Unconsciously, "Medical Supreme" has been written to more than 400,000 words, and it is time to put it on the shelves, and I am very nervous and panicked at the same time, after all, the free chapters will become a thing of the past from tomorrow, and they have entered the paid chapters, how many subscriptions will there be on the first day of the shelves?

Take this opportunity to tell you what is in your heart, there are many book friends who leave a message in the book review area saying that the memorial update is slow, and it is not enjoyable to watch, to be honest, the memorial is very happy to see such a book review, at least, the hard work of the memorial is not in vain, and the novels written are still read, which is the biggest encouragement and motivation for the memorial.

Here, the memorial still has to explain to these book friends, compared to some authors who often break out but only have one or two chapters of daily updates, although the memorial rarely breaks out, but it is definitely a conscience writer, and careful old book friends will find that the memorial has never been interrupted by three chapters per day since the book was written, which is difficult for any author to do, which I hope those who do not know about the memorial can understand, after all, it is easier to keep ten thousand in one day or two days or even a month or two months, but it is definitely a very boring and even extremely painful process to maintain ten thousand over the years, but the memorial has persevered, because of the unwavering support of those old book friends, it is you who have given me the motivation to write, which is also something that makes the memorial feel very proud.

I don't talk about those cliché subscription issues, nor do I ask for any reward recommendations and monthly passes, people who are familiar with the memorial know that I am actually a stuffy gourd, my mouth is particularly stupid and I don't like to talk much, and I don't know how to communicate with book friends, I can only say that although the water products are very limited now, there is no excellent writing, there are no delicate feelings, and there is no unbridled thinking, but the memorial will continue to learn, continue to improve, write every book seriously, and live up to the book friends who grow up with the memorial。

A book friend left a message in the book review area a few days ago, saying that the memorial successfully portrayed the image of a scumbag and was really talented, I know this is irony and contemptuous mockery.

It's not that the memorial is explaining, it's not that the memorial wants to exonerate himself, I know that everyone likes to see those perfect protagonists who are glorious and majestic as soon as they appear, strong in their hearts, and omnipotent, but the memorial is not to find another way, but to sketch a growing protagonist with his heart, he is not perfect, his heart is not strong enough, he is a little lustful, a little machismo, possessive, and even a little vain, some domineering, some narcissism, some inferiority, and even some neuroticism, I think such a protagonist is more real.

At the age of seventeen, he left his hometown town to come to Ninghai University, before the age of seventeen, he was like a frog at the bottom of a well, looking forward to the outside world, yearning for the wonderful life outside, even if his masters described the rivers and lakes outside to him thousands of times, but he was still a child, when he really went out of the town one day to face life alone, he would be afraid, he would be confused, he would be afraid, he would be afraid, this is the emotion that a seventeen-year-old boy should have.

So the protagonist's character is not perfect, he has his own weaknesses, amorous and soft-hearted, his heart is not strong enough, sometimes he is very vain, inferiority, suspiciousness, narcissism, jealousy, cruelty, irritability and other psychological dark sides will affect his emotions, but most of the time he is harmless to humans and animals, kind to others, can endure and endure, has his own persistence, his own bottom line, and abides by the kindness in his heart.

I don't know if you will think that such a complex character is more real, to say something that shouldn't be said, the memorial itself is such a complex character, which is related to some gray past, the memorial itself is a perfectionist, these dark and negative emotions have been sacrificed, experienced the throes of growth, the memorial gradually washed away the lead, and gradually became mature, so when creating the role of Ding Ning, the memorial used some of his real mental journey to enhance the sense of substitution.

The book "Medical Supreme" entrusts almost all the efforts of the memorial service, and even the sleep and dream are conceiving the plot, but after all, the level is limited, and sometimes there is always a feeling of unfinished writing, but the memorial is really written with heart, I hope that book friends can have less doubts and abuse, more suggestions, Encouragement and support, the character of the protagonist in the book is almost a copy of the memorial, of course, the memorial does not have the halo of Ding Ning's protagonist, nor does he have the golden finger of the ability, so he became the protagonist, and the memorial is still just a bitter lowercase, without the ability to change fate, and can only virtualize another life trajectory that the memorial yearns for in the world of words.

Everyone also knows that with the country's purification and management of online texts, urban texts are becoming more and more difficult to write, there are many minefields that cannot be crossed, and some things that touch political sensitivity will not be touched, such as the setting in this book, the highest leader in a city is the mayor, not to pay tribute to ignorance, but to involve the secretary and other words that represent the party are very sensitive, and the memorial has also been mixed up in the system for a long time, so it will not defy the law, so please bear with me.

In fact, the memorial is best at officialdom, and it is very clear about some dirty, and the urban memorial close to life is not good at it because of its boring personality, but the officialdom is too sensitive, so even if the memorial is confident that it can be written very excitingly, it will never be written, and it will never be touched in this life, and the memorial is timid, and I don't want to be invited to tea by a unit after 404, although there are some regrets, but I will never regret it.

Some book friends speculate that the memorial may have been a soldier, and some book friends speculate that the memorial has been mixed in the system, I will answer here, the answer is the latter, the memorial is just a failed and resigned civil servant, and has not been a soldier, let alone fought, but because of the relationship between the elders, he grew up in the army compound since he was a child, until now, the memorial still has a few relatives serving in the army, and the military rank is not low, under the influence of the ears and eyes, the memorial also knows a little about the affairs of the army, but there is absolutely no snooping on military secrets, the memorial can be guaranteed by personality, well, some people say that the memorial is a scumbag without personality, and the scumbag is a scumbag, even if it is a scumbag, brother is also a superb scumbag, hehe.

Rory said for a long time, what the memorial wants to express is actually very simple, those who have money hold a money field, those who don't have money support a personal field, that's all, truly!

By the way, I would like to thank those book friends who have always grown up with the memorial service, and the memorial will not be thanked by name here, everyone has a number in their hearts, in a word, the military merit medal has half of me and half of yours.

Finally, I will announce the book friend group number of the memorial service: 599972065, headache, so far the memorial does not know how to take care of the book friend group, there are two or three kittens in the group, and those who have no money are also praised by the people!