On the one hand, you pursue pure love, very idealistic, very thoughtful, on the other hand, you are like those businessmen, always have to look at money, so you yourself are also a very contradictory person, on the one hand, you want to love someone well, just like we do in the game world, happy together, noisy together, laughing together, on the other hand, you are especially afraid that others will not be able to support you, so you dare not face the reality.

These, I also understand, in fact, you don't say, I have long understood it, and I don't blame you, but the problem is, you don't understand my loneliness, and you have always thought that I like it, you are more beautiful than other girls, you don't understand the sadness in the heart of a lonely person, sometimes I want to make it clear to you, you are always the eldest lady's temper, you want to chase love, but you dare not face pure love, just like the reality of society, love without money, how difficult the reality is, you can see it clearly, I am also very clear, and you yourself have been wondering, in this world, is there pure loveIf a girl is not even pretty, will a boy still like it? So you think that I still like you to be prettier than other girls in the end.

So I said, you are very smart, but not smart enough, some things are not clear enough, but you are stupid, you are much smarter than many girls, unlike other girls I know in the game, those girls, just like a gambler addicted to gambling, no spirituality, they only know who plays with them, how to win, they don't know what is the joy of playing together, just like gamblers and Chinese New Year family together, for those few dollars to play mahjong, happy relatives, gamblers are pursuing gambling, and the good times of relatives playing mahjong together are a kind of memory, including the leaders of my university, they are very mentally retarded, I don't know the pursuit of life, memories, I only know that doing something, it is valuable, or it is worthless, and culture is very rigid.

You are sometimes very smart, you know how to accompany me in the game, how to play with me, how to share happiness, sometimes, and very naughty, what you identify, it is difficult to be persuaded to come, you have to quarrel, you know that you are wrong, just like when you play a game, you yourself are very arrogant, die, blame me, scold me, until you calm down later, you will think, in fact, you yourself are also very vegetable, maybe you have your own problems, and then you say that I refuse to be with you to be the same fate of mandarin ducks, in fact, every time you lose, you are unhappy, I have to think for the whole game, so I can't die with you in the game。

You're very mischievous and messy, but you just like to mess around with me, which makes me feel very happy as a lonely person, in fact, I like you like this, and you always want to pretend in front of me that you are very good, better than other girls, and you are afraid to let me see that you are worse than other girls.

In fact, your cleverness, for me, is nothing, your talent, for me, is nothing, I just when I am lonely, I like you to surround me, make me feel that I am not alone, no longer lonely, and every time I see you naughty nonsense, I will feel that I am still a person, not a ghost, not a monster, not a psychopath, that's all, and the other girls in the game, let me feel that they have no soul, like a brainwashed nerd, without any spirituality, and even feel like a puppet, I just like you with a soul to play with me, it's not that you're better than them, it's not that you're more beautiful, it's because you have a soul。

Later, I was expelled from college, they said I was hopeless, and I didn't dare to tell you, only my sister would listen to me, only she would understand me, some inner sadness, you are difficult to understand, I once told you, I know a lot of scientific things, you just laugh, that's true, I know a lot of political things, that's true, you don't understand any of this, just listen, you won't understand what I'm saying is right or wrong, only my sister will, even if my sister doesn't understand, she will try to support me.

She helped me find a job, helped me find my current boss, my boss knew that I was very good, so let me be her assistant, I became the company's senior management, and I have the current me, to be honest, I can't bear you as a friend, I have always missed the days of playing games with you, but compared with my sister, no one can compare, I haven't lied to you anything, these are true, maybe give me a chance, I can destroy the world, people say that Genghis Khan conquered the whole of Asia, if it was me, I can easily conquer the whole earth, but who knows, when I was treated as a madman, that kind of desolation, who can understand, Just like someone in World War II, he plunged the whole world into war, but once he was treated as a begging for food, lonely, wandering, no home, no friends, and was regarded as the most pitiful pitiful worm by the world, he was so powerful, who wants to believe him, I am the same, but my sister saved me, you have to compare with my sister, I can only say, you are much, much worse, but I really didn't lie to you.

That's all I can tell you, I didn't lie to you, maybe you want to find a boyfriend who is very powerful and loves you very much, I may be able to do it, but you can't be like my sister, you have always stubbornly thought that I like you to be more beautiful than other girls, you are more beautiful than other girls, better than other girls.

There is no girl's ability in this world, it is worthy of my appreciation, no girl is worthy, excellent, for me, what can it be! The only thing that girls make me feel the most admired is indeed beauty, but I want to see a girl's soul, rather than looking at a soulless body, a girl with a soul, I will appreciate her beauty, and in this world, people who can let me see the soul are already rare, and you are actually not good at all, compared with other girls, it is because you have a soul.

I cherish you, and it was also in my lonely years that I saw a girl with a soul playing with me and messing with me, which left me with a lot of memories, and what I cherish the most is actually this.

Finally, baby, I'm sorry, I made you sad! I disappointed you! Although a lot of this is my fault, but you yourself have been wandering in the middle of reality and love, which is the direct cause of this result, of course, I cherish you as a friend, I didn't lie to you, I see you sad, I also feel sorry for you, but I can only say, I'm sorry.