It was obviously a life full of ups and downs, but when Gu Ju also said it in such a calm tone, Jian Canaan really didn't know how to express his thoughts.

Jian Canaan finally understood why Gu Ju was able to create a work like "Light".

Gu Ju was also abducted and trafficked since he was a child, although he didn't say it, Jian Canaan knew that he must have suffered a lot, suffered a lot of beatings, and even experienced some darkness that Jian Canaan couldn't even think of.

This is the darkness in Gu Juyi's heart.

On the other hand, Gu Ju also never went to school, and everything was obtained by self-study and hard work, so when Gu Ju also met Han Ziyue, who had to drop out of school, while feeling sorry for Han Ziyue, he must have hoped that Han Ziyue would go to school, and completely Gu Ju would dream of studying.

He put all his hopes on Han Ziyue, hoping that Han Ziyue would get ahead, but he never expected Han Ziyue to have thoughts about himself.

Gu Juyi didn't hate Han Ziyue at this time, he just wanted Han Ziyue to understand that two men had no future.

But Han Ziyue is a tendon, and he doesn't listen to what he says or scolds.

Despite this, from another point of view, Han Ziyue is the light in Gu Juyi's heart, because Gu Juyi sees hope in Han Ziyue.

From the first time Jian Canaan saw Gu Juyi, she thought that Gu Juyi must be a man with a story, but she never expected his story to be so bumpy.

It stands to reason that Jian Canaan should be angry, after all, Gu Juyi lied to him, but seeing Gu Juyi's pale face and his experiences, Jian Canaan's anger was extinguished before he had time to emerge.

After a long while, Gu Juyi looked at Jian Canaan lightly, his gentle and sad eyes were full of guilt, "Do you think I'm disgusting?"

Jian Canaan hurriedly waved his hand, "No, no, no ......"

Seeing that Gu Juyi looked disbelieving, Jian Canaan explained helplessly: "Really, why do you think you will make me disgusting?

Gu Ju also pursed his lips and did not speak.

"Isn't love between the same and sex love? Since it's all love, why are you afraid that others will look at you in a different light? In my opinion, you are many times better than those scumbags who deceive people under the guise of affection. ”

Gu Ju also looked at Jian Canaan in surprise, as if he really didn't expect Jian Canaan to say this.

"But...... I'm more curious about what kind of feelings you have for Han Ziyue now, do you like him or love him?"

Although he asked so, Jian Canaan could see that Gu Ju also liked Han Ziyue, otherwise he would not have found out that Han Ziyue had thoughts about himself and continued to take care of Han Ziyue for fear of delaying Han Ziyue's college entrance examination.

Hearing Jian Canaan's question, Gu Juyi's brows furrowed even tighter, "Actually...... I don't know ...... either."

Gu Ju is also really confused, his life plan was originally very good, and when Han Ziyue finishes college, he finds a decent job, and then his tasks and wishes on his wedding birthday are also completed, but Han Ziyue is more unusual.

Do you like Han Ziyue? Gu Juyi has always dared not face up to this problem, since he was a child, he has suffered a lot of sins, after running out of the bandits' den, he begged, starved, was stared at with strange eyes, insulted and beaten, he wanted to live an upright life, instead of accepting the criticism and spurning of others.

But Han Ziyue didn't let him live a dull life, and he had to drag him to continue to live a turbulent and ups and downs life.

Seeing that Gu Ju was silent, Jian Canaan already understood.

If Gu Juyi really didn't have any feelings for Han Ziyue, he would definitely not let Han Ziyue behave nonsense until now, let alone try his best to let Han Ziyue live a normal life, all his starting points were for Han Ziyue's better, maybe he didn't even realize this.

Jian Canaan patted Gu Juyi's shoulder, "Since you don't know, then you shouldn't come to apply, and you shouldn't just find a woman to marry in order to deal with your parents or to make Han Ziyue die, what you have to do now is to think about how you feel about Han Ziyue, if Han Ziyue really goes down the path you want him to take, will you be willing?"

Thinking of Han Ziyue's attitude, Jian Canaan had to say: "But I estimate that Han Ziyue will never listen to you, you should be very clear about his love for you, possession and desire, in fact...... Life is not so complicated, if you like Han Ziyue, don't worry about other people's eyes, we come to this world, don't let yourself live so tired because of other people......'s opinions! You really don't feel that way about Han Ziyue......"

So what to do?

Jian Canaan didn't know either, because Han Ziyue was that person, he wouldn't let Gu Juyi go easily at first glance.

For Han Ziyue, Gu Ju is also the light he grabbed, all his hopes for the future, and the motivation for him to survive, so how could he let go?

"Anyway...... I hope you can follow your heart and never do anything that you regret. ”

In the previous life, Jane Canaan ended tragically because of wrong choices and misunderstandings, if God hadn't given her a chance to be reborn, she would have been a lonely ghost a long time ago, where would she have her current life and adventures.

But not everyone is so lucky.

There are indeed a lot of uncertainties in the future, and we don't know what will happen in the next second, so we should work hard to live and make every choice so that we don't regret it.

Gu Ju also looked at Jian Canaan gratefully, and his heart was extremely complicated, "Miss Jian, thank you very much...... I didn't expect you to forgive me......"

Gu Ju also knew that Jian Canaan was a person who would repay her, but he didn't expect her to be so generous.

Jian Canaan smiled, "I treat you as a friend so I can forgive you, besides, I am not qualified to say anything about you, after all...... The purpose of my marriage is not to get married......"

"I know, it's because of Gu Mocheng, right?"

Jian Canaan looked at Gu Juyi in surprise, and then subconsciously retorted, "What are you talking nonsense, what does it have to do with him whether I ask for marriage or not!"

At this time, a little smile appeared on Gu Juyi's face, "If it weren't for Gu Mocheng, you wouldn't have deliberately looked for a man surnamed Gu, you were still persuading me not to do things that I regretted just now, so ...... I also want you to know what you're doing and I hope you can be happy......"

Jian Canaan's face changed slightly, and he shrugged his shoulders with a smile in the next second, "Okay, it seems that we can't be a couple......"

"But we're still friends!" Gu Ju Yi hurriedly added, to be honest, he would be very comfortable when he was with Jian Canaan, even if he sat quietly and didn't say anything, he wouldn't feel embarrassed or uneasy, so Gu Ju didn't want to lose such a friend as Jian Canaan.

Jane Canaan nodded, "Of course, no matter what happens to you and me, we've always been friends......