Chapter 1321 - Born to be a human being, I'm sorry
Outside the hospital's operating room, Liu Mang was silent.
Yang Lihua received a kick in the stomach, and this kick finally crushed her already paper-fragile Zigong.
She was bleeding profusely, bleeding profusely, and her snow-white pants were stained red.
By the time she was taken to the hospital, she had gone into shock due to excessive blood loss, and now her parents and Liu Mang were waiting outside the operating room.
Ignoring the hospital's non-smoking rules, Yang's father smoked cigarette after cigarette in the hallway, and the cigarette butts were already covered with the marble floor under his feet.
Suddenly, the light in the operating room turned green, and the doctor came out of the operating room and saw Yang's father who was smoking, frowning slightly: "Please don't smoke in the hospital." ”
"Yes, I'm sorry, how is my daughter?" said Yang's father with a crying voice.
The doctor took off her mask, showing a tired face, she shook her head and said, "Zi Gong has cut off the ......."
As soon as these words came out, Yang's parents and Liu Mang were stunned at the same time, as if they were poured into the heavenly spirit cover by a thunderbolt from the clear sky, Liu Mang stepped forward and said, "Doctor, what about her? How is she now?"
"She's awake now, but I hope you don't try to stimulate her, she's weak now. The doctor said.
Yang's parents were about to go in immediately, but Yang Lihua murmured from inside: "Armang...... Armand ......"
Liu Mang squeezed through the crowd and immediately came to Yang Lihua's bedside, Yang Lihua was on a ventilator, and she also had an instrument on her fingers that she didn't know anything, she used her hand full of needles, grabbed Liu Mang's hand and said, "Armang...... We...... What about our children?"
Liu Mang's heart shrank violently, he gritted his teeth, and couldn't speak for a while.
Yang Lihua smiled, tears slid down the corners of her eyes, she looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and she said, "This is also good...... You see, our daughter is in heaven, and she has grown a pair of little wings, and she has become a little angel. ”
"Why do you think it's your daughter?" Liu Mang was already in tears.
Yang Lihua's eyes were infinitely gentle: "Because I dreamed of her yesterday, she said to me: 'Mom, you tell Dad...... I couldn't come, and God said he couldn't bear me, so let me stay with him again...... Mom, I love you...... I love my dad too......'"
"Woo......" Liu Mang has already cried like a fool, covering his mouth, tears keep falling.
Yang Lihua stopped crying, she suddenly remembered something, she said outside: "Mom, Dad, I want to eat wontons......"
"Okay, let's go buy you ......," Yang's parents said.
At this time, Father Yang blamed himself, and everyone present knew that a woman had no son and palace, and for this woman, it was a more cruel thing than killing her.
Yang Lihua took out a piece of paper from the side, her hands trembled, and she held the pen: "I want to drink some water...... Can you give me any of them?"
"The doctor said, you just had surgery, you can't ......"
"Then put a little bit of ......giggle on my lips" Yang Lihua smiled softly, that smile was very pure, like the purest and flawless angel in the world.
"That, okay then......" Liu Mang said, still leaving the ward.
Yang Lihua looked at Liu Mang tenderly, she smiled slightly: "My man, so handsome......"
After a while, she put the bill on the table, she took a deep breath, suddenly pulled out the needle in her hand, and immediately sat up.
But she was not fully awake from the anesthetic, staggering, like a drunken person, she staggered towards the window step by step, she looked into the distance, and found that the floor where she was now was very high, looking into the sky, the blue sky and white clouds in the sky were intoxicating.
The high-level didn't make her feel a trace of fear of heights, she only felt that she wanted to turn into a little bird at this moment and spread her wings and fly......
She closed her eyes and smiled intoxicatingly......
The parents of the Yang family, who came back from buying wontons outside, had a solemn face and a lot of food in their hands.
Syllable......
At this moment, the roof of a sedan in the distance suddenly recessed, followed by the screams of a woman.
"Oh no, someone jumped off the building......"
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A day later, Liu Mang sat by the river, he looked at a piece of letterhead, the words on it were crooked, and every word seemed to be written by Yang Lihua with all her might.
"Armand, I can meet you, maybe it is the best gift from God to me in this humble life. ”
"It's ironic to say, I'm not a believer in God, because in my eyes, God is already dead, and I have been ...... since the moment I fell into the devil's cave."
"Once upon a time, I also wished I had a good life, a good love, but it seemed that the splendid dream did not belong to me, and my vision was gray, sad and sleepy. ”
"Didn't you say last time and ask me what medicine I have been taking, I dare not tell you, I have had depression for many years, and since I came to Lao Cai, I have slowly improved...... Because of you, my life is full of color again. ”
"Me...... I hate myself, I hate my filthy body, I hate my life, I hate everything about myself, and sometimes I want to tear myself apart at once, crumple it up, throw it into the fire and turn it into ashes. ”
"What a sacred word, our children...... Her rebirth is an extension of my life...... In fact, with you, I suffer from cold words every day, my heart is like a knife, and I have had suicidal thoughts seven times...... You're young, you can find a better one, and I'm just a corrupt walking corpse......"
"If my life is compared to a burden, then the child may be the last straw that crushes me...... You're so good to me, but I can't give you anything......"
"Every inch of my body has the past of other men's tooth marks, I am not clean, but you are clean like a newborn lamb, without rendering the slightest filth and ......filth in the world."
"I polluted you, but you still love me, I thought you were just playing, I thought it was a lie, you just loved me for a while, but I would rather be buried in this lie, intoxicated in that moment of peace. ”
"When I knew it wasn't a lie, when I knew you were serious, when I knew you really wanted to marry me, I panicked...... I'm scared...... Because my past is a haze that I will never get rid of......"
"I don't ask for your forgiveness, because I'm sorry for you, and I'm coming...... Caused you a lot of damage......"
"I ......"
"Born human, I'm sorry......"