Although smoking is definitely bad, I have to admit that smoking can sometimes play a role in relieving stress, relieving loneliness, nervousness, emotional agitation, anxiety and other negative emotions, and can bring a kind of psychological comfort to people.

Green smoke curled, flickering cigarette butts flickered, reflecting Ding Ning's gradually hideous face, time passed little by little, and the ground was already full of cigarette butts.

Ding Ning popped out the cigarette butt in his hand fiercely, hit the courtyard wall, and sputtered a spark, when he subconsciously picked up the cigarette case and wanted to light another one, only to find that a box of cigarettes had been smoked out by him.

Looking at the time, it was already more than twelve o'clock in the morning, and Ling Yun Niang and the two still hadn't come back, which cast a huge shadow on his heart.

Did she follow Jun Viagra to experience the luxurious life of drunken gold fans? Or did she carry his arm and smile around a group of so-called high-class people, showing her status as a noble Mrs. Kuo? Or did she moan and cry under him?

He always thought that he could freely bless her as a good friend, good brother, and good girlfriend, and watch her get the happiness she wanted.

But when it came to the end, he found that he really couldn't do it, and when he thought of the picture of her and other men's love for me, his heart hurt so much, and his chest seemed to be blocked with a boulder, which made him breathless.

The more he didn't want to think about it, the more unsightly images of her and the other men would come to mind.

This made his face pale, the green tendons on his forehead bulged, his eyes were already bloodshot, his hair was messy like a chicken coop, and his whole person was wrapped in a thick cold and evil atmosphere.

If it weren't for Chu Yunxiu not coming back, it would probably be because he was with Ling Yun, so that he still had a trace of luck in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't be able to hold back the violent aura in his heart at all.

Chu Yunxiu attaches great importance to the name of women, and is also very strict with Ling Yun's family education, especially her snobbish and shrewd personality of not seeing rabbits and not scattering eagles, even if she is satisfied with that handsome viagra, she should not allow them to have sex before marriage, but such a thing is not possible, if Ling Yun himself has to be willing, Chu Yunxiu can't do anything about her.

As far as Ding Ning knew, for so many years, Chu Yunxiu had never spent the night outside.

The first is that the widow has a lot of rights and wrongs in front of the door, and she pays attention to her reputation and does not want to be gossiped about, and the second is because she has raised a Bomei, named Doudou, who is delicate like a child, and will never be willing to let him spend the night at home by himself.

Dog, by the way, Ding Ning's eyes suddenly lit up, how could he forget the dead dog.

Hiromi looks very cute, but when she barks, she barks endlessly, especially the damn dog, like Chu Yunxiu, has always been very unkind to him, and barks non-stop when he sees him.

In the past, he didn't take advantage of Chu Yunxiu's absence to ravage that dog-fighting guy, but now, it has become his hope to find Ling Yun.

I hope this dead dog has some spirituality, Ding Ning got out of the car and walked quickly towards Ling Yun's house.

At this moment, the car lights flashed in the distance, and Ding Ning was in good spirits, could it be that they came back, and immediately stopped and hid in the dark.

The car was not the black Mercedes-Benz off-road as Ding Ning thought, but a taxi, but it drove straight to the door of Ling Yun's house and stopped.

Ling Yun yawned and Chu Yunxiu got out of the car one after another, and it could be seen that Chu Yunxiu's interest was very high, and he was humming a little song.

Seeing that their mother was safe, Ding Ning's tightly hung heart suddenly relaxed, and he just wanted to go out and call Ling Yun, but when he thought that it was already so late, coupled with Chu Yunxiu's attitude towards him, he suddenly hesitated again.

But his heart was full of doubts, why did Ling Yun ask for leave, why did he turn off the phone, where did they go at night, why did they come back so late?

If these things are not clear, he will not want to sleep at night, he does not notice, his mentality has unconsciously undergone a subtle change, making his jealousy far more than usual.

The taxi turned around and left, Ling Yunniang and the two also entered the house, Doudou screamed aggrievedly, and Chu Yunxiu coaxed the baby for a long time to appease the puppy.

Ding Ning quietly touched his original home, opened the door with a thin wire in three or two clicks, and slipped in quietly without turning on the light.

With his current ear power, as long as he wants to eavesdrop, a wall is not a problem at all.

Seeing that the room was cleaned up, Ding Ning felt a touch of sentimentality inexplicably in his heart, this is the place where he has lived for five years, and it carries too many memories for him, it is impossible to say that there is no nostalgia.

Lying on the familiar bed, his ears pressed against the wall, he knew that across the wall was Ling Yun's boudoir, and they had not played the Morse code game before.

The sound of the shower sounded next door, Chu Yunxiu was still humming a little song in the living room and sprinkling dog food to feed Doudou, and the person taking the bath should be Ling Yun.

As soon as he thought of the fragrant picture of Ling Yun taking a bath at the moment, the evil fire that had finally been suppressed jumped upwards vigorously.

Secretly scolding himself for being shameless, Ding Ning tried his best to restrain his mind and listened attentively to what their mother and mother said.

Lingyun has always been very slow to take a bath, and after half an hour, Ding Ning was sleepy and about to fall asleep, so Lingyun said, "I'm going to sleep."

"Will he come?" Chu Yunxiu asked casually.

"I don't know, whether he comes or not, I'll wait for him. Ling Yun whispered.

Chu Yunxiu didn't say anything more, it seemed that he had entered the bathroom and started to take a shower.

Where are you going? Who is he? When Ding Ning was confused, he suddenly heard the sound of the door of Ling Yun's house being opened.

She is going out? What is Ling Yun doing when she goes out so late? Go over and sleep? Could it be that she is going to sleep with that Jun viagra Chu Yunxiu didn't even object?

Ding Ning's heart chuckled, his fists were clenched, the muscles on his face were twisted because of the pain, and his heart was cold, had they already progressed to this point?

But soon, he found that Ling Yun was actually opening his door, which made his heartbeat accelerate suddenly, and before he had time to think about it, he rolled under the bed.

With a "click", the light was turned on, Ling Yun was wearing silk pajamas, revealing two smooth snow-white long legs, sleepy-eyed and hazy walked to the bed, and fell asleep.

Could it be that Ling Yun is waiting for that handsome viagra here? Chu Yunxiu actually acquiesced to his room as a place for them?

Thinking of this, Ding Ning was dripping blood in distress, and his face was already pale.

Ling Yun suddenly got up again, turned off the light, and then collapsed on the bed again, and soon there was a slight snoring.

Ding Ning's mind was a mess, full of jealousy and anger, on the one hand, he hated Chu Yunxiu's snobbery, and he actually allowed Ling Yun to fool around with other men, and on the other hand, he hated Ling Yun for empathizing so quickly, and he didn't love himself at all.

As deep as love is, as deep as hatred, Ding Ning, who thinks he has guessed the truth, has never been so angry as he is now.

Five years of getting along day and night, in his heart as a treasure of feelings, it turned out that in the eyes of others is not worth a day, five years of feelings are not as good as a rich man in just two days, cheap is not as good as that diamond necklace.

Jealousy made him lose his mind, women, why are they so fickle? Bai Qinglian is like this? Ling Yun is like this?

Betrayal, this bloody word made him completely lose his mind, and a wave of anger rushed straight to his brain.

He wants revenge, he wants to make Ling Yun pay, since you are so self-loving, you can sleep with other men casually, then why can't it be me?

"Hiss......" He emerged from under the bed like a ghost, brutally tore through the silk pajamas, and blocked her voice with his pulse-intercepting hand the moment she woke up.

There was a cold hideousness and madness in her eyes, and she pounced in her horrified eyes......

The pain made Ling Yun's brows furrow, but his hands reached out and hugged his neck tightly.

At this moment, she had clearly seen that the person who violated her was Ding Ning, although his face became extremely hideous because of the distortion, but she smiled with tears, laughed without regrets, laughed painfully, and two lines of tears slid down her cheeks.

She had fallen in love with this young man with a warm smile but a nervous and dazed heart five years ago when she first saw him.

After five years of getting along day and night, she knew that he was the person she wanted to marry the most in her life, and she had fantasized about this scene countless times......

But she never imagined that this day would come so quickly, so unexpectedly, and in such a rude way.

The inexperienced Ding Ning didn't notice the difference between whether there was a membrane or not, and the jealousy accumulated in his heart made him vent like a mad cow like a mad cow, until he kissed her with deep malice, but she resisted strongly.

He pinched her chin hard, forcing her to face himself, looking at her calm eyes and warm tears on her face, her eyes instantly turned blood-red.

The corners of his eyes twitched, his face flushed sickly, and his muscles twisted and growled in a hideous whisper:

"Is money so important to you, is it nice to be with him, is he better in bed than I am, you say, you say, you ......."

Anger had long made him forget that Ling Yun couldn't make a sound at all, and thought that she was silently resisting, and he was enraged and ravaged this woman he had wanted to take care of all his life.

Drops of blood and tears dripped down, staining Ling Yun's painful cheeks, he was hurting Ling Yun as well as hurting himself.

His heart could have hurt so much, the urge to destroy everything made him completely lose his mind, lost in the madness of self-destruction, and became more and more violent and ferocious, Ling Yun's body was full of blue and purple marks.

She was in pain, not only physically painful, but also distressed Ding Ning, who was full of blood and tears.

She regretted it very much, regretted that she shouldn't have deceived him, regretted that she shouldn't let him down and be sad, regretted that she shouldn't have listened to her mother's words again, asked for leave to turn off the phone to dry Ding Ning, and let him take the initiative to find herself......

She didn't mind handing over her body to Ding Ning, it was a matter of time in her life plan, but she couldn't watch him release the devil in her heart.

No one in this world knows Ding Ning better than her, she has long known that the heartlessness shown by this man who has always been soft-spoken, gentle and careful, spoiling her, protecting her, and tolerating her is just his surface, and there is a terrible devil hidden in his heart, a devil who can destroy everything once released.

But there are too many secrets hidden in his heart to confide in anyone, coupled with the contempt and disdain again and again, cynicism again and again, and disconnection from the ruthless and cruel society again and again, so that his faith gradually collapsed, so that all his visions of a better world burst like a bubble, and all kinds of negative emotions accumulated in his heart and continued to ferment.

Suppressed emotions, aggrieved life, he has been tolerating, humble, persistent, confused, searching, struggling, working hard, and guarding......