Lynn's dreams. r?a? ?nw?en?ｗ?ｗ?ｗ?．?ｒ?ａ?ｎ?ｗ?ｅ?ｎa`ｃ?ｏ?ｍ?

At night, look at the stars.

Campfires can obstruct the view, and a little further away from the campfire will keep the starlight from being obscured by the firelight.

Perhaps because it's uncommon, the starry sky is always shocking like never before.

Under the stars, there will always be a lot of problems, and no one can think about nothing.

Some people see the starry sky, think of the vastness of the universe, think of their own insignificance, and remember that what they care about is like dust.

Some people feel that they are huge, that the whole world is in front of their eyes, and that everything is presented here. There is no one else, no outside world, what is in front of you is everything.

Whatever it is, the starry sky always transports people to another state. Stop thinking about the so-called life, stop thinking about other things, just look up at the stars, think about things that you have never thought about, or have thought about but don't want to continue thinking.

Who am I, that's really a really good question. Of course, this is also a problem that can easily destroy people.

Linlin lost her memory, and Linlin herself had no idea that she had lost her memory.

There was no noise, no joy, no sorrow, it seemed that under the starry sky, Linlin suddenly didn't understand why she was sitting here.

Actually, it shouldn't have been known in the first place.

The so-called knowing what you do is itself a distortion in your mind, and it is analyzing everything with the narrow cognition in your mind.

Settling for what they don't know is very difficult for many people.

It's like, always want to know, always want to control.

And there is no way, let things unfold on their own.

The twist in the mind, and the whipping of fear, simply does not allow this state to arise.

The reason why everyone is so tired is because they are thinking with their brains, and because they are constantly working with a tool that is impossible to come up with.

To hand yourself over is not to take control of your own life, but to hand over and give up control of your life.

Linlin lay on the mat, and the whole night sky became like a bowl, and the arc was obviously buckled there.

You don't need to control your own life, you don't need to understand the so-called methods of success or how to behave with people, those are all made up. And behind these fabrications, there is fear.

Why can't you give yourself up?

Why do you always want to think for yourself and take control of your life?

The point is, it can't be done at all.

I can't control my life, but I try to control my life, and then complain that life is tiring or something, isn't that?

Linlin knew that these teachings were in her head, but knowing and doing were two different things.

It's not about letting go, it's not about becoming a better version of yourself, it's about not having yourself at all.

The so-called role attribute is just another word for the word "self". No matter how you describe and define yourself, those things are character attributes, and you need something to carry them.

So, what is that bearer?

Linlin suddenly felt a panic, as if she was about to be devoured, as if she would disappear immediately.

Instinctively, Linlin wanted to escape and wanted to grab the lifeline.

In an instant, Linlin was out of that terrifying state.

The starry sky is still the same starry sky, and the bonfire is still burning.

It's just that Linlin is no longer interested in these things, as if these things can't make waves anymore.

The shock caused by the starry sky before is now gone, and the starry sky seems to have become very unfamiliar, and I can't even remember why I felt the starry sky was shocking before.

Knife Boy: "What's the matter?

Linlin shook her head and didn't speak.

I don't want to talk and I don't know what to say.

For a while, the so-called simple communication also became distant and a little strange.

This state is easily contagious, and the knife boy doesn't know what to say, just hands the kettle.

Linlin sat up, took the kettle, and took two sips.

"This taste?"

Knife Boy: "It's different from the usual water, right?" I didn't believe it before, saying that the water from the creek tastes different from the water from the snow-capped mountains, the water from the well, etc. But after actually tasting it, the difference is so obvious. Especially when we drink the same water for a long time and then suddenly drink another kind of water. ”

"Feeling, how to describe it, it feels like the water is a little heavy. ”

Knife boy: "There is other water in the carriage, I'll get it for you." ”

"No, it's good. ”

Linlin covered the kettle, tilted her head, and leaned on the knife boy's shoulder.

It seems that this shoulder is not bad.

It seems that you should lean on this shoulder.

Linlin knows what it means for a girl to make such an intimate behavior.

But what's not to do?

Before thinking back, the two were still holding hands.

Hee-hee, that time, it was the bad guys who made up some kind of ambush circle or something.

These seemed to be quite good, but Linlin just smiled faintly.

As if, these wonderful things are just embellishments, and they don't need to be cherished or grasped.

When it comes to cherishing, everyone will hate the kind of people who don't know how to cherish, and even secretly curse those who don't know how to cherish to be punished, and then make fun of them loudly or teach others to know how to cherish.

What a glaring fear of lashing.

I'm good myself, and other people and things are just embellishments, and they don't affect anything. Whether there is or not, it's not too big a deal. Naturally, there is no need to cherish, and there is no need to use the word cherishing to cover up your fears.

Linlin didn't want to continue analyzing anything, just leaned on the shoulder of the knife boy.

And the knife boy didn't dare to move because of the first time. I am afraid that if I move, it will affect Linlin.

But this kind of forced immobility will be more painful, and after a while, the muscles will be a little sore.

If both of them are natural, this kind of reliance can be done for a long time without feeling tired.

Linlin: "Why are you tensing your muscles?"

Knife boy: "I'm afraid it will affect your rest." ”

Linlin: "Relax, if you do this, your shoulders will become very awkward and uncomfortable." ”

Knife Boy took a deep breath and relaxed, and it was obvious that his entire shoulder had dropped a height.

Linlin: "It's much more comfortable. ”

Daozi smiled, he was so relaxed and much more comfortable.

Not long after,

Linlin fell asleep.

Daozi tilted his head slightly, looked at the sleeping Linlin, and felt that the whole thing seemed to be happening well.

Although the two of them are far away from the city, although it is not good that the wolf demon occupies the small temple, it seems that it is because of this that the two can look at the stars together.

Daozi doesn't need to go home in a hurry, and he doesn't need to go to the yamen on an errand.

If you think about it, this is the first time.

I don't know, what will happen to Linlin if she recovers her memory?

Knife boy involuntarily began to think about the future, and began to worry about those bad things happening.

If Linlin regains her memory, she may not want to be with her at all.

Or, the fox fairy or something, in fact, is not so kind.

Even, the two may have died on the way.

Hey, it's all predestined.

Since they have all come here, what is wrong with accompanying Linlin to find the fox fairy and the country of her daughter. As for what happens, just wait for it to happen.

Knife boy found that he had nothing to regret.

If because of his selfishness, he didn't let Linlin have a complete memory, and Daozi found that he couldn't make this choice.

Since he will definitely choose to help Linlin get back his memory, then he can only watch what is going to happen.