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He knew that he was out of control, but he was powerless to stop it, and after the nameless fire was barely suppressed, it swept in again, burning all his sanity.

"If it's an Oscar event, then I can tell you I'm not going to attend. ”

Before he could react rationally, the words came out impulsively, and even Lan Li himself didn't understand how this sentence came about, why did he suddenly mention the Oscars, and why did he suddenly not plan to attend?

"What?" Andy was a little confused, this sudden situation really caught him off guard, Rao is experienced in a hundred battles, and his stunned voice still blurted out. But the gaffe was only for a moment, Andy took a deep breath and calmed himself down again, and then spoke again, calmly asking, "Lan Li, what happened? Why did you suddenly decide not to attend?"

"Whew. The corners of Lan Li's mouth lightly overflowed with a mocking sneer, slowly opened his eyes, glanced at Andy, and a trace of gloomy sneer and disdain flashed in his eyes, "I thought you came to Seattle because of my good health." Why, now that I hear that I won't be attending the Oscars, I'm panicking?"

Facing Lan Li's full firepower, although the corners of Andy's mouth still had a shallow arc, there was no smile in his eyes, "Lan Li, I think, you need to rest for a while, and after you have recovered your strength, we will talk slowly." ”

Andy realizes that Lan Li is now in a state of wind, like a volcano erupting, and whoever bumps into it is unlucky. He didn't understand what was going on, he had known Lan Li for so long, and he had never seen Lan Li so out of shape.

Compared with the anger, the calm and wise temperament of Lan Li in the past has now disappeared, and it seems to have become easier to get close to, but it also seems to have become more ordinary and simple, which is the most unfamiliar part.

"Now you're willing to let me rest again?" Lan Li sat up instead, glaring at Andy, those dark brown eyes were not covered, all emotions were clear at a glance, but it was just a mess, like a ball of yarn that couldn't see the thread, "Do I want me to rest, or do I want me to participate in the Oscars?"

Lan Li's aggressiveness, Andy's refusal to respond positively, not because he couldn't refute, but because he understood that any rebuttal would only exacerbate the situation. Lan Li clearly wanted to quarrel, and he was taking the initiative to provoke a war. Such a blue gift is really incomprehensible.

"I don't see the point of being at the Oscars. Andy didn't respond, but Lan Li had no intention of giving up, and the anger flowing in his chest was pouring out like a flame, burning all reason, all control, and all inhibitions. "I'm like a monkey in a circus, showing it in front of everyone, and then everyone comes to watch, have fun, and tease!"

"We all know that Best Actor is Colin Firth and Best Actress is Natalie Portman. This is already a foregone conclusion, and all the other nominees are just running along. We arrived at the scene and spoke words of blessing against our will. Jesus—hell—Christ, I don't want to bless them at all, okay? Every nominee, they want to win a prize. Those words that say they don't want to win awards are just hypocritical nonsense!"

Lan Li's face flushed abnormally, and her whole face suddenly became rosy, but the fresh color set off the paleness of her lips and the depression of her eyes.

Andy didn't want to respond, but he still couldn't help it, "If you want to win the award in the future, then you have to attend!" He also noticed the abnormality of Lan Li's face, which looked really abnormal, he couldn't help but give Nathan a look, and motioned for Nathan to call the doctor, but Nathan was stunned in place, and didn't react for a while, and Andy's peace couldn't help but be disturbed.

"No, I don't want to. Lan Li waved his hand nonchalantly, shook his head, and then leaned back heavily and sank into the cushions of the sofa, "I don't see the point of it." ”

"The point of it is that you can get your own recognition, and then you can build your career as an actor according to your own ideas. Andy barely held back his anxiety and persuaded the camp step by step, "In this world, there are countless rules. We can't be bound by rules, and only by breaking the rules can we have freedom. But before we can break it, we have to adapt to the rules, learn to use the rules, and then break it. Those who rebel against the rules are often martyrs. ”

"Those ordinary people who do nothing in society, those who lose their edges and corners and lose their individuality, those who succumb to life without achieving anything. That's what they told themselves. "Lan Li can be said to be full of firepower, mockery, contempt, ridicule, banter, contempt, all eighteen kinds of martial arts are on the battlefield.

Then, Lan Li paused for a moment, looked at Andy seriously, and emphasized again, "No, I won't be there. ”

Originally, it was just a thought, a thought that came out of nowhere, but now the thought is growing little by little, and then it takes over the whole of his head uncontrollably: he doesn't want to attend the Oscars.

In the face of cancer, he can't see the meaning of Oscar, compared with life and death, compared with the meaning of life, a little golden man is just a drop in the ocean. He should pursue greater ideals, truly find his own meaning on the road of life, and put aside the luxury and desire/desire of Vanity Fair.

In front of the performance, he doesn't see the meaning of the Oscars, which are just awards voted for by a certain group of people, a certain race, a certain gender, a certain group of people, just like the presidential election, which is a game, a game in the hands of a few, for example, the Weinstein brothers.

He's an actor, not a star. He didn't want to give up his persistence for the sake of a show.

"I'm filming and the crew can't stop just because I'm alone. Lan Li's train of thought suddenly began to become clear, and in the midst of the chaos, the only faith unswervingly guided him to sprint forward.

'We're in a good place right now, and once it's interrupted, no one knows what's going to happen. Next, I was going to shoot the scene where I shaved my hair, and the whole crew was looking forward to it, and we were all ready. So, I'm not going to the Oscars, I'm not going to go to Los Angeles for a circus show. ”

Lan Li's words were so firm, with a rough and brutal sharpness, and he rushed over unstoppably, which made Andy couldn't help but be stunned in place, he could open his mouth to refute, but seeing the look in Lan Li's eyes, his words were stuck in his throat.

This is the first time Andy has seen Lan Li's soul so clearly.

Hot and crazy, pure and sincere, bright and clear, the madness that is desperate for the sake of performance, the concentration that cannot extricate oneself from being immersed in the performance, the firmness that blooms with a thousand rays of light because of the performance, is presented without any concealment, making people unable to take their eyes off it, and also making the language lose its color.

But this light only burst out for a moment, and then Lan Li covered her mouth, ran to the bathroom in a panic, shook the door panel fiercely, and closed it slamming shut, and the whole door panel was moaning in pain.

Andy didn't know why, and looked at Nathan anxiously, but Nathan was also at a loss - before today, Lan Li had never had such symptoms, and the afternoon episode was only known to Will and Seth.

The two of them ran towards the bathroom in a panic, and before they could knock on the door, there was a violent vomiting sound inside, turning over the river and the sea, even through the door panel, they could clearly feel the torment of exhaustion, and the tearing pain burst to the extreme in the weak voice, hot, but cold.

It turns out that the pain is so real and concrete.

Even Andy was a little unbearable, and avoided his eyes in embarrassment, unable to bear to continue listening, let alone Nathan. Andy knows that Lan Li's situation is very bad, visible to the naked eye, but the real situation is still far beyond imagination, a thin door panel, as if isolating two worlds, the end of that side, is hell.

Quickly turning to leave, Andy took out his mobile phone, immediately dialed the phone number, and through a series of connections, contacted the local private doctor in Seattle, and asked him to come to the door immediately.

When all this was done, Andy went back to the bathroom door, but it was quiet inside, and there was no sound at all. He raised his head and looked at Nathan, but he only saw an anxious face and two blank eyes - he was also in a hurry, and actually forgot that Nathan was locked out of the door like him, and naturally he couldn't know what was going on inside.

Taking a deep breath, Andy forced himself to calm down.

Today's Lan Li, the performance is too abnormal, to be more precise, the Lan Li in the past two weeks is not normal. Because of his busyness, Andy only contacted Nathan every day, and did not notice Lan Li's situation every day, so today's contrast is especially obvious, as if there was a sharp turn of 180 degrees.

Andy had a bad feeling in his heart.

The door to the bathroom was opened, and then Andy saw Lan Li in front of him, the wet short hair could be seen, he had just cleaned and groomed it briefly, so he couldn't feel the embarrassment of vomiting, but the pale cheeks with the blood color completely subsided again, and the weakness and exhaustion between the eyebrows, hinted that things were not so simple.

Andy suddenly regretted it, if he hadn't introduced the work "Fighting Cancer" to Lan Li, wouldn't Lan Li have fallen into such a predicament?