Chapter 1389: Emotions are out of control
Hearing Li Xiande's voice, the calm Li Ru had anger, hatred and all kinds of complicated emotions on her face, from the blood point of view, the man she hated the most was her father.
When she was a child, she vaguely remembered that her father would sit under the promenade in her grandfather's garden with him in his arms and tell her the interesting "Overseas Travels".
For this person, although she hated, she also had good memories, but in the end, all she had left was hate, since she left the country, she even closed her memories and didn't let herself think about anyone in the Li family.
But at this moment, she heard Li Xiande's old voice, although she hadn't heard his voice for decades, and although his voice had changed, she still immediately understood who this person was.
"Ruru, being alone outside, has suffered a lot. I know you don't want to talk to me, I have explained to you before, you don't understand, you resent me, I know, it's me who is sorry for you and your mother.
But, Ruru, I am your father, I have been thinking about you since you left, and when you return to China, do you know how happy I am.
I am proud to hear that you have developed very well abroad, and that you are an honorary professor of Huaxia University in China! Your cleverness has followed your grandfather, and your logic is clear and organized. ”
Li Ru was finally able to speak, and she said in a calm and trembling voice: "If you call and just want to say this, then I'll hang up, my life is really good, please don't disturb me." ”
"Ruru!" Li Xiande's hurried voice came from the phone.
"I've heard that Jiaguo and Jiaxue went to the school to find you. ”
"Have you found it, Mr. Li, what you said is really an understatement, they didn't call me to come to me, they called to bully me, by the way, speaking of which, I want to say, please take care of your children, I am not a soft persimmon, you can pinch as much as you want." ”
"Ruru, I have already told them harshly, I didn't know about this matter before, Jiaguo just said in front of me that you have returned to China, and I also asked them to walk around with you slowly first, after all, you are brothers and sisters, and you are the closest people. ”
"No, my relatives are gone in this life, my grandfather and mother are gone, I have no relatives. ”
After saying this, Li Ru heard a trembling pant voice on the phone, "Ruru, they did something wrong, I apologize to you for them."
Dad's health is not good, the heart disease has become worse and worse over the years, and he was equipped with a pacemaker a few years ago, go home, I miss you, I want to see your child!"
Hearing that Li Xiande was not in good health, Li Ru was not happy in her heart, she didn't think about anything, a person who had made her hate all her life, suddenly told her that he was about to die if he couldn't do it, and such an old and weak voice, and said that she wanted to see her, which made her heart suddenly feel a little dazed.
"Ruru, you...... Are you listening?"
Li Ru didn't make a sound, Li Xiande's voice continued to sound, "Ruru, what I did with your mother and your grandfather, back then, I could only say that it was a creation to make people, the person I love is your mother, and my love for her has never changed."
I also regret that if I had known your mother earlier, maybe there would not have been the tragedy of the year, I can only say that I love your mother, but I met the right person at the wrong time.
Your grandfather said that your mother entrusted me, I don't want to give up, I feel that in this life, I am afraid that I will never meet a woman who can make my heart move, so I concealed the situation of getting married and having children back then, I can't give up your mother.
But you have to understand me, when my two children suffer in the countryside, I can't bear it, I take their mother and son over, just to fulfill a support obligation, your mother is my wife.
I admit that I was wrong, at that time I put all my energy into my career, and I didn't care enough about your mother, and even when your mother told me about her disagreement with my ex-wife, I didn't pay attention to it, but thought that she was making a big fuss and making your mother depressed. ”
If it weren't for the news that Tian Xiaonuan told her two days ago, Li Ru would really think that Li Xiande was also sincere to her mother, but at this moment, she wouldn't be fooled again, he was all nonsense.
And Li Ru finally understood why her mother loved her father so much, because Li Xiande's mouth could simply bring the dead to life, and it was different when he studied literature, and the love words he said could move people's hearts.
"Ruru, go home, I'm not in good health, I won't live for a few years, let me take a look at you, okay?"
A tear suddenly slipped on Li Ru's face, go home, she wanted to go home, she had been wandering outside for so long, others talked about her family and lovers, she was also envious, she studied psychology, in fact, it was originally to regulate her emotions.
Because at the beginning, she was immersed in hatred and anger all day long, and a few times even suddenly broke down and did some extreme behavior.
After studying psychology, she slowly adjusts her mood and stress, but the hatred will not go away, it will just be buried, and the desire for home will not disappear, it will only become stronger and stronger over time.
She wants to go home, but this is not Li Xiande's home, she misses the old house where her grandfather lives, there is her grandfather and her mother, that is her home.
"No, Mr. Li, if you still have a conscience, educate your two sons well, don't harass me again, I will definitely investigate this incident, because they have threatened my life.
Also, don't tell yourself that it's hard to help yourself, as an adult, you should know that if you can't give it to my mother, don't hurt her.
And after my mother died, you tried to take my grandfather's inheritance from me, have you forgotten?"
"Ruru, I don't want those things, I was mad at that time, I thought that your mother had never loved me, so she would do this kind of thing, in fact, I never wanted to take possession of these properties.
I just thought, can you take care of family affection, family and country and family learning, after all, you are brother and sister, can you not sue them, when the time comes, I will personally ask them to apologize to you, and I will never harass you in the future. ”
Li Ru didn't expect that Li Xiande would say this, he never wanted to occupy the property of the Meng family, did he really think so?
"You don't want my grandfather's ancestral property?" asked Li Ru suspiciously.
"No, I've lived for decades, and now I know that money is really useless, and the biggest property in a person's life is memory, and health is also health.
I have already taught my family and country so that he will not harass you again in the future, but I hope that in my lifetime, I can see you, and I also have the luxury of seeing your brothers and sisters in harmony, so that after I die, I can also go to your mother and grandfather to plead guilty.
I'm not a good father, I've delayed your life!"
Li Ru was speechless for a long time, and bitterness welled up in his heart.