Chapter 12: Obsession
"Do you understand?"
He Qing's eyes were very complicated. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"What you think, what you say and do now cannot be separated from his thinking. Everything you express, your fear of the sun, your control over your body, all comes from his heart. ”
In other words, Chen Ming is your absolute master. ”
This is really the greatest trust in emotion, and it is also the greatest test of human nature.
"My existence...... It's all because of his obsession......"
Xu Min muttered and repeated these two sentences, his expression was in a trance, and his eyes were even more scattered and unfocused.
She remembered that when she was leaving, Chen Ming hugged her choked face.
The tears fell on her face one by one, it was so hot!
With every tear that flowed, she couldn't help but shudder all over. However, he was trapped in this small shell, unable to move.
But at that time, miraculously, she could still feel the situation outside.
They had no other relatives, and at this moment, she knew that she was wearing that cute beanie hat on her head, and Chen Ming was lying on her bedside, carefully rubbing her face.
She wanted to say: Don't touch it, now the skin is very haggard, where is the beautiful woman back then?
However, with her current state, Chen Ming naturally couldn't hear her heart.
He just put his cheek to Xu Min's cold ear and whispered, "Amin, don't leave me, don't leave me...... I'm only one of you......"
For half a day, he was like a fool, and kept whispering these words in her ear, his lips were chapped and his expression was pale. So much so that the doctor on the ward rounds asked the nurse several times to come and see, lest something happened to him.
She was the only one left in the room, and time passed by the minute. At this time, his mood finally seemed to stabilize, and he calmly refused the people who had been waiting at the door for a long time, and carefully opened the box under the bed, where Xu Min's usual makeup was contained, as well as her most beautiful dress.
Feeling the man's unfamiliar method, smearing on his face, Xu Min couldn't help but laugh secretly: - I didn't expect that he actually had this thought! But when he was alive, he was still stupid, and he had never seen this method to please her, but he didn't know that after death, he could enjoy it...... Thinking about it, Xu Min couldn't help but have a sour nose.
And Chen Ming, who was putting on her makeup, had hot eyes at the moment, and a teardrop the size of a bean finally couldn't help but fall down, snapped, and smashed on the side of her mouth, drowning her lipstick.
He had already changed her clothes and painted her makeup. In the end, Chen Ming couldn't help but murmur in a low voice: "Amin, don't leave me......"
This voice, with his unspoken sorrow, also seemed to exhaust the strength of his life.
At this moment, Xu Min found that he was able to get out of that body.
Over the years, she has always thought that it was because of her special situation, or because she had too deep attachment to Chen Ming, that she would become such an existence and accompany him in an alternative way.
However, now listening to He Qing's meaning, it was Chen Ming who left her behind.
This, this is simply ......
I only heard He Qing continue in a low voice: "The two of you are actually nothing special, but the relationship is too deep, and before you die, Chen Ming's obsession has already been formed." In any case, he doesn't want you to leave his side. And at the moment when you finally die, his thoughts may be at their peak. ”
"No one can predict how much potential a person has, and when his will is so tenacious, even I can't imagine what will happen. His feelings are sincere and warm, and he is so eager for you to stay in this yang world to accompany him......"
- So, you can only stay with him in this way.
Combined with what He Qing said, Xu Min carefully recalled the bits and pieces of the two in the past few years, and couldn't help but trust her words more and more.
At first, she didn't have a body at all, she just stupidly followed Chen Ming's side. If you think about it, when you return home from the hospital at that time, it seems that you can also see the sun.
However, she had no body, she couldn't speak to Chen Ming, and he couldn't feel his presence. Until one night, Chen Ming suddenly cried after getting drunk: "Amin, are you not by my side? Are you by my side? You let me take a look at you! Let me take a look...... It's good at a glance......"
When his words fell, Xu Min found that he had the ability to condense for a short time. However, it was really short-lived, only for a short time.
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And Chen Ming's face turned pale at the moment: "Then, wouldn't I have delayed Amin for many years? If I had thought a little better at that time, wouldn't her situation be much better? I don't have to work so hard to accumulate vitality, and I don't have to appear for only a short time every day, right?"
He looked at He Qing and then at Xu Min, his eyes full of deep apology and guilt.
"Yes. ”
He Qing nodded without hesitation.
"However, I haven't said all this before, all of Xu Min's situations are based on the thoughts born in your heart. In that way, Xu Min can naturally appear according to your ideas. But now, I have made this matter clear to you, and if I think about it at this moment, it is a bit deliberate, and I am afraid it will not have any effect. ”
"You must know that the deepest obsessions occur naturally from the bottom of your heart, and you deliberately think with a purpose, which is just a means, not an emotion. ”
However, if they don't break it, I'm afraid they will never find a way, it's a dead knot.
Seeing that Chen Ming's face turned into a thick disappointment, He Qing said to Xu Min: "According to this statement, you can actually see the sun, you don't need yin qi, it's all in his thoughts." Isn't it?"
Xu Min smiled freely.
"It doesn't matter, with Amin, it doesn't matter if you bask in the sun or not. ”
Her time in the sun was just a whim. Who knew that Chen Ming went downstairs and couldn't feel her presence, and immediately knew that she was under the sun.
He really cared too much, so in a panic, Xu Min had just stretched out his hand when he heard Chen Ming shouting in the house: "Amin, don't see the sun!
At this moment, as Chen Ming's words fell, half of her arm bathed in the sun immediately melted away like ice and snow on fire.
Chen Ming just cares about it.
He vaguely remembered that in "Liao Zhai" he watched when he was a child, ghosts were not allowed to see the sun, so he shouted out. And after he finished shouting, Xu Min suddenly had such a thought in his mind...... Looking back now, in fact, she didn't like to read books by nature, and she had never read "Liao Zhai" or something, let alone any impressions......
Before that, she remembered that she had been in the sun for a short time.
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