Looking at Mu Xisha, who was hesitating, Ling Yunxiang said: "The affection is too deep, in addition to helplessness, it is heartache, in addition to helplessness, the only thing to do is to put it in your heart, think quietly, digest it slowly, sometimes, love someone is so tired, think about a person is so bitter, forget a person is so difficult, give up a person is painful, some people, love, hate, let go, reluctant, I think you now, you should be tormented by these thoughts......"

"It's none of your business. Mu Xisha lowered her head and said, her eyes were already a little moist.

Li Hugo in the distance was talking to Ouyang Qing about some cultivation things, the topic between men is always so simple, and Ouyang Qing, as an elder, knows everything about Li Hugo's questions.

Mu Xisha felt so uncomfortable, since the last time she left Li Hugo, she didn't know how many times she thought about it in bed, since she couldn't forget it, she didn't deliberately think about it, she thought that maybe only in this way could she find that happy self; she thought that maybe only in this way could I live the carefree life I used to have; she also thought that maybe only in this way could I have time to recuperate my body and mind.

But in fact, all this is just self-deception, and those who are buried in their hearts will not be able to forget it so easily?

What she said was very simple, saying that she would quit forever, saying that she would let Bai Guai and Li Hugo develop well and quit by herself, but every time she thought of the picture of Bai Guai and Li Hugo together, her heart was like a knife, and she was extremely painful, and she must know that in the world of love, it is really tiring to fall in love with someone, and it is really bitter to miss someone.

"It's been a hundred years, and I have this mood, you know, it's Ouyang Qing's father...... For the umpteenth time in the past hundred years, I have remembered the days we spent together. Ling Yunxiang poured himself a glass of wine, "But those memories have already been deeply rooted in my heart and integrated into my blood, if I want to forget, I really can't do it, if I don't cherish and agree at the beginning, if I don't have the love that I once loved you to the point of suffocation, I don't think I will suffer from the pain of this lovesickness to torture myself...... I can't get past the depth of this love and such obsession......"

Ling Yunxiang looked at the bright moon outside the house, as if she remembered something, remembered something, as if she saw the person who made her miss for a hundred years.

"Because of love, because of lovesickness, so born of beauty, I would rather taste the pain of lovesickness than forget you in lovesickness. When the world is quiet, I know that I still have the courage to miss you, and I will hide it in my heart, but I know this love of mine, this heartache ......" Ling Yunxiang smiled stupidly, she looked at Mu Xisha, "Child, are you really willing? Be a bystander, watching the person you love deeply, and be with another person?"

Mu Xisha gritted her teeth and wept.

"Are you sure you love him more than you do? Are you sure you're going to give up this relationship forever? Maybe someday in the future, they will have children of their own...... Ling Yunxiang said.

Child, these two words, like a blade, slashed into Mu Xisha's heart, Mu Xisha's body trembled, and tears fell on the wonton soup.

Li Hugo in the distance also noticed the oppressive atmosphere here, and Li Hugo said: "Xisha, Ling Yunxiang, what are you talking about?

"It has nothing to do with you, you two old men can say whatever they like! Ling Yunxiang scolded with a smile.

Mu Xisha muttered: "I want to forget you, but I can't, I still love you, I thought that in the next life, we will hold hands until the white head! But the reality is far from as beautiful as you think." ”

"Are you unwilling?" Ling Yunxiang looked at the wine in the cup.

"Of course not. Mu Xisha finally said that sentence.

How difficult it is to let go of a person, I'm afraid only those who have experienced it can understand that Li Hugo and Mu Xisha have been together for a long time, but they are also compensated, but this is also a long-term relationship, and almost all feelings are because of the precipitation of time.

Mu Xisha originally thought that the easiest way to let go of a person was actually to leave it to time, no matter how deep the feelings were, they would eventually fade with time, without any feelings, it was ruthless that could withstand time, but it turned out that she was wrong, because she obviously wanted to let go, but she couldn't let go every time, and it became more and more painful.

"I can't advise you what to do in the future, or what not to do...... But I just want to say that, live for yourself, don't live like me...... Although I am now, my heart is dead...... Because since his father died, I have lived in guilt, he is dead...... Dead, you know? Dead a hundred. Ling Yunxiang clenched his fists and said, "He's dead, and I can't make up for what I missed, but you're different......"

"I'm different?"

"Yes, let me ask you, are you the sect leader now?"

"Yes. ”

"The Sect Master can make rules, right?"

"Yes. ”

"Then even if you choose love, no one will be able to punish you, because you are the most noble person in the Bone God Sect, you are true to your word, even if you choose love, who would dare to object?"

"This ......" Mu Xisha's body trembled, and she looked at Ling Yunxiang in horror.

"That's all it takes, now that you and him are not separated a little, you have one less chance, as a human being, born as a woman, you are inherently weak, we are women, and we don't have many opportunities for self-selection. Ling Yunxiang put his hand on the back of Mu Xisha's hand.

At this time, Mu Xisha seemed to feel Ling Yunxiang's courage, her body trembled slightly, and she was even a little excited.

After three rounds of wine, five flavors of food, there is no endless acting in the world.

Ling Yunxiang was full of food and drink, and stepped on the table: "Smash!"

"Mother!" Ouyang Qing ran over, a big old boy, kneeling on the ground; "My mother, what do you want to order?"

"Go home!" Ling Yunxiang jumped on Ouyang Qing's shoulder, Ouyang Qing stood up, like a grandfather carrying his granddaughter, the picture was very weird, but Ling Yunxiang smiled very happily, "Girl, remember what the old lady said, women are ...... in this life." Not easy!"

"What did she say?" Li Hugo looked at Mu Xisha in confusion.

Mu Xisha covered her mouth and chuckled: "It's nothing, the topic between women, what do you ask about, and then talk about it...... I didn't inquire about you and Old Man Ouyang. ”

"Yes. Li Hugo said, looking at the back of the two of them leaving, and said, "The two of them are here to eat...... left so happily, without saying a word of politeness. ”

"It's okay, next time we'll just cheat them like this. Mu Xisha said.