When I was in the fifth grade, my dad took me to a paternity test, and as soon as the results came out, he divorced my mom and went to work in the south, never to show up again.

After my dad left, my mom also disappeared, and if it weren't for my second uncle, I would have starved to death.

The second uncle was still a soldier, and sent me living expenses every one or two months, the money was very small, and the days were very tight, because there was no money to buy clothes, an old clothes were worn over and over, and no one washed them when they were dirty, and they were similar to a person who asked for food, and at that time my classmates didn't like to play with me, and after a long time, my whole person became extremely silent, and I couldn't say a word all day.

Actually, I didn't understand at the time that I might be suffering from depression.

When I was in high school, there was a girl in our class named Zhou Qing, one of the three golden flowers, very good-looking, characterized by white skin, sweet and soft speech, this kind of girl is easy to make boys itch, every night I think about her to sleep, sometimes I think of the quilt in my arms as her, holding the quilt to sleep.

Anyway, I thought about her shameless thoughts for three years of high school.

Of course, this is all wishful thinking on my part, people like me can't get into her eyes at all, and she only interacts with some handsome boys from good families. I remember when I was about to graduate, I passed by her seat and accidentally hit her desk and knocked her pen off.

Zhou Qing frowned at the time, looking at me with a look of disgust, she shook her head, and said something that I remembered for many years, she said: "I don't want this anymore, take it and throw it away." ”

This pen looks ninety percent new, it should have been her new one, but why didn't she want it?

I know very well that she looks down on me, and eighty percent thinks that I have touched this and feels dirty.

This is actually very hurtful, very hurt my self-esteem, so I was stunned for a long time, my face was still hot, as for this pen, I didn't throw it in the end, I have been hiding at home, mainly to motivate myself, I must mix a little better in the future, and return the pen to Zhou Qing in a dignified manner......

After graduating from high school, I didn't continue my studies, I chose to mix in society, wash dishes in restaurants, and live a messy life every day, like a dog. It's that fountain pen, I still take it out from time to time to look at it, and I don't know when I'll be able to mix it up.

One night after work, on the way back, there was a Mercedes-Benz accident, I sent the Mercedes-Benz owner with a bloody face to the hospital, and the next day, the owner's family found me and gave me 100,000 yuan as a thank you!

100,000 yuan was a lot of money in those days, and I was able to buy a house in our county! But I was still young at the time, and I didn't know what to do.

I grew up as a second uncle, of course, I listened to the words of the second uncle, I thought at the time, he lost all the money, it was okay, it was a big deal to start all over again, as a result, the second uncle, who had worked hard in the military camp for so many years, was very capable, and soon made some achievements with this money, and set up a small garment factory in a few years, and the turnover on the books was also millions, and it became a star enterprise in the county, in short, the days are getting better and better day by day.

In fact, in this process, my role is not big, because I don't know anything, I can only follow the second uncle, but the second uncle did not treat me badly, listed me as the largest shareholder in the factory, and gave me the most dividends every year.

Although I have money, I still haven't changed much, I am silent, introverted, almost do not communicate with others, and even the people in the factory think I am an ordinary driver.

Later, because of business needs, the second uncle spent more than 500,000 yuan to buy an Audi A6, because I was relatively idle, I usually let me drive this car to deliver customers, run errands or something, don't look at Audi A6 is now all over the street, but it was also great back then, it was definitely a symbol of status!

But I don't like to be public, and I don't drive everywhere to show off, every day I go back to the factory after my work, once I sent the customer back, when I passed by the personnel department, I suddenly saw a girl I dreamed of seeing.

Zhou Qing!

I haven't seen her for a few years, she has matured a lot, she is more beautiful than before, and she is dressed in a tight white trench coat, which makes her slim, but she has an ugly face and a little red eyes, and hurries past me.

I hesitated for a long time, but in the end I didn't say hello to her, maybe she didn't remember me.

Later, I went to the personnel department, and Sister Qiao, the manager of the personnel department, told me that Zhou Qing was here to apply for a job and wanted to work in the finance department, and the finance department was now full, so she asked Zhou Qing to try it on the assembly line. As a result, Zhou Qing was very unhappy, and muttered a few words, saying that she didn't come to be a worker.

Sister Qiao then said a few words to her, asking her not to look at the masters, so ambitious, this is not the place to look at the face, do not recruit the second wife, because the two of them still quarreled a few words.

Sister Qiao's mouth is very poisonous, but she is also right, an important department like the finance department can generally be entered only by the boss's cronies. If I talk to my second uncle, it's no problem to get Zhou Qing in, but at this time, I'm just curious, how did Zhou Qing come here to apply?

I remember that she had a good relationship with a few boys from good families, and those boys generally had companies at home, so it was easy to arrange a job for her.

But think about it, it's been five years since I graduated from high school, and maybe a lot of changes have happened among my classmates over the years.

The days continued to pass day by day, and soon it was the Chinese New Year, and in addition to the hundreds of thousands of normal dividends, the second uncle also gave me a big red envelope. On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I was wandering on the street and accidentally ran into my former high school classmate Li Lei, whose family used to be very poor.

I haven't seen you for a few years, Li Lei is still quite enthusiastic about me, chatted with me for a long time, and later said that there was a class reunion on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, let me go over when the time comes, I originally wanted to refuse, after all, for so many years, I have no contact with them, but I can't stand Li Lei's kind invitation, so I have to reluctantly agree. After returning home, I also found the fountain pen back then, and it is still there, I think it may be time to return this fountain pen to Zhou Qing, right?

The fifth day of the Lunar New Year was coming soon, and the meeting place was a medium-grade restaurant, and there was not enough parking space at the door, so I parked the car a little farther away.

Later, when I walked to the door of the hotel, I saw a few old classmates chatting around a car, and a male classmate named Wu Yunfeng was explaining the functions and advantages of this car to others, which was a Honda Accord, which cost more than 200,000 yuan. In that era when vehicles were scarce, it was indeed very fashionable to be able to drive an Accord out, and several other classmates were very envious, touching the car door from time to time, and even going up to sit in person.

When I was in school, Wu Yunfeng's family background was quite good, he was the eldest brother in our class, and a group of people followed him wherever he went.

As for a marginal figure like me, I'm afraid Wu Yunfeng won't remember me.

Sure enough, when I walked over, no one noticed me at all, and they were all talking around Wu Yunfeng's car. I wouldn't take the initiative to talk to them, as soon as I entered the door of the hotel, I heard a woman's voice: "Wu Yunfeng, you bought a new car, this car is called Accord, it's so beautiful!"

The voice was unfamiliar and familiar, and when I looked back, it was Zhou Qing.

Compared with a few months ago, Zhou Qing has not changed much, she is still as good-looking as ever, and she is a little more charming and moving. As soon as Zhou Qing came, several boys were boiling, and they praised Zhou Qing for being so beautiful, and Wu Yunfeng also said proudly Yes, this is the car he just bought, and asked Zhou Qing to go up and sit down.

A few people chatted for a while, and they seemed to be as familiar as before, Wu Yunfeng asked Zhou Qing again if he had found a job, Zhou Qing's expression was obviously dark, and he shook his head and said that he hadn't found a job yet. Wu Yunfeng wanted to say something, but Zhou Qing didn't seem to want to say more, waved his hand and asked them to chat first, then turned around and entered the hotel, and when he looked up, he happened to see me.

Zhou Qing seemed to recognize me, her eyes were a little surprised, she said "hey" to me, and then walked towards me. At this moment, I was also quite nervous, and reached out to hold the pen in my pocket......