Chapter 820: Sorrow

Teacher Yao Jiali's words and teachings of the teacher perhaps, deeply touched the heart of this student. Shangguan Lingling didn't say anything, just nodded.

I very much agree with the teacher's statement. At the same time, Shangguan Lingling's expression looked very aggrieved. In fact, this Shangguan Lingling is such a character, no matter if you say good or bad, whether I say bad things to you, whether you are good to her or good, whether you are bad to her or good, her expression is always aggrieved. This student's performance is always so cowardly and average.

Teacher Yao Jiali looked at her reaction, looking at Shangguan Lingling's appearance, Teacher Yao Jiali was very angry, but at the same time, the atmosphere was also mixed with a trace of sympathy and heartache.

For this student, the teacher's feelings are mixed, and the teacher's reactions are mixed. The teacher doesn't know how to deal with these things, should he be strict with him, or let him go, or ignore him? This student must not be left unattended. The teacher in the pharmaceutical industry felt that at this time, the person who played a key role in this student was himself and Teacher Yao Jiali herself. And not Shangguan Lingling herself. At least give it a try.

"Shangguan Lingling, your attitude is wrong, your performance is wrong. You should be like I just thought students should be enthusiastic, you should have a better attitude, you should be more enthusiastic to speak to teachers, you should speak to everyone, you should be warm, you should give people a warm feeling, you should give people a hot feeling, you should be warm, you should be gentle and considerate. But I feel that you are vulnerable, you are hot, you are timid, and at the same time you are cold. I don't know how to explain your behavior, you look innocent and innocent anyway, but you give people a cold feeling. ”

Teacher Yao Jiali said this, and she couldn't accept it anymore. This teacher, look up, look at the ceiling, the ceiling is very well decorated, those lights, those lights, are so beautiful, so dazzling. However, why are the students taught by themselves so shameless, and why are they so not beautiful enough? At least, the life of the student in front of me is very gloomy, very unbright, and her life is very, not beautiful. Why is this so? Why do you treat your students this way, the teacher felt, she was questioning fate.

"Teacher Yao Jiali, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have gone into the singing industry, and I shouldn't have been a singer. I shouldn't have this dream, I shouldn't follow the teacher's dream, I shouldn't fantasize about being a singer. I'm sorry teacher, I let you down. I'm like that, I'm just not going to be productive, I'm like that, I miss my daughter very much at night, I'm like that, the teacher is very sorry, I really don't have a new investment when I perform during the day, it's not that I don't invest, it's that I can't. Because I miss my daughter, I don't know what happened to my daughter, I don't know where she is, I don't know if she's still alive......"

Shangguan Lingling finally began to speak, and she finally began to realize the inadequacy of her existence. It was as if she had finally realized what she had done wrong. In fact, this is not the case, she thinks from the bottom of her heart that what she is doing is right. She doesn't think it's an unsightly thing to miss her daughter. She felt that she had an illegitimate daughter, which was not a very shady thing. This gentleman, I don't know why the teacher of the Yao family is so cheap? She didn't know why Teacher Yao Jiali looked down on him so much for having a daughter. In management, she is very similar to Teacher Yao Jiali, but she has no requirements, Teacher Li, strong and tenacious. She is also not as good as Teacher Yao Jiali.

Teacher Yao Jiali was very unhappy when she heard the student's answer and the student's explanation, listened to some of the student's attitudes, looked at the student's attitude, and saw the student's reaction, and was very dissatisfied. I don't know why? Why does this gentleman get so close to himself? Why does this gentleman not grow up so much? Why does this gentleman see himself so clearly? Why can't this gentleman think about himself in behavior at all? Although in fate, although in form, he is very much in line with his own imagination, but why is it very different from himself in the world, in the case of pursuing this dream?

Teacher Yao Jiali raised her head again, remained silent, looked at the ceiling, looked at the lights on the ceiling, and looked at those beautiful lights. Look at everything pretty on the ceiling, look at some lights on the ceiling, watch some shiny things, watch the occasional mosquito fly by. Look at something that falls short in these beauties. Behind these flawless things, there is still a certain amount of dirt.

Thinking of this, seeing this, this teacher, lowered his head again. She said faintly: Shangguan Lingling, you can control your own future. If you want to give up your ideals, then you should give up! If you are not motivated, then you will not be motivated. If you don't pursue it, then you won't pursue it. If you don't want to be yourself, then you don't want to be yourself! If you miss your daughter, then you should miss it! Don't you want to be my student? Then you don't want to do it! Anyway, the twisted melon is not sweet, you have to rely on yourself, rely on the teacher's spur every day, the teacher forces you to study every day, forces you to grow, forces you to deal with the entertainment industry, and forces you to perform on stage, these are not the ultimate goals, these are useless. The key is to yourself, and the key is to see your own determination and perseverance. The key is your own will, and the key is whether you are interested in these things. ”

After Teacher Yao Jiali finished speaking, she didn't look at the flash. She strode up the stairs, and she strode to the front. This teacher, maybe he was sad, maybe he was angry, maybe he was very angry. Maybe I hated the student in front of me. In short, the rock drill, also in short. Either way, the teacher was determined to ignore the student. I don't know why? Why bother with a student who doesn't want to grow, why force a student who doesn't want to learn like this? The teacher who asks for it, at least, seems to have her background telling the student all this.

Shangguan Lingling looked at the teacher's lonely back and looked at the teacher a little angry. Look at the way the teacher gave up on him. Shangguan Lingling, this student who did not grow up, his heart ached faintly. This gentleman is so soft-hearted. It's so easy to get emotional, it's so emotional. I don't know why? This student is very easy to touch? She was very emotional, and all of a sudden, in an instant, Shangguan Lingling's tears slid down. This student feels sorry for his teacher. I feel sorry for my classmates. I feel sorry for all the people around me, and I feel sorry for the care they used to care about her.

Shangguan Lingling slowly, slowly turned around and returned to her room. returned to the room next to Chen Rui. also learned from Chen Rui and attached a mask. Shangguan Lingling feels that she should also learn like an adult, and she should be as enthusiastic about life as Cheng Rui. However, Shangguan Lingling looked at herself with a mask in the mirror, like a ghost. Like the walking dead. How can we arouse our own interest and cultivate our own interests in such a vain life, such a deceitful life, and such a life without interest? We cannot live like this! We cannot be deceived by life!

Shangguan Lingling stood up suddenly, pretty boy, because of her change. The development of broadband thought out loud. But fortunately, the pretty boy didn't break, but fell. Lingling's new show in the upper hall returned to reality, her mother's blessing mirror, and looked at herself in the mirror again. Ay...... Life is like this, I didn't deceive life, why did life deceive me? I didn't provoke the music world, why did the classroom provoke me? I didn't provoke Yantang, why did Yantang provoke me? I didn't choose to sing, why did I choose to sing?

Shangguan Lingling let out a long sigh, he felt that such a life. It's really very sad. It's really pointless. You can't go on like this anymore! You can't indulge yourself like this anymore, you can't let yourself be depressed anymore! It's true, sometimes, it's not that you are very sincere in life, your life is very kind, and you treat everything kindly. And life will not deceive you, in fact, life will deceive you everywhere, but you have to maintain a good attitude, in fact, if you are deceived, don't be sad, don't be sad.

You still have to face life well, face life calmly, if you do it calmly, if you can afford to put it down, then there is no problem. Shangguan Lingling thought of this, and a shallow smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. Because of this move, because of such a smile, the mask almost fell off, and at this time, the gentleman realized that in fact, the time to apply the mask had already exceeded ten minutes. Shangguan Lingling hurriedly walked into the bathroom, quickly tore off the mask, held a peng of water, ran to the side of the cold water, and pounced on her face, unlike the tender face that she had just stroked the mask, there was a biting coldness, in W is this weather, in W is normal temperature, it should be a little cool.

Shangguan Lingling washed her face cleanly, Shangguan Lingling gently patted her face, although she had already given birth to a child, although she had been deceived by life for so many years, although she had graduated from school for so many years, she was still so beautiful and beautiful.