When Zhou Xiaoya woke up, the meal had already dispersed, she was lying on the back seat of the old Jetta, Lin Kun was driving the car with a cigarette in his mouth, the CD was playing old pop songs, and his head was shaking with the rhythm.

As far as his current image is concerned, he is definitely not much different from the gangsters in the market, or even surpasses it.

Zhou Xiaoya rubbed her head and sat up, and said with a puzzled look on her face, "Brother Kun, where am I?"

Lin Kun snorted a cigarette and said with a smoke ring in his mouth, "In the car." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Your home. ”

"Oh......"

Zhou Xiaoya sat up straight, tried to distinguish the direction with her wistful eyes, and said, "I don't live in the original apartment anymore." ”

Lin Kun stopped with one foot on the brakes, looked at the haggard Zhou Xiaoya in the rearview mirror, and said, "Why?"

Zhou Xiaoya showed a far-fetched smile at the corner of her mouth, "The rent is too expensive, I live in Beicheng District now, and the house there is cheap." ”

"Precise location. ”

"...... XX Road, Xiangyang Street, Beicheng"

Lin Kun turned around and drove in the direction of Beicheng District, which was completely opposite, and Zhou Xiaoya sat in the back row and muttered, "Brother Kun, thank you." ”

"We've known each other for so many years, should I give you a thank you?"

"Brother Kun, I'm sorry ......"

"It's all over, there's nothing to be sorry for, I treat you as a sister now, and tell me if I'm not happy, don't carry it alone, your parents are also old, it's okay to go home and see, what should happen when you go back, whether you have money is not pretending to be for others to see, and your own happiness is the true truth. ”

"I ......" The expression on Zhou Xiaoya's face was indescribably entangled, she didn't understand these truths, but she couldn't do it. "By the way, Brother Kun, what about Mr. Du and Huang Quan? Didn't I drink with them just now? Ah, I remembered, you beat Huang Quan, and you beat Mr. Du's two secretaries, and ......"

Zhou Xiaoya covered her face, as if she couldn't believe it, and she didn't want to believe that it was the truth, what she cared about was the high commission after the loan was negotiated, which was enough for her to spend several months, not to mention, she could use the money to dress up and go back to her hometown in the countryside.

"Do you have to practice yourself to this extent?" Lin Kun looked at Zhou Xiaoya through the rearview mirror, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, he really wanted to help Zhou Xiaoya, but the vanity in Zhou Xiaoya's bones has always given him a headache, maybe he really hopes that Zhou Xiaoya can completely quit this vanity.

"Brother Kun, do you look down on me. Zhou Xiaoya's eyes flickered faintly with tears, she felt wronged, she felt unwilling, to this day she still asks herself again and again, why did she listen to her cousin at the beginning, why did she break up with Lin Kun, if it wasn't for the beginning, now she has already lived a life of fine clothes and food with the man in front of her, and more importantly, she loves him, really, deeply.

Not every woman can eventually marry the person she really loves, to be with the person she really loves, to have a happy and rich family, is the dream of many people, some women feel regret for never meeting such an object, but she has met it in the cardamom years, only blame herself for not cherishing it, and bury the hard-won love with her own hands.

"I hope you can live well, live with dignity and backbone. A woman's beauty is the best gift from God, and it is also the most powerful weapon to punish men, but if there is no principle, is there a soul to speak of? This society is full of materialistic desires, but even so, can you not leave yourself a little principle?"

Lin Kun spit out a smoke ring and continued: "In the past, I have always hated you, hated you for breaking up with me for money, and hated myself for being so sad for you, now in retrospect, if it wasn't for your decision at the beginning, I'm afraid I wouldn't be where I am today, when I was in the army, I said to myself, I can't get anything without ability, I can't protect anything, I can only watch my woman turn away from my face." ”

"In the past few years in the army, I have worked harder than others every time I train, when everyone else is still sleeping, I have already gotten up and run 20 kilometers, and when others turn off the lights and sleep at night, I am still practicing in the practice range, there is no absolute genius in this world, but I feel that I am the most diligent genius!"

"The first time I killed people on the battlefield, I was fighting with a ruthless spirit, before that I had fought countless times, when I was in school, when I was in the army, I remember most clearly that I was bullied by several veterans on the day I first joined the army, and then after I practiced diligently for half a month, I was alone with half a mop and beat them all to lie in a pool of blood, and my chief took a fancy to me that time. Shooting and killing people is different from fighting, even if a man who can fight again will tremble the moment he touches the gun, I gritted my teeth and thought, what big can a man achieve if he is not ruthless on the battlefield?"

Lin Kun fell into memories, and the conversation box couldn't be closed when he opened it, especially when he met an old acquaintance, he seemed to be in the Mobei Military Region for so many years, but in fact, only he knew how many injuries he had in his heart.

"Do you want to achieve great things so that you can win me back?" Zhou Xiaoya asked in a timid voice.

"Yes. Lin Kun said calmly.

"Now ......"

"Everything is impossible, it is difficult to recover from the water, and it is a taboo of my principle to step into the same river a second time. ”

"What about us?"

"It can be a friend, or it can be a brother and sister. ”

"Impossible. Zhou Xiaoya smiled bitterly, tears rolling out of her eyes, "Brother Kun, I still have you in my heart, I have always had you!"

Lin Kun was silent and stopped talking, he didn't know what to say, and even he knew in his heart that it was impossible, but it was obviously impossible, but he wanted to do it, deep in his heart, there seemed to be a voice shouting all the time, making him unable to extricate himself.

Zhou Xiaoya wiped the tears that flowed from the tip of her nose, smiled reluctantly, and asked again: "Tell me about the first time you killed someone, what kind of person is the other party, and how did you kill him?"

Lin Kun smiled and said, "It's very bloody, are you sure you want to listen to it?"

"Hmm. ”

"It was a Persian man, about forty years old, a well-known drug dealer on the border, I was given the task to snipe him, in order to be able to snipe him, I hid in a tree for a week, and then he finally appeared in my field of vision, I aimed a sniper rifle at his head, and the result was ......"

"One shot?"

"It's not. Lin Kun shook his head, his eyes added a sense of loneliness and sadness for some reason, and then said: "My gun was crooked and hit the head of another man next to me, and the man died on the spot, and his eyes were looking at me before he died." ”

"What does that man do?"

"He was in the same league as the drug lord, the elite of the drug lord's criminal syndicate, but he seemed to be sixteen or seventeen years old at most, and I only heard about it later, that man had a wife who was two years younger than him and a newborn son. After the man was killed by me, the drug lord escaped, but the mad man forcibly took the wife of the man I had killed, and forced her to sleep with his men, and when she would not let him whip her with a leather whip, like a large animal, until she was in the position where she submitted. ”

"It's really heartbreaking!" Zhou Xiaoya couldn't help but scold.

Lin Kun took a deep breath, and the past in the depths of his memories was turned over, with a growing guilt, " With the experience of the first killing, my hands are completely not shaking, and the marksmanship is also perfect, I was ordered to assassinate the drug lord for the second time, I lurked near his lair, there is a bush on the mountain west of his lair, just suitable for me to hide behind the sniper, I observed for three days and three nights, thoroughly figured out the operation of the drug lord's lair, and quickly solved half of his men with a sniper rifle, and then took advantage of the night to hold a short knife and single-handedly rushed into the drug lord's lair. ”

"Why are you doing this, isn't it dangerous?"

"Danger, I also knew that I might die like this, but no, I relied on the skills I practiced in the army to kill all the remaining remnants of the drug lord's lair, and finally slaughtered that beast with my own hands!"

"What about the woman, did you get her out?"

"Nope. Lin Kun shook his head and smiled bitterly: "The day before I went, she couldn't stand the torture and committed suicide." ”

"Where's the kid?"

"Died with her mother. ”

"......" The tears in the corners of Zhou Xiaoya's eyes couldn't stop flowing, and the tender side of the little woman was revealed.

The old Jetta stopped at the gate of an old community, Zhou Xiaoya now lives in this community, and the shared house is 450 a month, which is definitely cheap in the increasingly prosperous China and Hong Kong City, and it is much cheaper than her previous luxury apartment of thousands of yuan a month.

"Brother Kun, thank you. Zhou Xiaoya got out of the car.

"Let's go, go home and get some sleep, and wake up. Lin Kun said with a smile.

"Hmm. Zhou Xiaoya took two steps forward, suddenly stopped and turned around, "Brother Kun, do you want to go up and sit down?"

"No, I have something to do. ”

"Oh. Zhou Xiaoya turned around a little lost, Lin Kun sat in the car and watched her move step by step into the community, Qianli's figure was about to walk into the community, Lin Kun smiled and hit the steering wheel to turn around and go back, when he suddenly saw three or five young people who were flowing out of nowhere and stopped in front of Zhou Xiaoya.

Lin Kun immediately stopped the car.

"Little sister, it's quite early to go home today, yo, you're still full of alcohol, which master are you going to drink with?"

"Look at your haggard appearance, eighty percent of you went to bed after drinking with someone, you bitch looks like a slut. ”

"I've slept with someone else, and it's not bad for a few of our brothers, a few of our brothers can be lined up, everyone has a day, so that you have someone to do it five days a week, and we can come together on Saturdays and Sundays to ensure that you are satisfied." ”

Zhou Xiaoya instinctively took two steps back, avoiding these little hooligans who had only recently started harassing her, these little hooligans were bumped into when she was shopping in the supermarket at the entrance of the community, at first it was just a little hooligan pretending to come up to trick her, and when she knew that she lived here alone, she began to blatantly flirt.

Immediately behind, two young people blocked Zhou Xiaoya's way, how could she, a weak woman, entangle five little hooligans.

"You...... Don't go too far. Zhou Xiaoya said timidly.

"Excessive?" one of the little hooligans who looked like the leader tilted his neck and said, "Why are we going too far? Anyway, you are also a man who needs men, just let those rich old men sleep, and our brothers will not be able to do it? You are obviously discriminating against our brothers and looking down on us, right?"

"Ciao, you little slut, you dare to look down on our brothers!"

……

A few little hooligans scolded and began to move their hands and feet to Zhou Xiaoya......