Every time I think about my parents, I will be depressed, I hate the outside world, and when I think of my father being beaten like that, he became an unjust case, he was beaten in vain, and he also harmed his family, so painfully lived for so many years, and many painful memories will come back.

Playing with my sister and Lu Yuqing will make me forget a lot of sentimentality, find a kind of spiritual sustenance, and will also keep me from wandering around those sentimental things in my head.

It is no wonder that every child has to find a home of his own when he is older, and when he comes out of his parents and finds his own home, he will have a new life, otherwise, no matter how good his parents are, they will be old, and their parents will be old, and they will be alone, and they will live a miserable life.

Although he was in the store with his sister, Tang Fei didn't do anything, he was responsible for fooling things around, but Yang Ying also likes to be accompanied by his younger brother, and with his younger brother behind him, he just feels that he has a support in his heart, his heart is not so confused, he is not so tired, many things, I don't know whether it is good or bad, and I will feel tired when I have to bear it on my own.

Busy until more than eight o'clock in the evening, go home, Wanjia Park, not far from the school, cycling, it is estimated that it will take five or six minutes, riding an electric car, coming out of the school gate, three or four minutes to arrive, and taking the bus, two stops away.

But more than eight o'clock, it seems that there is almost no bus, holding my sister's hand, coming out of school, the night sky full of stars, very beautiful, there is no moon today, but there are many stars, when I was a child, I heard people talk about temperament, saying that the Big Dipper pointed to the North Star, which means when, I always listened to my grandfather's nagging, but unfortunately I couldn't find the Big Dipper, at that time, I always looked up at the sky, I wanted to ask my grandfather, where is the Big Dipper, where is the North Star, but I am afraid of my grandfather, and I dare not ask, and grandpa, I have passed away for a long time.

When I was still in the fourth grade of primary school, my grandfather passed away, calculated, more than ten years, my grandfather is older than my grandmother, if my grandfather is still alive now, it should be a little more than eighty, and my grandmother is only in her seventies now, but the relationship between Tang Fei and my grandfather is not very good, because my grandfather dislikes too many children in their family, and Tang Fei is introverted, and he was often bullied by his brother when he was a child, so he had that kind of wooden and afraid feeling, and his grandfather didn't like his character, so he especially hated Tang Fei.

Originally, the memory was very far away, and I didn't have a deep impression of my grandfather, my grandfather's appearance, I forgot it quite completely, I only remember when I was a child outside in the shade, my grandfather would talk to the neighbors about this kind of solar terms, this kind of starry thing, I heard the elders say, when it was just liberated, there were few people in the village who could read and write, and my grandfather had studied night school for two years, and he was a cadre in the village, at that time, there would be a salary, and the family was quite good, in the sixties, as a cadre, what a glorious thing, and it was precisely because he read a book and could calculate, so at that time, the village measured the land, calculated the public grain or something, and had to be done by the grandfather, and he became a popular man in the village, and at that timeSince he can earn more than a dozen yuan a month, grandpa took his father, uncle, and aunt when he was a child, and he could still eat meat so many times a month, at that time, it was a very rich family.

But his own grandmother died early when she got sick, and when her father was only ten years old, her own grandmother died, and then her later grandmother, that is, her own grandmother, took her mother and aunt, as well as uncle and aunt, and built a reorganized family with her grandfather.

In fact, when this grandmother was young, she was very capable, she was not from her own town, she was from a neighboring town, there was no bus at that time, and she walked to her grandmother's house, she had to walk for a day, dozens of miles, and when she was young, she went to the county to do things, and she knew a lot of people, and later married into a very rich landlord's family, and gave birth to her mother and aunt, but her grandfather died early, and her mother died when she was one year old, and later this grandmother remarried to the town where her grandfather was, and that was her uncle's father, that is, the grandfather of her two cousins in her hometown。

The grandfather of the two cousins in his hometown is also a cadre in the town, at that time, it was a very good family, after all, it was a town cadre, and that grandfather, there were many children in the family, and each child did very well, this grandmother in the hometown, that is, his own grandmother, was capable and beautiful when he was young, and there were many people who liked it, and his cousin's grandfather was never married, had no children, and was still a cadre, and he just liked his grandmother, even if his grandmother had two daughters, he liked it very much, after they got married, they gave birth to an uncle and an aunt, but the good times did not last long, he also died of illness, and later, it was the grandmother with a bunch of children, formed a reorganized family with his grandfather, and then had a child, who was his own uncle.

So when I was a child, my own home, very lively, many children, but after all, it was a rural person, grandpa that person, although he studied for two Chinese New Year's Eve, but more selfish, he didn't care much about the children, didn't plan much, after Dad got married, Dad liked to go outside, to do business, to cause trouble, it was all grandma to run, grandma interpersonal relationship is very good, and well-informed, when he was young, he stayed in the county for a long time, Tang Fei didn't go to the county until he was a teenager, at that time he still felt that the county town was beautiful, especially far, because by bus, you have to go to the town, walk to your aunt's house for one night, and take the bus the next day, I have to sit for a day, and when my grandmother was young, she married to the county seat, and her grandfather was also buried there, and my grandfather also had a younger brother, who was my mother's uncle, and he still had to go to the county seat to pay New Year's greetings, and he only went to the county seat when he was a teenager.

My aunt is also very beautiful, when my aunt was young, she also went to work in the town, she didn't do heavy work, she was very marked, she also inherited the characteristics of her grandmother, and her mother, because in the countryside, her face was facing the loess and she had to carry the burden, so she was not tall, and her complexion was also the kind of earthy yellow of the countrymen, so she was naturally not good-looking, and her mother had a very spicy temper since she was a child, and her temperament was very impatient, and when she grew up, she was also that kind of irritable temper, and in the closed countryside, she didn't come out much, and she didn't have much knowledge, so she became a rural peasant, no different from an ordinary country woman, and the aunt was very reasonable and beautiful, It's very different from my mother, and this is also what kind of environment I grew up in, what kind of person I will have.