Chapter 925: Loneliness
After Shihua came to the pet store, although she stopped in the small bathroom, her ears were very sensitive, whether it was on the first or second floor, she could hear what was happening, and even what was happening on the street outside could not escape her ears. She can talk and fight with the elves, but she has never heard them cry, and she cries her nose when she disagrees, and although it is sometimes a fake cry, the sadness is often real.
She didn't understand why they were always so happy.
When the two cats learned the reason why she was crying, they couldn't help but be angry and funny.
For this issue, no one is more qualified to speak than Zhang Zi'an, he said meaningfully: "You are wrong, many times it is not that you don't cry, but that you just force your face to laugh." You think you've been wronged a lot, but in fact, everyone has their own different troubles and experiences that are hard to describe, but everyone is strong and doesn't show it. ”
Shihua looked suspicious, "I don't believe it, I can't even get out of this shabby bathroom, like being sentenced to life imprisonment and a prisoner, the world outside can only be watched, who else is worse than me?"
"It's miserable to be stuck in a bathroom? At least you can watch the scenery and play with your phone. Zhang Zi'an sneered, "What if you are trapped in a dark iron box, born and died, resurrected from the dead, and experienced countless cycles of life and death, but you never see the hope of liberation?"
Shihua was stunned, is there such a thing?
She thought that she was already miserable to be trapped in the bathtub, but imagine that if she was trapped in a dark iron box and had to go through life and death repeatedly, it was really impossible to survive and die...... In terms of misery, it is much worse than her.
"Also, have you ever experienced the feeling of being locked up in a more cramped dog cage, surrounded by stinking dog shit, eating worse than pig food, and being whipped if you don't please your owner?
Shihua was even more shocked, if she lived like that, it would be better to die altogether.
"You at least have a mobile phone to play with, a view to see, can you imagine being forced to type on a keyboard 24 hours a day, just hoping that the typed letters will just form meaningful words?"
"Can you experience what it's like to be seriously ill and separated from a loved one, only to be resurrected and never see him again for some reason?"
"If you love someone deeply, but you are betrayed by that person, used as a scapegoat, and then thrown to death on the steps, how does that compare to your life?"
Zhang Zi'an recounted one after another, each of which made Shihua Khan rain, she always thought that she was the most miserable, the whole world should sympathize with her, and everyone should compensate her, but what about the facts? Compared with those things, her life and experience are much happier.
His gaze turned to Fina, and he was about to continue speaking, but he was threatened by the ferocious swing of his ears and his teeth and claws, so he could only hold back the words back into his stomach.
Lao Cha also smiled and shook his head slightly, Zhang Zi'an knew what it meant - the old things of the old and decayed should not be mentioned again, and let the past things go with the wind.
"They've been through so much of the past, but today they still laugh at life, they don't complain, they don't try to get revenge on anyone, although they definitely have that ability...... Don't you think they are very admirable?" he concluded, not only to educate the world, but also to take the opportunity to express the feelings in his heart.
Shihua cried again.
Zhang Zi'an was startled when she saw her tears dripping into the bathtub, and Lao Cha and Fina took two steps back at the same time, thinking that she was going to cry with ultrasound again, but fortunately she seemed to just cry silently and didn't cry.
This time she cried not because of self-pity, but because of emotion and guilt.
Zhang Zi'an waited for a moment and asked, "I remember that you were in a good mood in the morning, why did you suddenly cry so well?"
When he got up in the morning and washed his face, he saw that although Shihua's mood was not very high, at least it was relatively calm, why did he suddenly cry without warning? There must be a reason.
Shihua sniffed and raised his hand to the wall, which was the direction of the desk in the living room.
"I was playing on my phone and suddenly I heard a very, very sad whale song, and although I didn't understand it, it was like it was grabbing my neck and I could barely breathe...... The whole song, from beginning to end, seems to be telling about loneliness all the time, as if you are alone in the vast world, even if you search the ends of the earth, you can't find the same kind ...... When I heard this song, I immediately thought of myself......"
Shihua choked up and said: "Since I appeared in the world, I have only been myself, and I have tried to sing in a bass voice to the distance several times, trying to find another me, another mermaid...... Several times, I knew that it would take a lot of time for the singing to come and go, but it didn't matter, I was willing to wait, but no matter how much I waited, there was no response...... Maybe my singing didn't go far enough, after all, the world is big, I came to the other side of the world, from Germany to China, and I continued to sing, but there was still no one here to answer me...... In this world, I am probably the only one, born alone, and maybe one day I will die alone......"
Her remarks were intermittent, sometimes pausing to wipe her eyes and rub her nose, but she made things clear in general.
So, when I heard this song of loneliness, I couldn't control my tears anymore...... I knew you were outside, and I just wanted to cry a few times, but the more I cried, the more I couldn't stop, but I didn't want to be heard by you, so I had to ......"
Everyone knows what happened next, if she continues to cry, I'm afraid that even Meng Jiangnu will have to bow down...... Speaking of which, Meng Jiangnu can cry down the Great Wall, is her voice ......
Zhang Zi'an, Lao Cha and Fina exchanged glances, and they all felt a little tricky.
Even among the elves, Shihua seems to be unique, and there is probably no second mermaid in the world, and even if there is, it is not so easy to encounter.
Other elves, dogs, cats, monkeys, birds, no matter how you say it, there are the same kind.
"Kind" may not sound like a big deal, but imagine if all the humans in the world disappeared, and you were left alone, confined to a small bathroom, with no way to heaven and no way to enter the earth.