a little hesitation in Gu Xiaoya's beautiful pupils, she gritted her silver teeth and said, "Xia Ming, can we still go back to the past?"

yes

At this moment, Gu Xiaoya regretted it, she really regretted it, although he followed He Wei, and He Wei often gave her money to spend, but when it was time for her to spend money, she didn't have any **.

Originally, spending money was a kind of enjoyment of life, but she didn't feel any kind of enjoyment, on the contrary, she felt that the money was spent very painfully.

I always thought that as long as she was rich, she would be very happy, she liked those famous brands, those who wore beautiful dresses, that kind of luxurious life, ate the best things, and sat in the best cars.

However, after breaking up with Xia Ming, she completely knew the darkness of this famous family, and she knew that He Wei would never marry her.

Because his family would not allow him to marry.

Now they all pay attention to the right family, and He Wei's family is in business, so he will definitely not agree to marry himself, and he is just his plaything.

If you are happy, you will be satisfied in bed, if you are not happy, you will be beaten or scolded to yourself, these three months, he has lived a life, it can be said that he is like a year.

She regretted it very much, regretted why she rejected Xia Ming, how good would it be if she didn't reject Xia Ming? At this moment, she remembered how good Xia Ming was.

"Back in time?"

Xia Ming was slightly stunned, and he was also in a trance.

Back to the past, how important these four words were, when Gu Xiaoya broke up with him, he also thought about going back to the past.

However, seeing Gu Xiaoya's desperation that day made him really heartbroken, in his mind, there were countless scenes in his mind, fantasizing about going back to the past with Gu Xiaoya, but can they really go back to the past?

This is obviously impossible.

If it was before, he might still be a little hesitant and continue to go back to the past days with Gu Xiaoya, first love is the time when a person grows the fastest, and it is also the time when you remember the most, the first love is in your life, at least you can't forget it.

But after meeting Lin Wanqing, he knew that his relationship with Gu Xiaoya was probably coming to an end.

Xia Ming shook his head and said: "The water flows from high places to low places, and they also want to go back, but they have no reason to go back, the time has come from yesterday to today, and they also want to go back, but they are no longer greedy for the red dust of the past, I am really sorry." ”

Xia Ming's words were a complete answer to Gu Xiaoya, and it also made Gu Xiaoya's heart hurt to the extreme, Gu Xiaoya's face was pale for a while, and she felt that her heart was like a needle prick, which was very uncomfortable.

That's when she really wanted to laugh.

It's really feng shui in turns.

Thinking that at that time, he ruthlessly rejected Xia Ming, and now he was rejected by Xia Ming, at this moment, Gu Xiaoya really wanted to die.

She hated herself, hated her ruthlessness, if she hadn't said those ruthless words to Xia Ming at that time, perhaps, the person who stayed by Xia Ming's side was herself.

She hated her greed and always thought that everything was fine with money, but when he had money, he found that he had lost many, many things, friends, lovers, sisters.

Gu Xiaoya shed a tear of pain in her heart, Xia Ming shook her head when she saw Gu Xiaoya's appearance, he had completely hidden that feeling, from now on, he only had Lin Wanqing in his heart, and Gu Xiaoya had been completely replaced by Lin Wanqing.

Sometimes, it doesn't necessarily mean that you can find a sense of accomplishment by showing your strength in front of the person who dumped you, on the contrary, it is a very naïve performance, and that invisible injury is the most painful.

For example, this is the case with Gu Xiaoya now.

Although Xia Ming didn't say anything, the damage Xia Ming caused to Gu Xiaoya at this moment was tons of damage.

This kind of hurt is even more painful than if you humiliate her once.

"Is it really impossible?" Gu Xiaoya still had a glimmer of hope, how much she hoped that the person who stayed by Xia Ming's side at this moment was her.

"I'm sorry, I already have a girlfriend, the girl just now is my girlfriend, I like him very much, and I love her very much. Xia Ming shook his head.

At this moment, Xia Ming was very resolute, and then Xia Ming smiled and said: "If you are still willing to treat me as a friend, then treat me as a friend, if there is anything in the future, you can still find me, and I will help you solve it, but I really can't do anything about this matter." ”

"Sometimes you miss it and you can't go back. ”

Xia Ming smiled, then staggered Gu Xiaoya's body and left here, and at this time, Gu Xiaoya stood here quietly alone, Xia Ming's words kept echoing in her mind.

"Sometimes if you miss it, you can't go back"

This sentence was like a needle, piercing her heart fiercely, and at this moment, her tears couldn't help but flow down anymore.

"There's no going back, there's no going back"

Between her and Xia Ming, it is no longer possible.