You must know that Zhao Rong was not that kind of good baby a long time ago. After all, no one dares to care about anything from lawlessness to anything, and you can have whatever you want, and suddenly it has become a situation where you have to be called by your parents to educate for half a day just because you say a bad sentence, such a contrast Zhao Rong is also very uncomfortable in his heart.

At that time, he often contradicted his parents' words. But he soon found that if he refuted it, his parents had a lot of reasons to explain to him. It's much harder than simply admitting your mistake at the beginning and saying you're going to correct it.

So gradually, Zhao Rong also knew what kind of attitude he should have when his parents brought up these things. It is for this reason that Zhao Rong slowly trained and accepted all the teachings of his father and mother.

After all, no matter what, from childhood to adulthood, the most educated by his parents is to take filial piety as the sky. The main content is that the words of the elders and parents should be listened to, especially what the parents say, and every sentence is the truth every time.

After all, without parents, I don't have the opportunity to come to this world, I should be grateful to Dade, thank them for giving me this life, thank them for all this they brought to themselves, all their things are their parents'. After all, without them, there is no own. What they say is correct, and if they can't understand it, it's entirely because they are still too narrow and don't understand the reason that will cause such ambiguity.

Whenever your own wishes are contrary to your parents, you must respect your parents' wishes and change your wishes. After all, filial piety comes first, and only those who know how to be filial can be called people, otherwise they are not as good as animals.

These truths, even if Zhao Rong does bad things by himself and no one cares, and when he wants to get anything, his parents will nagging in his ear from time to time. But later, these truths will be tasted and hung on the lips of parents, and every time they educate themselves, they must be said again.

So these words seem to be engraved into Zhao Rong's heart, but it is obvious that these words have not been engraved into Zhao Rong's bones. So now, after Xiao Tao's reminder, the nature that was worn out when he was a child in the past, and the aggrieved feeling that he had learned and corrected all kinds of lessons lingered in Zhao Rong's heart again.

Yes, I once thought about why I was just a casual joke, which caused my parents to call me over and teach me a hard lesson for two hours. I just sent a servant casually, and I had to be carried over by my parents, and I said that I would be in the last hour. It turns out that these things are just not normal.

Thinking of this, Zhao Rong's heart seemed to have been torn apart by the chains that had been entwined, and at this time, the words that repeatedly appeared in his heart were these three words, abnormal and abnormal. And this earth-shattering movement in Zhao Rong's heart, Xiao Tao really didn't know. He just looked at the young master's face much better than just now, and his heart slowly let go, the young master's appearance just now frightened him.

But now that the young master's face is slowly returning to normal, his expression is much more normal, and his plan is slowly recovering. Xiao Tao hesitated for a moment, but still changed another way of saying it, and continued to persuade the young master of his family.

"Young master, I won't talk about this, just talk about the great Confucian gentleman who enlightened the young master. I have heard the old lady say that this great Confucian is famous. But under the education of such a famous Confucian, the young master's studies are not amazing, but a mess?"

Zhao Rong's heart was still surging at this time, thinking about the treatment of his parents towards him, but he didn't expect Xiao Tao to give him another fatal blow. He opened his eyes wide, looked at Xiao Tao incredulously, and set off a turbulent wave in his heart. Why, is there any problem with self-study?

As if knowing what Zhao Rong was thinking, Xiao Tao pursed his mouth and continued: "The two young masters of the palace have passed the word and said that with the young master's mood and intelligence, even if you only go to an ordinary private school, it is impossible to learn, young master, you are at the level you are now." ”

Hearing Xiao Tao say this, Zhao Rong's first reaction was shame. Of course, he also realized that he was indeed very unsatisfactory in his studies, or that he was much behind the average person. Before, he only thought that he was not good enough, after all, when the old gentleman was always in front of him, he didn't hide anything, and all he showed was naked contempt for himself.

So Zhao Rong always thought that the old gentleman must have felt that he was too stupid to teach. It's been so long, and I haven't met his requirements, so I see myself like this.

He had worked very hard before, wanting to make his studies go up, at least so that his husband could look at him squarely. But no matter how hard he tried, he didn't seem to be able to meet his requirements.

He had also given up on himself, tearing up the big characters he had written, or throwing out the books, determined that he would never study again. But soon, he remembered the high expectations of his parents and grandmother, and picked up the book again to overcome all the difficulties and achieve certain achievements in his studies.

You know, he has been struggling in such a cycle for the past few years. Before, only the old gentleman knew the real situation of his studies. He also occasionally comforted himself in his heart, maybe because the old gentleman is a well-known Confucian, so the gentleman's requirements are extraordinarily high. That's why I feel that he can't reach the level required by his husband no matter what, maybe he is still an ordinary situation.

But the trip to the provincial capital a few days ago made him no longer able to comfort himself with such self-deception occasionally. After all, when the second brother traveled with him, he mentioned those poems, the allusions he talked about, and occasionally some proverbs that the second brother inadvertently said, but he didn't know.

At that time, how ashamed and disgusted he was in his heart, only Zhao Rong himself knew. Gradually, he also found that the second brother would never mention something when he was talking, or chew the words to talk about something, things in books. He knew that the second brother was taking care of himself and deliberately changed his speaking habits. At that time, he was sincerely grateful to his second brother, and at the same time, he was deeply disgusted with himself.