Chapter 590: Why didn't you do it before

(6th Update)

In order to strive for a family of three to be reunited, in the past 20 years, Ling Ruonan has always complied with the restrictions imposed on her by her family, and has not gone to see Luo Xusheng and Luo Ziling, and even Luo Liansheng has never seen her. When there is something to contact them, they also send other people, and they do it very secretly. Not only did she not see Luo Liansheng and Luo Xusheng, but she didn't even make a phone call in person.

She has Luo Xusheng's contact information, and Luo Xusheng also has her contact number, but the two have never called.

For Ling Ruonan, she was afraid that their contact would be monitored and cause years of perseverance to fall short, thus angering the Yang family and the Ling family, and making them suffer heavier punishments, and secondly, she made a phone call and didn't know what to say.

Luo Xusheng has always had very few words, and when they got along before, it was Ling Ruonan who provoked the topic, and she always blamed Luo Xusheng for being a stuffy gourd.

At this point, Luo Ziling is completely different from his father, and he talks a lot.

Originally, Ling Ruonan was worried that Luo Ziling would grow up in such a semi-closed environment, and she would be more taciturn than her father, because her personality was similar, except for Luo Xusheng, everyone else looked cold and arrogant. Unexpectedly, Luo Ziling is better than them all in this regard, he is very lively by nature, and he is also very funny and humorous.

Ling Ruonan didn't know that this was because Luo Ziling often watched TV in a small mountain village, and he learned from him after watching too much of the humor of some male protagonists in the TV series. And because he met Yang Qingyin, a chance encounter with this woman made his personality change.

The feeling of seeing each other made him not restrained and shy, but became bold, and he naturally talked more.

It can be said that Yang Qingyin's appearance in Luo Ziling's life is the real reason for the huge changes in his personality.

But Ling Ruonan knew that Luo Xusheng's personality had not become cheerful, and had become even more silent because of that huge change.

Ling Ruonan was afraid that the two of them would call directly but didn't know what to say, it would feel too bad, and even lead to a transformation of their relationship.

There are many things that don't have to be said, but can be felt by looking at each other's eyes and moving their bodies. But across the phone, they couldn't see any expressions from each other, and if they didn't know what to say, it might be misunderstood by the other party, so both of them didn't choose to talk directly, but passed the message through other people.

In this way, not only will they not be detected by the people of the Ling and Yang families, but they can also avoid embarrassment and spoil each other's feelings.

There was another reason why Ling Ruonan didn't take the initiative to call Luo Xusheng, that is, she hoped that the man would take the initiative to contact her and surprise her.

But she didn't wait, which made her regret.

Therefore, she also had a little mind in her heart, and she was also angry and did not take the initiative to contact him.

However, Luo Xusheng will often bring her some specialties over there through other people, as well as valuable health care medicines, as well as some handicrafts and accessories. Luo Xusheng's actions every year did not let the resentment in Ling Ruonan's heart accumulate. But now that the situation has become like this, Luo Ziling has destroyed all the stability, and there is no need for her to stick to her original promise, because it has lost its meaning.

Therefore, she decided to contact Luo Xusheng quietly and tell him what happened today, and if anything unexpected happened, Luo Xusheng must rush over to reinforce them. After making this decision, Ling Ruonan planned to tell Luo Ziling more things, but she would not tell Luo Ziling about the contact she wanted to contact Luo Liansheng and Luo Xusheng.

"Ling'er, there is one thing I must remind you of, today you challenged the authority of several elders, and they have prejudices against you in their hearts, that is for sure. Ling Ruonan said to Luo Ziling very seriously: "You also have to know one thing, now that Li Haiyang is protecting you, Fang Zhonghua looks at you differently, and the Ouyang family treats you like this, a big reason is that you may be re-accepted by the Ling family." If they know that you have been rejected by the Ling family, then their favor to you may be lost quickly. Without the protection of these people, your situation will be even more dangerous, and you may not even have the opportunity to continue studying at Yan University. ”

"Mom, I didn't think about it so much when I was impulsive," Luo Ziling lowered his head, but immediately raised his head again, "But even after thinking of this, if they still scold me like this, I will still teach me a lesson." Soldiers can be killed, but not humiliated. I will never allow them to insult us, and I will fight with them at all times. If they change their attitude towards me because of that, then I don't care. ”

"Mom doesn't blame you," Ling Ruonan hurriedly explained, and then said, "Mom just wants you to understand what is going to happen next." In addition to these, if the Yang family knows about it, they will definitely deal with you even harder, and so will other people who have conflicts with you. Okay, Mom is still going to be blunt, you just came to Yanjing, you made so many enemies, and you ruined your own protective power, and you are indeed a bit reckless. But it has happened, Mom doesn't blame you, Mom will still face it with you, we are not afraid of any difficulties, even if it is true, at most we will hide somewhere to live secretly. ”

After a pause, Ling Ruonan said solemnly: "It's a big deal, we all go back to the northwest, or go to Yuezhou, it doesn't matter if the family is poor, or, let's hide abroad." ”

"Mom, then why didn't you think like this before?" Luo Ziling asked curiously, and also explained the reason why he thought like this, "If we have a family of three, plus grandpa, where to hide together to live, or go abroad, life may be good now, with the ability of grandpa, dad and you, you can break out of the world anywhere." ”

"Mom was afraid that your father would lose his life, because at that time, most of the people in the Ling and Yang families wanted your father to die. Also, Mom also hopes that we can be forgiven by them, return to Yanjing, and be accepted by the Ling family. Mom was arrogant at that time, and she had lofty goals, hoping that she would not do nothing in her life and achieve something. Of course, the most important reason is that I didn't think that we would be separated for 20 years at that time, I was young at that time, and I didn't think that things would be as long-term and thoughtful as they are now, if I knew that things were like now, then my mother would definitely not stick to Yanjing for 20 years, fight for you and wait for you to come back. ”

Speaking of this, Ling Ruonan burst into tears.

Twenty years of separation, twenty years of youth lost like this, of course Ling Ruonan was very painful. When I think about and talk about these things again, I still can't help but want to cry.

(End of chapter)