Chapter 711: Those Twenty Years
Catherine walked over softly and hugged the weeping woman.
"Son, Xiaofan...... Mommy I'm sorry for you......"
"No, you didn't apologize to anyone. Ye Fan shook his head slightly.
Yang Bihui looked at him with teary eyes, "Do you really think so?" can you ...... Don't do that?"
Ye Fan had mixed feelings in his heart, he understood what Yang Bihui meant, but if he asked him to open his mouth and call "Mom", he couldn't call it, whether it was the memory of the previous life, or the life of this life, the word mother was too far away from him, too unfamiliar, and a little unreal.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Yang Bihui cried in disappointment: "You still refuse to forgive Mom, you have to blame me, hate me, I don't mind, I just ask for ...... I just want you to ...... well."
"Can you calm down first?" Ye Fan's heart was stabbed by her words, which aroused the deep buried memories of his childhood.
"No, you made me cry enough, it's been so many years, Mom knows that you have suffered a lot, Mom is sorry for you......"
Ye Fan sighed softly, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, looked at the deep night outside, thoughts surged, and said softly: "When I was a child in the orphanage, I saw that the children outside had parents, and I often wondered, who are my parents, why don't they want me to ......?"
"Later, when I grew up, I learned that I was a child abandoned by my parents, and I also knew that there were many such friends in the orphanage, whenever people outside made fun of us and scolded us for wild seeds, even if one person couldn't beat him, seven or eight friends would never suffer if they went together. ”
Yang Bihui listened to his memories, tears couldn't stop flowing, a motherly heart seemed to be torn into several petals by life, and her whole body trembled slightly.
"There are no parents, and there are people who are not brothers who are better than brothers, little seven, fourth, fifth, sixth, eldest brother, eldest sister...... And the grandfather who fed us. ”
Speaking of this, Ye Fan's eyes were full of tears, the scenes of his childhood flashed like movie screens, those lost faces, but they could never be seen again, even if they lived in two lives, it was difficult to give up the most sincere and dearest emotions......
"Later, the orphanage was knocked down by those jackals, I met Master Xianyun again, was taken to Maoshan Mountain, and worshiped under the head of the master, since then, I have a home again, three masters, junior sisters, junior brothers, the family together, happy, carefree, at that time I almost forgot my biological parents, occasionally remembered, but just laughed off......"
Yang Bihui was held by Catherine's arm, silently weeping, biting her lip, she was listening to her son's story, she wanted to know everything about him over the years, what he suffered, how he survived......
"It wasn't until I was in Dubai, from the Hand of God organization, that I learned that I also had my own mother, and she was still alive, and at that time, it was really ...... An indescribable taste......"
"I don't hate you, I don't hate you, and even if I did, it was the instinctive thought of an abandoned child a long, long time ago when I didn't know how to do things...... It's true. Most of the people I hate have already gone to hell, and the few who are still alive are about to go in, like Robin. To say that I have suffered a lot, hehe, for me, this is the only way to reach that highest point, I have died several times, what is the ...... of suffering"
To tell the truth, when Ye Fan knew that she was still alive, he had never resented Yang Bihui at all, and his state of mind at that time had already surpassed most secular mortals.
"The only thing I wonder is, all these years, why did you stay alone in a foreign country, if you stayed in China back then, maybe I would just be a member of the world, going to school, studying, taking exams, graduating, working, getting married...... Maybe there is a chance to be in the shadow of my grandfather's cuteness, and make a ***, *** dangdang. Now, I should thank you even more for the reincarnation of cause and effect, which has allowed me to achieve what I am today......"
"You, you really don't hate your mother?" Yang Bihui asked in a trembling voice, "Are you willing to forgive me?"
"Hmm...... If there is no resentment, how can we forgive or not? It is already a great blessing to be able to see and recognize each other. Ye Fan looked back at his mother and showed a smile: "But...... Please give me a little time, just a little bit. ”
"I understand, I understand......" Yang Bihui smiled and cried, nodding incessantly, "Son, mom understands, don't rush you...... Mom won't leave you in the future......"
"Are you willing to return to China?"
"No...... No......" Yang Bihui shook his head resolutely, "I can't go back, I can go anywhere, I just can't go back to Huaxia." ”
"Do you have a hard time?"
Yang Bihui took the handkerchief handed by Catherine and wiped her tears, nodded slightly, and was silent for a while before she spoke softly: "Back then, I dated your father and hid the two families, the Ye family and the Yang family have always been competitors in China, the Ye family has a high prestige in the army, and the three generations of the Yang family have been in the capital, at that time, your grandfather and grandfather were competing for the next mayor of the capital. Whoever wins will have the opportunity to be transferred to the Central Committee in four years and enter the inner circle of power......
Later, we made a private decision for life, but in that era, having children out of wedlock was not tolerated by the world, not to mention that the Ye and Yang families were already intolerable...... After your father went to the battlefield, I didn't dare to go back to see your grandparents, so I hid in the sea of stars alone. Later, your grandfather won, on the day of your full moon, your grandfather heard the bad news, his two sons died on the front line of Laoshan, overnight, your grandfather turned white, and a few days later asked the organization to retire, I later learned that because of this incident, your grandmother and her old family could not bear the pain of losing their son, and died soon after......
"I didn't dare to see any of them, I thought of revenge, for your father and uncle! The Vietnam War was provoked by the Americans, so I made up my mind to go to the United States! I wanted to take you with me, but those people wouldn't let the baby on board, and no matter how much I pleaded, it was to no avail, and they took you away from me and threw you at the door of that orphanage......
At this point, all three people in the room were already in tears, and even Catherine couldn't hold back her sadness and kept wiping away her tears.
"When I arrived in the United States, I went incognito, trying to find a way to get revenge, making a living, getting acquainted with the country, searching for everything that was valuable to me, and for five years, I had basically no clue. Suddenly, one day, I saw a newspaper looking for a home care worker with a good salary, so I went to apply. Unexpectedly, the employer turned out to be Mr. Bain-Fox, the president of the Fox Group at the time, Mr. Bain was old, sick for many years, and had a very short temper, and several caregivers could not tolerate his bad temper, so I gritted my teeth and worked for three years for that good salary, until Mr. Bane died of illness. Perhaps it was these three years of care that moved him, and Mr. Bain's will gave me more than half of the shares in his company. But he still had children, and they never showed up when Mr. Bain was alive, and when they died, they thought of fighting for the inheritance, and they did everything they could to obstruct and intimidate me, but fortunately, thanks to Martin, he showed up and helped me win the case, and two years later, I took complete control of the Fox Group. I didn't know he was Robin's guy at the time, and now that I think about it, I'm really stupid......"
Yang Bihui's status in the United States is largely just an accident, if it is not a coincidence, she may still be drowned in the bottom of the tens of millions of immigrants, let alone revenge, it is not easy to survive.
"It took another three years for me to find out that the orphanage had been destroyed, and I don't know if you were still alive, but no matter what, I wanted to take revenge, for myself, for my relatives, to expose their hypocrisy! I tore through their hypocrisy masks! I kept collecting all the information, useful and useless, all in Zurich, the capital of Switzerland, hidden in bank vaults. I have more and more evidence in my hands, but I also know that I am getting farther and farther away from my homeland. Your grandfather, after serving as the mayor of the capital 20 years ago, gradually entered the highest center of power in China, and finally was elected as the No. 1 chief three years ago. I can't go back, I can't in the past, I can't now, I can't affect his prestige, I can't let people use me as a talking point, and I don't have the face to see your grandfather's family......"