The early autumn morning is cool, but it is also slightly bleak, as if to indicate that the leaves are facing yellowing and withering, and it seems to be facing the appearance of green fades and dull tones. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

In short, Ouyang Heyue doesn't like early autumn, because her heart will feel helpless, whenever autumn comes, she will have an inexplicable sense of sadness, scientists say that autumn, people like sadness, because of a hormone secreted by the pituitary gland of the brain.

But Ouyang Heyue felt that this was caused by his mood, because autumn was coming, and the autumn wind irritated people's skin, making people feel insecure, and it seemed that many problems that could not be figured out were figured out in an instant.

Ouyang Heyue used to suffer from depression, that was when she was in middle school, autumn came, her environment changed, from good to bad, maybe she has been smooth sailing, she can't accept it all of a sudden, and she can't talk about it with her family.

She was depressed alone, and at that time, the autumn made her figure out the problems that she had been unable to figure out, and she never understood why people lived.

During that time, the most she asked herself was, why do you want to live?

It's this question every day, she keeps asking herself, no one knows the suffering she endured, every moment of life is torture for her.

Eventually, she figured out that there was no point in living, because people would always die.

Rich people, those who have no money, those who are good-looking, those who are ugly, the elderly, children, healthy and unhealthy, everyone will inevitably take that step and die.

At that time, she was thinking that it is meaningless for people to live, because in the end, they all die.

There was no point in living, which is why she wanted to kill herself.

Depression is quite terrible, she can't communicate with her parents, she acts like a normal person, the only abnormal possibility is that she can't eat, can't drink, she may have to force herself to be able to barely eat a mouthful of rice, but also take water, soup to flush down.

At that time, her parents who had lost a month of weight were almost gone, but no one knew what she was going through, no one knew why she lost weight, she was still the same as before in front of people, with a reluctant smile and a step-by-step life.

But she has already figured out the meaning of life, which is nothing more than a dead word.

But she also knows that her parents will not be able to live after she dies, after all, she is a filial daughter.

I have seen a lot of white-haired people send black-haired people, but the white-haired people are in pain, she doesn't want to free herself, but she hurts her parents.

I always felt that her parents had raised her for so many years, and she didn't have time to repay the kindness, and she would be too unfilial when she died.

That autumn was very long, but in order not to make her parents sad, she endured it day after day, and the days passed day by day, I don't know when, her depression slowly disappeared.

Now she is standing by the window with a cloak, feeling the coolness outside, lingering all night last night, waking up the person next to the pillow has already left, Sunange doesn't know what time he got up, he went to Japan, because he was afraid of waking her up, so he didn't say hello to her.

But her heart is empty, the more she loves him, the more she can't do without him, and in the autumn, she misses him even more.

Yesterday's Wen Cun, she began to miss him in the early morning, and for some reason, she suddenly felt that she really couldn't live without him in her life.

"Knock knock...... Knock knock knock ......"

The knock on the door pulled her back from the past, she turned around and walked to the door, opened the door, and saw the confinement lady standing at the door with Coco in her arms, "Coco has been crying, I'm worried about whether it's ......"

"Come and give me a hug. ”

Ouyang Heyue took the child, but he didn't expect the child to stop crying immediately.

Looking at the child in his arms, Ouyang Heyue's mood was not better, this was the crystallization of her love with Sunan Ge, she regretted letting this life come to this world, he had to experience life and death, love and hatred, all tasted it, and it was still a dead word in the end.

The child smiled at the sight of her, and looked at her with big black eyes.

"She's hungry, you can make her some powder. ”

Ouyang Heyue carried the child to the living room, and the child became more and more cute, but her mood was not so bright at this time.

I don't know if it's because Su Muyuan's leg was injured yesterday, or because she thinks about it too much and always feels not so happy.

Just then, her cell phone rang.

She held the child in one hand and glanced over to see that there was a message coming in.

Unfamiliar number, who sent her a message so early, probably an advertisement. Many times, she can't block those ads.

She was in a bad mood, so she clicked on the message casually, but she didn't expect it to be an MMS, and few people sent MMS in this era, because everyone uses WeChat to transmit information, which is convenient and fast.

Ouyang Heyue began to wonder if it was a virus, but gradually those pictures were downloaded and opened.

A familiar face, but it made her heart tremble, next to the face she was still thinking about just now, there was a woman's face, the woman's smiling eyes were about to fall out, and she even used Meitu P to make it one size bigger, looking like an alien.

Ouyang and Yue's hands shook, and then they saw more pictures, all of which were group photos of Sunan Ge and Liu Lanxin.

He actually went to Japan with Liu Lanxin, he didn't tell her such a thing, it can be seen that the two of them are really rekindling their old love, and they have long heard that Sunan Ge's first love is Liu Lanxin, but she didn't expect that the person who has always said that he loves her very much would do this kind of thing in private.

"Sunan Song! You've changed!"

Ouyang Heyue's tears flowed instantly, "Bang!" The phone shattered, and the screen shattered, but her heart was still trembling.

She rushed out of the door, handed over the child to the confinement sister-in-law, and then used the phone downstairs to call the mage, and it didn't take long for the mage to drive over, originally this early morning after the rush hour at work, there were not many cars on the road, and the mage didn't pay attention to anything when he drove, anyway, he came by speed.

As soon as she entered the door, she rushed into the room and saw Ouyang Heyue sitting on the sofa, her loveless expression seemed to indicate the seriousness of the matter.

"Oh, don't take it seriously. ”

She probably already knew what had happened from the phone, so the first thing to do was to comfort her first, and she used a spell to confine her two nannies to their space to make sure they didn't be heard.

"I don't know when he left in the morning, he said he was going on a business trip, but he didn't expect it to be with Liu Lanxin. Ouyang Heyue's tears flowed down, and her heart seemed to be hollowed out, she was really hurt by Sunan Ge.

"I'm going to divorce him. ”

This is the saddest and most desperate time she has been with Sunange.