This night, I barely slept, my mind was chaotic, and it was all Xu Yingying's figure in my mind that I was turning over and over.

My current body, not sleeping all night has no effect at all, the next day Zhao Fei'er called me and asked me to go out to watch a movie, I was not in the mood, but it was not good to refuse her, so I reluctantly agreed.

After I met with Zhao Fei'er in Times Square, we went to the cinema together, Zhao Fei'er seemed to have dressed up carefully, wearing a long white dress, looking very beautiful, watching the movie, I was also absent-minded, but Zhao Fei'er actually took the initiative to hold my hand, I felt a little embarrassed, and pulled my hand back.

Zhao Fei'er turned her head to look at me, but I didn't dare to face her, so I could only pretend to be very serious watching a movie, and after watching a movie, I went to lunch with Zhao Fei'er.

Concubine Zhao asked me, "Chen Feng, you seem to be absent-minded today, do you have something on your mind?"

I shook my head and said it was okay, and she said to me again, "I'm going to be reassigned for the new semester, so you should choose the science class, right? ”

I said absentmindedly, "It should be there." ”

Then the two fell into silence, Zhao Fei'er took the initiative to help me pick up the dishes, and she was very considerate to me, I always felt that the better she was to me, the more I felt unbearable.

It is said that it is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty, and I have experienced this feeling firsthand.

Concubine Zhao is a good girl, without Liu Xiwei, Chen Mengqi and these people have bad problems, they are also very good to people, and their personality is also very likable, there were many boys who pursued her in junior high school, but now in the third middle school, no one pursues her openly.

In the third middle school, nominally Zhao Fei'er is my girlfriend, although I and Zhao Fei'er have not admitted this matter, but Zhao Fei'er and I have always been inseparable, plus Wang Zhiyue and others talk nonsense all day long, naturally, these people regard her as my girlfriend, and even some classmates will call her sister-in-law when they see her.

It's a pity that I want to live up to Concubine Zhao's kindness, I want to make it clear to her, but every time the words are on my lips, I don't open my mouth in the end, because I think these words will inevitably hurt people, plus Zhao Yi has helped me several times, which is also kind to me, so it is even more difficult for me to speak.

After eating, Concubine Zhao said that she wanted to go to the playground to play, and I also accompanied her, took a roller coaster ride together, rowed together, Concubine Zhao was very happy, with a smile on her face, I couldn't bear to open my mouth to say some things clearly.

I stayed with Zhao Fei'er for a whole day, after dinner, I sent her home, to her outside the community, the two of us walked side by side on the road, under the street lamp, the two figures were very long, Zhao Fei'er suddenly asked me: "Chen Feng, do you have someone you like?"

I was speechless for a while, and I didn't know how to answer her, Concubine Zhao looked at me with watery eyes, which was pitying. I clenched my fists and didn't say a word, Zhao Fei'er pulled her hair that was blown by the night breeze behind her ears, squeezed out a smile and said, "Can you tell me, who is she?

I shook my head and said, "No, I treat Xiao Mo as a sister." ”

Zhao Fei'er immediately asked: "Who is that? Could it be that you don't even want to tell me this? I know, this person is not me, in fact, I have had this feeling for a long time, and I have wanted to ask this question for a long time, but I have never been able to open my mouth. ”

Concubine Zhao's voice was not loud, and when she said this, she must have mustered up a lot of courage, and at the same time, she clearly expressed her thoughts to me.

I know that at this time, I can't make it clear, otherwise if it goes on like this, I'm afraid it may not be a good thing for her, and the long pain is better than the short pain.

In the face of many other things, I can talk sophistry, but I always find it difficult to talk about feelings, so I hesitated for a moment before saying, "Concubine, I'm sorry." ”

When I said this, Concubine Zhao'er's delicate body was obviously stiff, the expression on her face was also very stiff, and her eyes were full of mist, but she maintained a not-so-good-looking smile and said, "You didn't do anything to be sorry for me, why do you have to apologize." It's my wishful thinking that likes you, you're not wrong, and I'm not wrong. ”

The more Concubine Zhao said this, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, I gritted my teeth and said: "Concubine, you are very good to me, when I am the most difficult, helpless, and lonely, you have been encouraging me, comforting me, and caring for me. I think you're your best friend, but ......"

Zhao Fei'er finally couldn't help it, two lines of tears slipped down her cheeks, pear blossoms brought rain, I saw pity, I resisted the urge to hug her into my arms to comfort her, but I was at a loss, and Zhao Fei'er still maintained that not-so-good-looking smile and said: "I know, it's my wishful thinking, I don't blame you." I asked you out today, in fact, I just want to make it clear to you, even if you reject me, I don't regret it, because I've been holding it in my heart for too long, and I'm afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance. ”

I lowered my head and said, "Concubine, you are very good. Really, very, very good, it's that I'm not qualified to like you, and in the future you will definitely meet someone who is ten thousand times better than me and wholeheartedly treats you. ”

Zhao Fei'er kept a smile and said, "Is this a good person card? Okay, I accept your good person card." So...... It's not too early, I'm going back, thank you for being with me today, I hope we're still good friends. ”

My fists were clenched tightly, and I had nothing to say, I could only watch Concubine Zhao turn around and walk towards the community step by step, and I didn't say anything to comfort her after all, because I felt that these were superfluous.

I didn't leave until Concubine Zhao'er's figure disappeared.

Zhao Fei'er returned home, her parents were watching TV in the living room, Zhao Fei'er wiped away her tears at the door of the house before opening the door and entering, Zhao Yi said, "You came back so late, did you have fun with Chen Feng today?"

Zhao Fei'er lowered her head and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm tired, go rest first, good night." ”

Zhao Fei'er walked directly into the room, her mother called her twice, but Zhao Fei'er didn't speak. Her mother glanced at Zhao Yi and said, "What's wrong with the concubine? I see that her eyes seem to be red, and she has cried?" Was she bullied by Chen Feng?"

Zhao Yi shook his head and said, "No, Chen Feng I still know a lot, he won't do this kind of thing, otherwise you go and ask?"

Zhao Fei'er's mother walked to the door of her room and knocked on the door for a long time, Zhao Fei'er didn't refuse to open the door, nor did she make a sound, Zhao Yi said this time: "Forget it, my daughter has grown up and has her own affairs, and she refuses to tell us, so let her rest by herself." ”

Concubine Zhao's mother said: "Did you quarrel with Chen Feng? It's all your fault, your daughter is still so young, you want to match her with someone, how can there be a father like you." ”

Zhao Yi said: "Isn't this what the concubine herself likes? Besides, I am indeed optimistic about Chen Feng, there is nothing wrong with this." Forget it, I'll find a chance to ask Chen Feng this kid another day, can't let him bully our daughter. ”

When I returned home, my heart was a little heavy, and I rejected Concubine Zhao, originally I thought I would be a little more relaxed, but I didn't feel this way, but I felt that I had done something that everyone was angry about, and my heart was full of guilt.

I only hope that Concubine Zhao can come out of this shadow, after all, I failed her.

The next day, it was the wedding date of Xu Yingying and Yang Sichen, I got up early in the morning, I changed my clothes, and read the wedding card that Lin Shiqing gave me in my hand, and after reading it for a long time, I finally decided to go to Xu Yingying's wedding.

I took a taxi to Ningjiang bus station, took the first bus to the provincial capital Linzhou City, Ningjiang is not far from Linzhou City, it is more than 100 kilometers, take the bus for about two hours, this is also the first time in my life to go to the provincial capital, and this time, I don't know what will happen.

Xu Yingying and Yang Sichen's wedding was held in the most luxurious hotel in Linzhou City, the Xu family and the Yang family are the two major families in Jiangdong Province, this time the two families married, it was very grand, and the guests who came to drink the wedding were even more crowded, and the people who were qualified to come to this wedding were either rich or expensive, even Chu Mingyu's family also came.

In the morning, Chutian also called me and asked me if I wanted to go to the provincial capital, he didn't explicitly say that it was Xu Yingying's wedding, but the implication was already very clear, and at this time, I was already on the bus.

I said to Chutian, "I'm on the bus to the provincial capital." ”

Chu Tian smiled: "I knew you would go, since you were going, then come with me, why did you go separately." ”

I said, "I have nothing to do with the Xu family now, on the bright side, it's better for us to keep a little distance, I don't want to trouble you." ”

Chu Tian said: "Okay, anyway, you are in the car, I won't talk this nonsense, then let's see you in the provincial city." ”

I said lightly: "See you in the provincial city!"

In this sentence, it was not only said to Chutian, but also to Xu Yingying, who was far away in the provincial capital.