088 Perseverance

This is not the first time Heather has heard Lan Li sing, in the hospital, Lan Li has used guitar and piano to accompany the children many times, but this is the first time Heather has heard Lan Li sing seriously, a song that she has never heard before, full of a faint and sad melody, a poetic heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

All the emotions are faint, like aquatic plants wrapped in the melody, with the ebb and flow of the sea, the quiet notes even calm the lights under the night, but the emotions hidden behind the notes are so real, so turbulent, that they hit the chest with a faint pain.

Heather suddenly thought of herself, her dream seemed to be strangled in the cradle before she could set sail, and her weak body became an unbreakable shackle that imprisoned her steps. Although she never said it on the surface, deep down, she was complaining and cynical.

But if even she gave up on herself, who would be able to realize her dream?

"I didn't know, you were such a good singer?" Heather's voice shattered the silence of the courtyard, a subtle nasal voice that betrayed her embarrassment.

Lan Li turned around, and when he saw that it was Heather, the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't help but rise, "It's just a hobby." The simple answer was straightforward, "It's getting dark, it's too windy outside, let's go inside." ”

"Don't worry about me, I'm not a glass doll. Heather rolled her eyes and retorted loudly. Then she took a step and walked towards the bench.

Every step was so hard that she could even see her legs trembling, as if she were walking on the tip of a knife. For ordinary people, no matter how simple walking is, for her, it is indeed one of the most difficult challenges now, as well as eating, drinking, and breathing.

Although Heather's steps were extremely difficult, Lan Li did not stand up to help her. He knew that Heather was not so heavy now, that she could still walk on her own feet, but a little slower, and that he knew that Heather needed respect and trust, not pity and sympathy, that she had received enough care from her parents and nurses, that she needed someone who could treat her independently, equally, and normally, and that she felt like she was more than a weak patient.

At least that's what Lan Li thought in the previous life when he was lying on the hospital bed/. Even though he knew that such an idea was naΓ―ve, he still insisted on it. This is also the reason why he needs to always crave friends.

But it was only six or seven paces away, and Heather walked for nearly two minutes before she arrived, and then sat down cautiously. He let out a long and uncontrollable breath, and the whole person relaxed.

The silence was slowly spreading, but Lan Li never spoke in a hurry, waiting for Heather to catch his breath, Heather took the initiative to break the silence, "What's the name of that song just now? I've never heard it on the radio before." ”

"I just created it. Lan Li said frankly, to be honest, the creation just now was too casual, and the lyrics did not have a narrative style, but were full of poetic feelings.

The same song will have different understandings in different situations, and different feelings will be felt in the ears of different listeners. Of course, performing on different occasions will also interpret different connotations. Tonight, it's about Hollywood.

"'Monster,' the song is called 'The Beast'. Lan Li didn't think about it for too long, and said casually, "What do you think?"

Heather didn't speak, but chewed it carefully. "The Beast", the name doesn't seem to match the content of the song just now, the sad and lonely figure seems to be messed up by the title of the song, but when you think about it, Heather is silent.

Beasts, beasts that survive in the jungle, beasts that survive under the survival of the fittest in nature, beasts that move forward alone on the road of survival, beasts that survive in the cruel nature scarred but tenacious, primitive and rough, naked/naked and violent, lonely and wanton.

Lan Li's voice was heard, but Heather didn't hear it, and couldn't help but ask out loud, "Huh?"

Lan Li couldn't help but shake his head, "No, it's nothing." ”

Heather looked at Lan Li's appearance seriously, the eyes hidden behind the thick eyelashes, like a mysterious and deep night sky, endless darkness, but with curious lines and halos, containing the mystery and profundity of the universe, the extreme of the moment of fragrance but fleeting.

"I never knew your performance was so wonderful. "I mean, I know you're a great actor, 'War in the Pacific' is a wonderful work, your performance is really ......" Heather paused for a moment, as if searching for the right words and sentences to describe his feelings, "memorable and memorable." ”

Lan Li never said anything about his profession, and almost no one in the hospital knew that he was an actor. If it weren't for someone who accidentally saw the "war in the Pacific", everyone would still be in the dark now. In fact, Lan Li is not only an actor, but also an amazing actor.

Heather wasn't a professional, she didn't know how to judge her acting, but she could feel it, the powerful acting force plucked the strings in her heart, and the turbulent reflection couldn't stop at all, and it really brought people into the world of Eugene Sledgehammer Slaich.

After saying that, Heather shook her head, not very satisfied with her words, but she couldn't think of more suitable words, so she could only wave her hand depressedly, "That's the only motivation for me to watch this series for the second time." But I didn't know that your music was like that...... Moving. ”

Yes, moving, the strings that really touch the depths of the heart, soft and warm, the lonely remnant sun, warm to the point of tears.

Lan Li showed a big smile, "Thank you for the compliment." Although I know that you are suspicious of currying favor with me, ...... Thank you. ”

"Please?" Heather's eyes widened, with a look of disgust, "I don't have to please you." If your music is terrible, I'm the one you like the most, and believe me, I'll be the first to fall into the hole. Heather's exaggerated words made Lan Li's eyes smile into a slit, and a thick smile overflowed, "I just think, maybe, maybe, probably, or, you are a great actor, but you are a better singer." You should share your talent with other listeners, such as the song you just played. ”

"Medium arrow. Lan Li covered his chest with a sad expression, "I thought you said my performance was very exciting." ”

"Of course, of course, I mean, the 'Pacific War' has limited room to play after all, and your performance is excellent, but the role itself limits more things......" Heather explained anxiously, but then she noticed the playful smile on the corner of Lan Li's mouth, and then she realized that Lan Li was deliberately playing tricks on her, she couldn't help but turn her head in anger, puffed out her cheeks, and refused to continue talking to Lan Li.

"Huh. Lan Li's laughter overflowed, "I know what you mean. It's just that being an actor is my major, and music is just an interest in cultivating sentiments. I still enjoy the process of performing more than music. Of course, it's also possible that I'm a mediocre with no talent for acting, and I'm wasting my life, but ......" Lan Li shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands, "If you don't stick to it, who knows?"

Heather was amused by Lan Li's joking statement, and just wanted to speak, but remembered that he was angry with Lan Li, turned his head for a moment, turned his head again, and then couldn't help but turn around, and finally gave up, looking at Lan Li angrily, "I didn't mean that, you are indeed a very good actor, but I just think that your music ...... It can impress every listener. ”

"If I say, you're not the first person to say that, doesn't that make me arrogant?

"Poof. Heather didn't hold back, she laughed out loud, thinking about it carefully, she was helpless, and she laughed more and more happily, even with Lan Li. Finally stopped, Heather sighed softly, "You know, you're going to pull a lot of hatred like this. ”

He has a talent that makes people jealous, but he squanders it wantonly.

Genius is always like this, enviable, admired, but hated. Like Wolfgang-Mozart, brilliant but unbridled, Antonio-Salieri went from amazement to envy to envy and finally to resentment, and little by little to drive Mozart to the brink.

Lan Li spread her hands, "Is this a compliment or a slander?"

"It's a compliment and a denigration. Heather said solemnly like a little adult, but the shelf could not hold up for three seconds, and then she broke the work with a smile, "I am sure that you will be a good ...... No, great actors, it's like you can be a great singer with no name. So, it's an honor to be able to meet you. ”

Great.

Lan Li's heart couldn't help but touch slightly, although the "Pacific War" proved his strength, but Elizabeth and George's words always lingered in his ears, since childhood, they were not optimistic about Lan Li's so-called dream, not only because film actors are a lowly profession for aristocratic families, but also because they always thought that Lan Li had no talent.

Genius, in fact, is a derogatory term, because only after you really enter a certain class do you know that there are too many geniuses in this world, countless, but there are very few geniuses who can really achieve success and make a name. In fact, in real life, geniuses often have a bad fate, die young, and it is those worldly smart people who have the last laugh.

With the surname "Hall", Lan Li saw too many geniuses when he was a child, real geniuses. Therefore, he never considered himself a genius and even questioned his acting talent. However, this has never shaken his dream, and he has come to the present step by step.

Looking at Heather in front of him, Lan Li smiled dumbly. He had already made a choice, hadn't he? So why hesitate, wasn't it enough to hesitate and hesitate, struggle and confusion in the previous life? What the future will be, you can only know if you go on, isn't it?

"Heather, I have good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"