0111 Sad past

Su Yun was carrying a packed lunch box in his hand, and when he saw Zheng Ren looking at the book, he said with a smile: "You are really a natural hospitalist." ”

"There's nothing to do to go back, and it's good to wait for emergency rescue and surgery in the hospital. Zheng Ren got up and took the lunch box and walked to the duty room.

"What's the meaning of your life?" Su Yun obviously wanted to transform into mocking mode.

"Surgery, earning money, raising a family, making ends meet. Is there any other meaning in life?"

"It's pure. ”

"A must. ”

When he came to the duty room, Zheng Ren opened the lunch box that was still warm and saw that it was a box of white rice and a box of fried meat with chili peppers.

"The chili fried meat in Dengfulou is said to be a family craft, and it is good to eat. Su Yun sat down on the other side of the table and introduced Zheng Ren.

If he was a waiter, he would be the worst waiter, with no enthusiasm at all and a very poor experience.

Zheng Ren took a bite, and it was okay.

Anyway, it's not unpalatable, and he doesn't have high requirements for eating, as long as he can fill his stomach.

Seeing Zheng Ren eating like a cow chewing a peony, full of grooves, Su Yun felt uncomfortable all over his body, and he didn't vomit or feel unhappy.

"What about you?" Unexpectedly, before Su Yun was about to spit out a few mouthfuls of the old groove, Zheng Ren asked thoughtlessly.

"What am I?"

"Why did you leave Concord?" asked Zheng Ren.

The duty room was silent, only Zheng Ren's voice eating was tinged with a hint of liveliness.

"I guess there's a story. Soon, Zheng Ren finished eating, wiped his mouth with a tissue, and asked while cleaning up the table: "I heard that you have been admitted to Xiehe's doctor without examination back then, why don't you study?"

"Does it have anything to do with you?" Su Yun looked up, his eyes sharp, through the black hair on his forehead, as if he wanted to pierce Zheng Ren.

"You are my assistant, I think you have a heart disease, if you don't solve it, I'm afraid you will commit a crime of passion. ”

Obviously, Zheng Ren's joke was very embarrassing, and Su Yun responded with a disdainful gaze.

Zheng Ren didn't seem to get any answers, just idle and asked. Or shut up this sissy and don't always complain about yourself.

Seeing that Su Yun was silent, he cleaned up the table and began to spread the futon and wash.

Everything was packed up, and Su Yun was still silent.

"Slept. Zheng Ren spoke, and seeing that Su Yun didn't react, he went to turn off the lights.

In the dark, after a long time, Su Yun sighed softly.

The sigh was full of helplessness and sadness.

What a literary youth, Zheng Ren heard Su Yun's sigh in a daze, and thought to himself.

"That year, I encountered an incident. Su Yun's voice was cold and ethereal. Not there, but everywhere.

Zheng Ren suddenly woke up from his dream and was startled.

"A patient, come to Xiehe for examination. There is a lot of indifference in the house, and this is rarely seen. ”

Xiehe is one of the few large hospitals in the country, and patients from other places generally go to Xiehe for treatment, so Su Yun said that this situation is rare.

It is not surprising that Zheng Ren has seen a lot of indifferent patients' family members.

"The time for the operation has been set, but no one has signed before the operation. Su Yun seemed to be looking for the memory that he wanted to forget, but could not let go of.

"That day, I found out that the family was a bit sneaky. Sometimes it's not a good thing to be observant, and like you, you certainly won't have as many things as you will follow. ”

"......" Zheng Ren was speechless, he didn't expect Su Yun, who was in the stage of memory and contemplation, to complain about himself, it seems that in his heart, he really has nothing to do except surgery.

"I found out that my family had added something to the intravenous medicine, so I immediately went to my teacher. The teacher rushed over, sealed the medicine, and found evidence. But none of that mattered, and while resuscitating the patient, someone in the family smashed a chair on the teacher's head. ”

"I was already confused, I didn't expect that there was really everyone in this world. ”

The blood flowing from the teacher's head was so dazzling that the smell of blood seemed to fill the entire ward. It is no longer a place to save people, and the ward has become a hell of Shura. ”

Silence, deathly silence.

Su Yun struggled like a ghost crawling out of hell, roaring silently, full of resentment, unwillingness, and helplessness. Countless negative emotions came to the face, and the temperature in the duty room dropped by a few degrees.

After a long time, Zheng Ren asked, "What happened later?"

"The rescue, success, the patient was automatically discharged. However, the teacher was unable to perform surgery because of the sequelae left by the cerebral hemorrhage. ”

"Beaters ......"

"That doesn't make sense. Su Yun said indifferently, Zheng Ren seemed to be able to see the black hair on his forehead, and see the sneer on the corner of his mouth.

"Saved countless people, and finally ended up being so crippled. Another long sigh, "The world is not worth it." ”

"So you're back?" asked Zheng Ren.

"Hmm. Su Yun said: "I don't want to do surgery anymore, I don't want to do anything." If it weren't for your presence, I'd be ready to quit my job and open a pet hospital. ”

"Then I'm sorry for you. Zheng Ren also wanted to turn on the taunt mode to make the atmosphere in the duty room a little lighter.

"It doesn't matter. Su Yun accepted Zheng Ren's "apology", "I'm very curious, how can you do so well at your age." The strangest thing is, who did you learn about interventional surgery?"

"Talent. ”

"Snort~~~" Su Yun disdainfully, "I don't believe that someone's talent is better than mine, you are just a hard-working person who has studied countless days of surgery somewhere, and finally accumulated a lot of money, what about ghosts?"

Zheng Ren was a little surprised, although Su Yun didn't know the truth, although he was very narcissistic, but he almost guessed the truth of the matter.

His own surgery was indeed honed by countless geniuses in the system, and he was right.

"I'm not so noble. As soon as I think of this thought, the back of the teacher's unusable half of his body will appear in my mind. Su Yun smiled, "Sleep, tonight I guess I can dream of the teacher, dream of the Shura hell that day, it's so good, I can have nightmares again." ”

This child's three views...... Zheng Ren was speechless, what kind of stimulation had to be made before he could say such a thing.

The fog cleared, I woke up from my dream, and the last time I saw the truth, it was the silence after a thousand sails. Zheng Ren suddenly had such a passage floating in his mind, he couldn't remember where he saw it, and he couldn't remember who said it.

True, false, Zheng Ren doesn't think about life, it's better to be confused.

After Su Yun stopped talking, the temperature in the duty room gradually rose, and Zheng Ren fell asleep in a daze.

Sleeping until you wake up naturally is a rare day in the emergency department, and it takes a lot of luck to meet three or five times a year.

After sleeping until he woke up naturally, Zheng Ren got up and saw Su Yun sitting on the bed, leaning against the wall, looking at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window in a daze.

This kid can't be stupid.

"You ......" As soon as Zheng Ren spoke, Su Yun woke up from his daze, smiled evilly, and said, "I'll urge the CT enhancement film and try to get things done today." ”