Chapter 261: I hated before, but I don't hate now
"Why don't you eat it?" Luo Ziling wiped his eyes a few times, and then looked at Ling Ruonan with red and swollen eyes with a forced smile.
That "Mom" was like being held in my throat, and I couldn't call it out.
"The first time I saw you eat face-to-face, I wanted to watch you eat," Ling Ruonan also forced a smile, "I'm not hungry either." ”
"You eat it too," Luo Ziling sandwiched a scallop for Ling Ruonan and a piece of lobster meat, "If you don't eat it again, it will be cold." ”
"Well, I'll eat," Ling Ruonan immediately picked up the chopsticks and ate the dish that Luo Ziling gave her.
But she also couldn't eat the taste, and her taste buds were "corroded" by too many tears.
As the dish entered his stomach, Luo Ziling's mood slowly calmed down, and the tears were finally controlled and did not let it flow out again.
In fact, Luo Ziling's stomach was already very hungry.
At noon, I went on a date with Yang Qingyin in a café, didn't eat anything, and was frightened.
When he went back, he didn't think to buy anything to eat, and returned to the dormitory a little dejected.
After waking up, he followed Wu Yue to Ling Ruonan.
After the emotions slowly calmed down, the feeling of hunger suddenly became stronger.
Twenty years old is young, his body is not fully developed, and his appetite is amazing.
In front of him, Luo Ziling didn't care about the taste, he felt that only by eating them all would Ling Ruonan be happy.
He was hungry and had such a mentality, so after calming down, he ate happily.
And Ling Ruonan, who had little appetite, barely ate much, and when she moved her chopsticks, she mainly picked up vegetables for Luo Ziling.
Luo Ziling ate happily, and she was very happy in her heart.
In the end, most of the dishes fell into Luo Ziling's stomach, and Ling Ruonan sandwiched it into his bowl and forced him to eat it.
"Mom, I'm full. After Luo Ziling hiccuped, he naturally said such a sentence.
When he said this, he himself was taken aback. This title, which he couldn't call out after hesitating for a long time, actually called out inadvertently, and without any hesitation and hesitation, of course he was stunned.
Ling Ruonan was also stunned by Luo Ziling's sudden "Mom".
Of course, when she saw Luo Ziling, she wanted to hear him call "Mom" very much, but Luo Ziling didn't scream, just shed tears. Under the wash of tears, all emotions are blended in it, whether there is this mother or not, Ling Ruonan doesn't care very much. Seeing Luo Ziling appear alive in front of him, and seeing him shed tears, Ling Ruonan's motherhood, which had been hidden for too long, was completely released.
The little boy sitting in front of her and eating the food she cooked was her own son, a child she hadn't seen in nineteen years. Now that this little man who has grown up is really in front of her, Ling Ruonan has an indescribable pride in her heart, this feeling really can't be described in words.
But after hearing Luo Ziling call "Mom", Ling Ruonan, who was already feeling very satisfied, was deeply touched again, and the tears that she could not stop rolling down again. She couldn't control her emotions, and burst into tears again in front of Luo Ziling, and cried.
Luo Ziling's tears were also pulled out by Ling Ruonan, but he quickly stopped his tears and took several tissues for Ling Ruonan. But Ling Ruonan didn't take the tissue, but hugged Luo Ziling in his arms, hugged his whole head to his chest, and cried loudly.
"Ling'er, Mom has finally seen you. It's been twenty years, and my mother has been waiting for this day for twenty years," Ling Ruonan said while crying: "When grandpa took you away, you were only a little older, you were still breastfeeding, and you couldn't speak." After you were taken away, my mother dreamed of you every day, and always cried when she dreamed of you. Mom also swore in public that if anyone wanted to be bad for you, Mom would fight with him. Mom will definitely bring you back, and our mother and son will definitely meet again. This day is finally open, and my mother doesn't know how happy she is. ”
Luo Ziling didn't struggle, Ren Ling Ruonan hugged his head and cried. The first time he was held in his arms by a woman in such a way, he felt very secure, and he wanted to lean quietly like this, no longer separated.
How many times he dreamed back, he dreamed of being held in his arms by his parents, and they carried him to play, and he was very happy.
Today I finally looked forward to being held in my mother's arms, although she couldn't pick him up and play around, Luo Ziling was still very satisfied. He was very greedy for this warm feeling, the sense of security in his mother's arms, and let his tears wet Ling Ruonan's clothes, and he was unwilling to leave.
Luo Ziling also felt that Ling Ruonan's tears wet his neck and clothes, and the wet warm current slowly flowed into the clothes, but he didn't feel any discomfort. After the two of them hugged and cried, Ling Ruonan finally controlled her emotions, but she still didn't let go of Luo Ziling, but continued to sit with her in her arms, and she didn't care about her backache.
"Ling'er, are you ...... Do you hate your mother?" After holding back her tears, Ling Ruonan asked softly.
"I used to hate, I hated for many years, and I didn't hate anymore after knowing the situation," Luo Ziling said, raised his head, and came face to face with Ling Ruonan, "I have been longing for a long time, when can you suddenly come to see me and surprise me." But when I was twenty years old, I didn't wait for this day, so I hated you. After hearing from my grandfather that you have unfortunate feelings, and after coming to Yanjing to find out about it, I no longer hate you. ”
Luo Ziling's words provoked Ling Ruonan again with tears in his eyes.
After trying to wipe away her tears, she choked up and said, "Thank you for understanding Mom's distress." Actually, I still can't come to see you, and when I asked you to come over for dinner today, I secretly asked you to come, and I didn't dare to let anyone know. Maybe you don't know that if the news of our mother and son meeting gets out, it will cause a storm again. ”
Luo Ziling wanted to tell Ling Ruonan that in fact, the matter was already more serious than this, because the people of the Yang family knew about it, but he didn't know how to say these words at once.
After Ling Ruonan thought about it, she whispered to Luo Ziling: "Ling'er, let's go sit on the sofa, Mom wants to talk to you about some important things." ”
Luo Ziling nodded obediently and followed Ling Ruonan towards the sofa.
Maybe he sat for too long or hugged Luo Ziling for too long, Ling Ruonan felt numb in his legs after standing up, and almost fell down after he couldn't stand up.
Luo Ziling quickly helped Ling Ruonan with his eyes, and then asked with great concern, "What's wrong with Mom?"
"It's okay, just stand for a while," Ling Ruonan smiled embarrassedly.
From Luo Ziling's words, she felt her son's deep concern, and the relief in her heart really didn't know what to describe.
The feeling of seeing mother and son was much stronger and warmer than she expected.
She regretted that she should have seen Luo Ziling a few days earlier......