0691 Decadence
After Xiao Nuo finished speaking, he wiped away his tears, with bone-deep indifference and determination in his eyes, and turned around and walked into the room.
Ding Ning stretched out his hand to grab her, but he didn't know what to say, and finally slipped quietly from the air weakly.
stared blankly at her closed door, her heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand, the pain was heartbreaking, and it was even difficult to breathe!
Lying on the sofa, he lit a cigarette in an irritable mood, clamped it to his fingertips and let it burn, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes, and his mind flashed the past he had experienced with Xiao Nuo.
For a long time, he thought that he was possessive of Xiao Nuo, but until this moment, he didn't know that the roots of his unintentional love had already been deeply planted, and the past scenes could never be erased, and there was no hope of forgetting!
He wanted to break through the door, hold her tightly in his arms, and tell her that he loved her and that he couldn't lose her.
But......
He doesn't have the courage, he doesn't have the qualifications, how can he not count what he just said.
Xiao Nuo took the initiative to give up on him, how could he pester her with a dead face, begging to save her?
Even if she changes her mind, what can she do? Can he give up Lingyun, Luoxue, Xiaoyao, Night Alone, Jingjing, and Qiaoqiao for Xiao Nuo's sake?
The answer is a resounding yes, no!
So it's a dead knot that can never be opened.
Ding Ning was very depressed, his mind was blank, and he twitched in distress, until the cigarette butt burned his hand, he woke up, and listlessly entered the room of the Seven Killings to see how he recovered.
Seven Kills lay quietly on the bed with his eyes open, lifeless like a walking corpse.
Ding looked at him quietly for a long time before sitting down on the edge of his bed and said in a hoarse voice, "Awake?"
Seven Kills didn't speak, and he didn't care how he got out, his eyes didn't seem to have any focus, and he stared at the ceiling blankly.
The betrayal of the money bag made his first love end without a problem, which was a fatal blow to him, and his already ignorant heart was shattered at the moment.
Although he woke up and found that he had unconsciously broken through to the Sixth Heaven of the Great Grandmaster, he would definitely be ecstatic if he had changed to the past.
But at this moment, he didn't feel anything, betrayed by the person he loved, and the heart-rending pain made him loveless.
Ding Ning thought that he was not clear, so he hurriedly checked his body and found that he had no problems at the moment, so he couldn't help but stretch out his hand and shake it in front of his eyes, "Are you okay?"
"Give me a cigarette!"
Seven Kills finally reacted, still looking half-dead, but the hoarse voice as soon as he opened his mouth startled Ding Ning.
Shaking his head and smiling bitterly, Ding Ning took out two cigarettes and lit them, one into his mouth and the other in his mouth.
Neither of them spoke, one after another buried their heads in cigarettes and thought about their own thoughts, or rather, they were suffering the scars in their hearts, savoring the desolation and pain.
"I want to drink, I want to get drunk, I listen to the greedy wolf, I will be dizzy when I get drunk, forget all my troubles, I want to try!"
Seven killings suddenly sounded like a dream.
"I'll accompany you!"
Ding Ning also wanted to get drunk, and he didn't shy away from taking out a box of Erguotou he bought in Yanjing from the little ghost space, he likes to drink spirits.
One person held a bottle, smoked and drank wine, no one spoke, did not clink glasses, just drank silently.
Time passed little by little, the sun slowly set, and the room gradually became darker, but the two of them still had no interest in talking, and they didn't even bother to turn on the lights, only two cigarette butts flickered in the darkness from time to time.
It wasn't until Xiahou pushed open the door and called them to go to dinner that he found that the room was full of green smoke, the smell of wine was smoking, and the ground was full of empty wine bottles and cigarette butts, and he coughed again and again.
Xiahou's expression darkened, although he didn't have anything to listen in the room at that time, but with his ear, how could he not hear what Xiao Nuo said.
After coughing twice, Xia Hou stubbornly said, "Young Master, Boss Xiao...... Well, Miss Xiao has left. ”
"I know!"
Ding Ning responded forcefully, picked up the wine bottle and took another sip, Xiao Nuo left alone an hour ago, without greeting anyone, but how could he not know.
Now that Xia Hou mentioned it again, his heart that was anesthetized by alcohol began to ache faintly again.
"Young master, it's time for dinner. ”
Seeing that he was not in a state, Xiahou could only say in a stiff tone, sighing in his heart, if the eldest lady knew that the young master was so depressed, she would definitely be sad!
"Eat, I don't have an appetite!"
Ding Ning's hair was unkempt, his eyes were bloodshot, he sat cross-legged on the corner of the bed, and poured a lot of air into his head before he said listlessly.
"Young Master, what do you look like now?"
Looking at his decadent appearance, Xia Hou suddenly became angry and shouted angrily.
Lu Zhan and the others, who were waiting in the living room in fright, trembled, and secretly admired Xiahou's courage, they didn't have the courage to yell at Ding Ning.
Luo Xue had a distressed look on her face and wanted to say something, but Ling Yun grabbed her, shook her head at her, and motioned for her not to speak.
No one knows Ding Ning better than her, she knows that he is really sad this time, what Xia Hou is doing is what she wants to do.
She didn't know what Ding Ning was shouldering, but she knew that someone had to stand up and scold him now, otherwise, if he continued to be decadent, he would really be wasted.
Ding Ning turned a deaf ear and continued to drink as he should, he wanted to get himself drunk, and the drunken unconsciousness could make him forget the pain in his heart.
It's just that he can't get drunk no matter how much he drinks, and the more he drinks, the more sober he becomes, and the good memories that flash in his mind when he was with Xiao Nuo are used as snacks.
"Young master, you get up for me, get up for me!"
Xiahou was really angry, grabbed the collar of Ding Ning's clothes, lifted him up from the ground, and shook him vigorously, with anger in his eyes: "Do you remember who you are? Do you still know the responsibility you shoulder? For the sake of a woman, do you abuse yourself so badly?"
Ding Ning let him shake like a pile of boneless rotten meat, his eyes were dull, and the sadness in it was hidden.
"Wake up, you're not alone, you still have Young Grandma Yun, Young Grandma Luoxue, and Eldest Miss, how sad it would be for the eldest lady to see you like this now. ”
Xiahou desperately shook Ding Ning, who was like a boneless noodle, as if venting, and roared angrily.
"Sister, yes, sister, I still have a sister, even if everyone leaves me, my sister won't leave me, let's go, let's go, hehe, my sister is the best, hehe......"
Ding Ning was shaken by him, and the wine was surging, he was really drunk, his eyes were straight, his mouth was drooling, and he was smirking, but two lines of tears were pouring down.
"Brother Xiahou, don't shake it, my brother is really drunk!"
Luoxue couldn't stand it anymore, and with tears in her eyes, she rushed forward to snatch Ding Ning from Xiahou's hands, and protected him behind her like an old hen guarding her calves.
Ling Yun supported Ding Ning, who was staggering, with red eyes, and said in a low voice: "Brother Xiahou, hand him over to us, you can go eat something." ”
Xiahou glanced at Ding Ning deeply, sighed, turned around and walked out, feeling so sad in his heart, how could the young master, who has always been strong and sunny, suddenly become like this.
Lu Zhan and the others wanted to come forward to help, but Ling Yun and Luo Xue refused, let them go to eat, and they came to take care of Ding Ning.
Looking at the unconscious Seven Kills, who had been drunk for a long time, Ling Yun carried Ding Ning back to the room, and Luoxue brought a basin of hot water to help Ding Ning wipe his forehead and body.
Luo Xue, who had never had a temper, got angry for the first time, and said complainingly: "Sister Nuo really doesn't know what to do, my brother is so good, she actually treated him like this." ”
"Hey!"
Ling Yun sighed faintly, and said with self-reproach: "People have their own ambitions and can't be forced, a girl like her who grew up in a wealthy family naturally has her own pride and personality, I can see that she really loves Ding Ning, but her pride and self-esteem don't allow her to share her lover with others, blame me, if you don't do it against her, maybe she can slowly change her mind, but now ......"
"Sister Yun, it's not your fault, if she really loves her brother, she won't bear to leave him, and the bad brother has become what he is now. ”
Seeing Ling Yun's self-reproach, Luo Xue hurriedly comforted him softly.
"I can understand her feelings, anyway, she is a good girl, Ding Ning really likes her, Luoxue, don't hate her, okay?"
Ling Yun was depressed, how could she not understand Xiao Nuo's mood, when she realized that Ding Ning loved more than her alone, why wasn't she as painful and entangled as her?
It's just that she finally figured it out, but Xiao Nuo didn't figure it out, speaking psychologically, looking at Ding Ning's decadent and painful appearance, she still had a little envy of Xiao Nuo in her heart, if she left Ding Ning, would he be so sad and sad?
"Lao Hou, I really admire the boss for daring to be angry like this!"
In the seaside restaurant, Lu Zhan said to Xia Hou with admiration on his face.
Xia Hou said with a bitter face: "You and I are willing, I am also impulsive and courageous, and when the young master wakes up, I don't know how to put on small shoes for me." ”
"Don't worry, the boss is not such a stingy person. ”
Lu Zhan patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, "You are also good for him." ”
"Hey, I just feel worthless for the eldest lady, the eldest lady has been so bitter for so many years, she is full of expectations for the young master, but the young master's current appearance really disappoints me. ”
Xiahou usually never drinks in order to protect Ding Zhenghe, but today, he is really depressed and breaks his vows for the first time.
"Okay, the boss is also sad for a while, when he gets drunk, he will get better when he wakes up tomorrow, Haitao, you and the little cow accompany Lao Hou to drink some, I won't drink, the others will be on duty with me at night, wait for the pack and bring some food back to Gong Qiang and Feng Jun, uh, and the two boss ladies." ”
Lu Zhan arranged softly, he didn't drink, among these people, only he and Xiahou had the best skills, in case Xiahou was drunk, he had to take on the duty of guarding at night.
"The boss hasn't eaten yet, do you want to bring him one?" ”
The calf asked in a low voice.
"Forget it, the boss drinks like that, even if he brings him dragon meat, he won't be able to eat it. ”
Lu Zhan said with a wry smile.
"Hey, in the afternoon, I met a strange person with Feng Jun. ”
Seeing that the atmosphere was depressed, Xiao Niu wanted to adjust the atmosphere, so he talked about the encounter with the hat man in the afternoon, and everyone was amused by Feng Jun's pretending to be a non-virgin.
Xia Hou's face became serious, and he asked urgently: "Is the hat man you are talking about wearing local clothes and sunglasses, covering his face tightly?"
"yes, what's wrong? You saw that too?"
The little cow didn't know about Xiao Nuo's going to chase the bucket man in the afternoon, and asked with a puzzled face.
Lu Zhan and the others also thought of something, their faces changed, and they asked in surprise, "Where did you meet that hat man?"
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