Chapter 239: I'll be sensible about this matter

Yang Qingyin had never been in contact with Ling Ruonan, but she knew the temperament of this woman who was very famous in Yanjing.

People who know Ling Ruonan have a common impression of her, that is, this woman is very strong, does things vigorously and resolutely, and has a bit of an Iron Lady's taste. In the northern group she controls, she is a queen-like existence.

If you do a survey among the people who know Ling Ruonan and ask them if they have seen Ling Ruonan show a weak appearance or shed tears, then 100% of them will shake their heads.

But today, Ling Ruonan shed tears, and she looked uncontrollable.

Yang Qingyin, who was sitting opposite her, was a little overwhelmed and very uncomfortable.

"Aunt Ling, otherwise, you better see him for a while, go to his room, then no one will know," Yang Qingyin whispered again.

Whether as a woman or someone close to Luo Ziling, she hopes that the mother and son, who have not seen each other for 20 years, can meet face to face, talk together and have emotional exchanges.

Of course, she will definitely not shout out, and she will strictly order Xiaoli not to reveal the matter to others.

She hopes that because of her existence, Luo Ziling and Ling Ruonan can make up for the lack of existence for 20 years.

But to Yang Qingyin's surprise, Ling Ruonan finally shook his head: "No, I don't think I'm ready to face him, and he's not ready." I hope that our first real meeting will be in my own home, and I want him to know that he has a home, a mother, and is no different from other children. ”

When he said these words, Ling Ruonan's eyes were still red, and he wiped his eyes with a tissue from time to time.

"I'm sorry to make you laugh," seeing that Yang Qingyin had been looking at her with complicated eyes, Ling Ruonan whispered sorry, "When it comes to things related to him, I always can't control my emotions." ”

"Aunt Ling, I am very touched to see you like this. I didn't know what was going on back then, so I couldn't tell what was right or wrong. Even if I knew something, I couldn't tell what was right or wrong. Yang Qingyin said softly in her voice, "But I know that if I were you and met a man I liked, I would also pursue it desperately." I am not willing to accept the arrangement of my family, and I will not abandon my love because of a political marriage. As a woman, I understand your decision very well. If it were me, I would make the same choice as you. ”

Yang Qingyin's words made Ling Ruonan extremely shocked, she never dreamed that Yang Qingyin would actually speak like this.

This woman of the Yang family, who was involved with her son and made her worry about abnormality, actually said that she understood her choice.

For so many years, Ling Ruonan had rarely heard others say that they understood her decision back then, so she was very surprised after hearing Yang Qingyin say this.

"Aunt Ling, I believe that the hatred will definitely pass, time will smooth everything out, and I also believe that your family of three will finally be reunited. I'd do something about it if I could, even though I didn't know much about what happened back then. Yang Qingyin said, looking at Ling Ruonan with a sincere expression.

Ling Ruonan also looked at Yang Qingyin, and finally she showed a wry smile, "Qingyin, thank you." I'm so grateful that you can understand me, but that incident caused a lot more of a stir than you think, and if it weren't for that, things wouldn't be the way they are. It's not something you and I can change. So, I still hope you can be sensible. Otherwise, the tragedy will inevitably repeat itself. ”

Yang Qingyin didn't interject, just listened quietly, and her beautiful big eyes looked at the cup in front of her a little distractedly.

Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly and continued: "Back then, his grandfather and Ouyang Lingyun made a marriage contract, and I know that his grandfather hoped to use this marriage contract to make him return to Yanjing. But in the end, I refused to marry the two families, I didn't want them to be constrained by the marriages arranged by their elders, I was the one who suffered from them, and I didn't want them to repeat the mistakes of the past. Of course, I don't like women like Ouyang Feifei to be his wife, because they are not suitable. What he needs is a woman who understands him and is willing to take good care of him, because he has lacked maternal love since he was a child. You're together, he's happy, actually...... I'm happy too. If there is no grievance between the two families, I am willing to do everything possible to let you go together. However, I can only ...... right now"

"Aunt Ling, in fact, I am also a person who doesn't know how to take care of others, and besides, I haven't decided to be with him in the end. Now, I'm willing to play with him and travel with him just because it feels good to be with him. Yang Qingyin didn't know how to express what she thought in her heart, but in the face of Ling Ruonan's gaze, she still stubbornly said: "However, for the first time in so many years, I have met a boy who makes me feel good at first sight, and I like to play and talk with him." The day I learned that he was your son, I also knew that our end was likely to be a tragedy. If you stop now, the results may be best. But I ......"

After glancing at Ling Ruonan, who had been staring at her, Yang Qingyin still said her thoughts very seriously: "But I finally decided that everything will go naturally. Maybe one day when this feeling is gone, then we will automatically move away from each other. Also, if my family doesn't know about his situation, I won't interfere with him, and it won't be bad for him. ”

"I'm sure you won't reveal his affairs to anyone, but since he came to Yanjing, so many things have happened, and the people in your family may already know some about him, but no one has investigated it properly, otherwise they must have interfered. Ling Ruonan smiled bitterly again, "I already owe him too much, twenty years of separation have made me very fragile in the relationship between mother and son, I don't want to see him hurt again, and I don't want to cause a bigger storm because of this, so I still hope you can think rationally and make a careful decision." “

After a pause, Ling Ruonan said again: "I have asked Wu Yue to tell him what I think, I think he should consider it." I took the liberty to come here to see you today, just in the hope that you will also consider it carefully. Of course, I can't force anything on you, and I don't want to force you on anything. Just hope that you can ...... Don't let him get hurt again, okay?"

Listening to Ling Ruonan's words of similar request, Yang Qingyin couldn't help but have a sour nose, and had the urge to cry, but in the end she just said softly: "Aunt Ling, I completely understand and fully understand what you mean, don't worry, I will treat this matter rationally." ”