Although Nangong Qingyin had already heard what his grandfather said. Ye Huang had a very hard time before, but she didn't expect it to be so miserable.

Thinking that Ye Huang was holding another old man when he was a child, and the two of them walked in the streets and alleys in tattered clothes in order to survive from north to south, Nangong Qingyin felt a burst of pain in his heart.

"And then?"

Sobbing and wiping away her tears, Nangong Qingyin continued to ask with a crying voice.

"Later, after the death of the beggar grandfather, I was found by the old man on the side of the road and approached the orphanage, and after a few years the old man asked me if I wanted to be a killer, and I agreed, and then I was sent to the killer training camp, trained for three years, and then became a killer. ”

"Three years of training, three years of darkness, every day in fear because you don't know how you can see the sunshine of tomorrow. Everyone in the bootcamp is your enemy, with no friends and no partners. ”

"Everybody is numb to one thing. ”

"What?" Nangong Qingyin asked curiously.

"Kill!"

Ye Huang said lightly with a wry smile on his face.

Hearing Emperor Ye's words, Nangong Qingyin's face immediately changed greatly, and a pair of big eyes looked at Emperor Ye in front of him with a touch of horror.

She was not afraid that Ye Huang would kill someone, but that she was afraid of how her lover survived that kind of life?

Seeing that Nangong Qingyin beside him had a touch of whiteness on his face, Ye Huang squeezed out a smile on his face, and said with a touch of sadness in his eyes.

"Killing people is not too much, it is very easy to say, but in fact, it is the most test of a person's heart and perseverance. ”

"The first time you kill someone, you don't dare to sleep for two days and two nights, because as soon as you close your eyes, you will see the eyes of the person you killed staring at you, which makes your whole person have a chilling feeling. ”

"Because you're always afraid, afraid that one day you'll be killed like them. ”

"Live in fear like this, kill the second person, kill the third person, and then kill yourself until you are numb, when you adapt to this kind of life, everything becomes normal, as if living an ordinary life. ”

"But those demon instructors won't let you have such a good time, when you just get used to this rhythm, you have to kill again, and this time the people you want to kill are the people around you, your own bunks, left and right bunks, your best friends, the closest people. ”

"The killer is cold and ruthless, just imagine that even the people closest to him can shoot mercilessly, what do you think the killer can fear?"

After saying this, Ye Huang's eyes darkened, although a long time has passed, everything that happened at that time is still vivid.

The only thing that made Ye Huang happy may be that he didn't have a friend in the killer training camp, so he didn't have the slightest sense of guilt when he started, which is why he was finally chosen by the old man to become a disciple.

To become the king of killers, the first thing to learn is to be ruthless, at that time, there was no concern, and Ye Huang, who was already full of boredom and indifference to life, did it.

Looking back, he didn't know if he should be glad that he was a helpless orphan.

"Everyone has a devil in their hearts, when you release the devil in your heart, you have nothing to fear, and the killer is precisely the most perfect group to release the devil, so under normal circumstances, the killer is ruthless and can attack the target without hesitation, whether he is an adult or a child, an old man or a baby. ”

"Because of the perfect release of the devil, the random killer is not afraid of moral condemnation, let alone believes in ghosts and gods to ask for his life. ”

"Isn't it unbelievable? But these are facts, I've experienced them, so I can be indifferent to a lot of things. ”

Glancing at Nangong Qingyin, who was already stunned, Emperor Ye took a long breath and said.

"Grandpa told me that you used to have a hard time, but I didn't expect you to go through so much. With a sob, Nangong Qingyin continued.

"Is it because of my sister that you changed your indifferent attitude?"

Nangong Qingyin knew that if it was according to what Emperor Ye said, he would not be what he is now, maybe it was the appearance of his sister that made Emperor Ye regain his warmth and begin to change his personality.

"Almost, I met your sister in the city of Yucheng, and this is also for what I will return here after your sister dies. ”

"My sister is also in Yucheng, what do they know about Grandpa?"

Hearing Emperor Ye's words, Nangong Qingyin's face changed slightly and asked in exclamation.

"Then I don't know, there are some things you may not be able to find under your nose, maybe this is fate. ”

"After I got to know your sister, I often came to Yucheng to see her, and she promised me to leave Yucheng with me, but I didn't expect my decision to hurt her in the end. ”

"After I brought your sister to Paris, the two of us lived together, and that was probably the happiest time for me and her, and after a while your sister became pregnant. Because I was afraid that your sister would worry, I decided to retire and stop being a killer, but she didn't wait in the end. ”

"During a conflict, your sister was swept up in it, and by the time I returned, your sister was dying. ”

When he said this, Ye Huang's eyes were already full of tears, tears flickered, and his fists were clenched tightly.

"I can't blame you, I just blame those wicked people for being too hateful, my sister has a spirit in the sky, he won't blame you. ”

Pulling Emperor Ye's sleeve, Nangong Qingyin was already crying at the moment, and comforted Emperor Ye while crying.

"I know, but I have never been able to forgive myself, because of your sister's incident, I almost went crazy and killed all the people in the original organization, and then left Europe with serious injuries. ”

"For more than a year, I was healing my wounds and looking for any information about your sister's murderer, but unfortunately I had little gain, and I had to return to Yucheng after the last resort. Actually, you should probably know what happened later, I became a teacher and I also knew you. ”

"Later, I learned about my life experience, at the beginning I was more extreme than you, and I chose not to accept it, but then I slowly looked away. ”

"I've been lost for twenty years, without relatives, friends, or even the only love. Now, twenty years later, I don't want to lose more because of my stubbornness. ”

"In fact, I know very well in my heart that in the first 25 years, I missed my parents and relatives all the time, but I closed all this with a kind of coldness at that time, and now I don't need it. ”

"While you use strong words to stimulate the people who care about you, you are actually stinging yourself. ”

"This is also the reason why I let you look at your father's matter, because in this world, only parents have the right to blame us, and there is no right for us to blame them, not at all. ”