Drake began to rummage around the house, and finally they actually found a keyboard in the storage room, hidden in a dusty black leather case, the thick dust looked like it hadn't been touched for many years, but when the leather case was opened, you could see that the keyboard inside was carefully wrapped in foam paper, and the inside was still as clean as new, as if time had been blocked from the leather case, and the keyboard inside had not been touched. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

None of them knew the story behind this keyboard, but Lan Li couldn't help but wonder if there was ever a dream that was sealed in this holster, and whether there was once a firm belief that was abandoned at the end of the bumps and bumps......

Sitting in front of the keyboard, looking at the bright black and white keys, and even his face could be reflected, mixed thoughts gently surged in his mind.

Man is really a strange animal, isn't it? We all believed in something with undoubted belief and then overturned it with our own hands and re-established our beliefs, only to find that this belief was still wrong, so we overthrew it again, rebuilt it again, and gradually, we became what we didn't know, or what we once hated.

We can't help but comfort ourselves that this is growth.

But the innocence of childhood and the persistence of youth can no longer be found. Once upon a time, we believed in dreams, freedom, and the future, once upon a time, we believed that our hands could change the world, once upon a time, we thought we were the center of the world, and once upon a time, we were pure and real, as if there was no room for any impurities...... In the end, all of this is annihilated in the occasion of the years, and then grows into a member of the inaction in the turbulent tide of society, and all the edges and corners are gone, and a thousand people are the same.

Is this growth or destruction?

Hands on the keyboard, ethereal and clear keyboard sound poured down like moonlight, light notes slowly spread in the lazy atmosphere of the afternoon, suddenly looked out the window, only to find that the sky did not know when the sky was obscured by dark clouds again, and the whole world fell into a twilight gray.

"In the darkness of the night you declare the end of everything, but you are only lost in the darkness. ”

The mellow and vicissitudes of life rose in the melody like smoke, the fragility and confusion hidden in it, like crystal teardrops hanging on the eyelashes, blurred the vision, but never fell, the dazed loss made the eyes lose focus, and tried their best to look around, the whole world fell into a dense point of light, colorful and colorful, gorgeous and colorful, but could not find their goal, the feeling of emptiness in the heart began to fall slowly.

"I don't want to keep climbing obstacles, I don't want to keep breaking through barriers. I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, every word you say to me. ”

Felicity only felt a tightness in her chest, as if a heavy punch had hit her, and suddenly, tears of despair filled her eyes, so hot that she almost burned her cheeks, she opened her mouth wide, but she couldn't make a sound, just froze in place, as if she could see her world falling apart.

They are themselves, they have built barriers between each other with their own hands, they have pushed each other away from their lives, they have re-wrapped themselves with their own hands, they have given up communication, they have given up dialogue, and at the same time they have given up trust, so that the hot and hot heart has gradually cooled down.

She didn't know if she still believed that they could go on to the end, he didn't know if she still believed that their efforts were the right decision, she didn't know if she still believed that their love could overcome everything, he didn't know if he still believed that they still loved each other deeply.

She didn't know, and neither did he. Faith and belief have collapsed, but they still don't know it.

The fact choked her neck so hard that she could barely breathe. Tears swirled in his eyes, but they couldn't fall. Even more terrible than despair is their numbness. So, they can't go back after all, can they?

"I have a strange feeling that your words are insincere, that I am tired of misunderstanding each other, is there any other explanation for this? I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, every word you say to me. ”

Felicity covered her mouth, lest she make a bitter voice. What the hell are they doing?

She's accusing him of stealing food, but what is she doing? She's accusing him of snarling, but didn't she start this war? She's complaining that he doesn't want to come to live in London, but isn't he trying his best? she's complaining that the two of them are drifting apart, but wasn't she the first mistake she made?

She didn't want that, she really didn't want to, those words were not sincere, those accusations, those angers, those complaints, those exhaustions, none of them were true. She's just ...... She's just ...... She just didn't know if she should continue to believe.

"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I am deluding myself that we can't go on any further, if I have to guess what is going on in your head. ”

Felicity opened her mouth and tried to say something, but found that all the words were stuck in her throat, her brain was blank, she couldn't say a word, she wanted to tell him that she still loved him deeply, she still dreamed of their life, she still thought that they could overcome all difficulties, she still believed that their happiness was each other, she still believed unwaveringly, she still believed......

However, the words were stuck in her throat like this, she was stunned in place, and she couldn't make a sound at all, so she could only shake her head vigorously, shaking her head vigorously and denying it.

"Say something, say something, even if it's 'I love you,' unless you want to turn away from the annoying noise. ”

In the midst of that passionate and rushing melody, the cry of sorrow and pain completely broke all Felicity's defenses, and he cried silently with his head in his hands. "I love you, I love you, I love you......" she really loved him, but she pushed him farther and farther away with her own hands, and after the pain reached the extreme, she could barely breathe.

She was like skydiving in the night sky, slowly falling, constantly falling, gravity madly pulling her down, that free-fall sprint made her all over the body alarmed, but she was indifferent, just let herself continue to fall, the possibility of being about to be shattered, fragile and desperate, actually brought a trace of pleasure/feeling.

Then, like that, she landed.

"I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't even know if I want to believe it, every word you say to me. ”

"I don't even know if I want to believe it", that sad questioning to the extreme, pulled her hard into the surface of the ocean, the huge impact of the free fall made her quickly surrounded by the cold water, the cold and biting darkness swallowed her flesh little by little, and even the soul began to feel the heartbreak sadness.

How did they get to this point? If time had to do it all over again, would things have been different? Would it no longer make sense to continue to persevere? Why are they arguing and why are they persevering?

She opened her eyes again, and in a trance, she became Anna, looking at Jacob's lonely back, unable to follow, she became Felicity again, looking at Lan Li's focused side face, and felt sad, she became Anna, listening to the melody under Lan Li's fingertips, dazed, she became Felicity again, listening to Jacob's sigh and sigh, crying silently.

"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I am deluding myself that we can't go on any further, if I have to guess what is going on in your head. ”

The golden notes jumped wantonly in the air, sad but gentle, painful but helpless, desperate but dazed, the faint emotions firmly grasped everyone's heart, fermenting, misty, and swirling in that mellow and slightly hoarse voice, the voice of questioning, more like asking oneself, the bitter and lost taste slowly fainted on the tip of the tongue, the passionate and cheerful melody seemed to be the march march of the carnival, reflecting the ubiquitous loneliness and loneliness, dragging the ankles and began to fall, constantly falling.

Before the brain could realize it, the tears broke through the defenses of the eye sockets and slipped down in embarrassment.

They understood, and everybody understood. This is the story of Jacob and Anna, and it belongs to every two people who truly love each other but are separated. Even if you love each other, you may not be able to reach the end.

No one can be an exception, as if being firmly surrounded by the melody, savoring every trace of emotion in the song, like a bard who has gone through the vicissitudes of life, seeing through the red dust, seeing through the world, seeing through life, but with a trace of indifference in the sigh, no yelling, no crying and grabbing the ground, no ups and downs, just humming out the helplessness and sadness in the depths of his heart, but easily penetrating the defense line and crushing everyone's softness.

Drake had completely broken down, standing in place, his shoulders drooping, like a lost child, howling helplessly, unable to stop. He knew that they had missed it, and he had missed it after all, and he had missed the woman he had loved all his life and would continue to love.

The melody stopped, everyone turned their cheeks away, wiped their tears in embarrassment, and the sound of blowing their noses was sparsely remembered, disrupting the silence of the room, but the helpless sadness was more and more outlined, and before the tears could be wiped away, the eyes were blurred again.

Note: Believe - Mumford &Sons