Chapter 188: You Owe Me Happiness
The person you love can't promise you, so you finally understand how unattainable happiness is. But why do you still want to be a moth to the fire and cling to it all your life? Perhaps, as Li Mochou often whispers: ask what is the situation in the world, and teach people to live and die. How can a person think through the most complex things in the world?
There is a person who has taught you how to love, but he doesn't love you anymore.
There is a person who you have been waiting for, but he has forgotten you.
There is a person who wants to leave, but you don't keep it at all, because you gradually understand that it is useless to stay, and all you can give is freedom.
You think that as long as you walk very chicly, there will not be too much pain, and there will be no nostalgia, but why do you suddenly fall silent in the noisy crowd, and why do you suddenly choke up when you listen to the song. You don't know what you're expecting, you don't know what you're holding onto, and what lingers in your mind is a reflection of the past.
The person who loves you, has very little requirements for you, can look at you when she misses you very much, can say a word to you when she is lonely, this is all her happiness.
If you make a hasty decision because of your obsession, you can leave, but please don't go far, don't rush to define each other, don't rush to distinguish the line, and look back to see if she is still there.
Be kind to the person who loves you, the person who doesn't want you to be troubled, so he forced a smile and lied to you that he was relieved, the person who paid attention to you silently and never left, if you are still hesitating, if you still can't help thinking about her, if you still care about her cheeks, you might as well give her a possibility, and give yourself a possibility.
In love, if both people are very passive, a beautiful marriage will inevitably be consumed under the ravages of time, it is not that the two people are not suitable, but both parties are accustomed to waiting, waiting for the other party to take the initiative first, and the impatient person chooses to leave, and finally regrets in vain.
Therefore, love has an afterlife, just like an inextinguishable fire, as long as you add some dry wood, it can still emit a dazzling fire.
Jimmy Says:
When you like me, I don't like you.
When you fall in love with me, I fall in love with you.
When you left me, I fell in love with you.
Are you walking too fast, or am I not keeping up with you?
We missed Noah's Ark, we missed the Titanic, we missed everything thrilling and not thrilling, and we will continue to miss it. But allow me to say such selfish things.
Years later,
If I am not married,
If you are not married,
That......
Can we be together?
Remember the happiness you owe me!
Writing the last sentence, Xiao Han's eyes were already moist, and tears slowly slid down his cheeks, flowed through the bridge of his nose, and then fell from the tip of his nose drop by drop. smashed on the test paper and landed on the word 'Fu'. The black ink is penetrated, making the font appear extraordinarily large, like a bold font.
Putting down the pen, Xiao Han still choked softly.
Tears are like floods that have lifted the floodgates.
"Classmate, what's wrong with you?" a female teacher leaned over and whispered comfortingly, "Are you too nervous?"
"I ......" Xiao Han choked.
"If you're nervous, take a deep breath. The female teacher said softly: "But don't suppress your emotions too much, otherwise it will easily backfire, understand?"
"Hmm!" Xiao Han nodded.
"Take the exam well, don't be nervous!" the female teacher gently reassured and left. She didn't see that Xiao Han's answer sheet had been completed.
Xiao Han wiped his tears, and the sourness and pain in his heart seemed to be gradually vented because of this article. He finally breathed a sigh of relief and easily completed the Chinese exam in the morning. The previous questions should have a relatively high accuracy rate, as for the composition, Xiao Han has already written his feelings, and he doesn't know if he can get a high score, even if he can't get a high score, he admits it, at least he wrote his feelings, wrote his inner depression, and wrote his own heart.
At this time, Xiao Han slowly stood up and turned to leave.
At the moment of leaving, Xiao Han silently thought in his heart: Chen Zihan, please remember that you owe me happiness!
Whoa......
Everyone looked up at Xiao Han in unison. This guy is too fast. I completed all the exam questions in just one and a half hours. You know, at this time, many people haven't started writing essays yet. The exam lasts for two hours. The other party actually completed all the topics in just one and a half hours, and also finished the essay. The most important thing is that he has already checked it and handed it in.
"Look at your own test papers, don't be distracted!" Standing on the podium like a machine, the big man around him reminded him, and then said, "Silence me!"
Soon, everyone fell silent, and everyone lowered their heads and continued to write their test papers.
Xiao Han walked out of the examination room.
Liu Jinmei was the first to notice that Xiao Han was out of the examination room, she hurriedly greeted him and asked, "Oh my God, are you...... Why did you come out?"
"Hmm!" Xiao Han nodded and said, "It's done, so it's out." ”
In fact, Xiao Han is still a little depressed in his heart, although he wrote out all the grievances in his heart with an article, but he still has some discomfort in his heart. However, it didn't matter, when he came out and saw Liu Jinmei's concerned face, the depression in his heart had dissipated.
"You don't check it carefully?" Liu Jinmei looked at Xiao Han reproachfully, obviously thinking that he came out too early.
"The previous topic is not a big problem!" Xiao Han smiled and said, "The key is to write an essay, and I hope to get a passing grade." ”
"What's wrong with the composition?" Liu Jinmei hurriedly asked.
"I'm afraid...... Wouldn't it be too depressing? Xiao Han smiled wryly.
Indeed, judging from the mood at the time, Xiao Han was indeed very depressed, and he wrote sadly. Between the lines, there is a feeling of sadness. At the beginning, the Chinese teacher said to himself that the composition must be positive and optimistic, and it should be sunny. Such an essay is easy to get a high score, and if it is a depressed, sad essay is not easy to get a high score. Therefore, Xiao Han did not have much interest in his composition, nor did he have much feeling.
"Alas, how can you write depressed?" Liu Jinmei was a little depressed when she heard this.
In fact, Xiao Han didn't have any feelings about this, he just wanted to write down his inner feelings at that time, and he never thought of using such an essay to get a high score.
"Teacher Liu, don't worry, even if you can't get a high score in your essay, you will at least have a passing score. Xiao Han smiled and said, "There are still many subjects in the back, and I will definitely make up for the scores from the later subjects." ”
"Oh well. Liu Jinmei nodded helplessly.
If you lose a lot of points in the essay, the college entrance examination as a whole will be very bad. Unless you can get a full score in the English, math, and science comprehensive exams later. However, how easy is it to get a perfect score in these three exams?
Liu Jinmei sighed helplessly. She looked at Xiao Han's back, and always felt that Xiao Han seemed to be a little out of shape today.
Although Xiao Han left the examination room, he did not leave the school. Before the end of the exam, any candidate who has submitted their papers early will be gathered in a conference room. This is done to prevent candidates who submit their papers in advance from leaking test questions and answers.
In the conference room of LJ City No. 1 Middle School.
In the conference room, there were already reporters gathered inside. A group of reporters saw Xiao Han coming in and rushed up.
"Classmate, how do you feel about this exam?"
"Is the topic difficult?"
"Excuse me, what is the college entrance examination essay for this Chinese exam?"
Reporters rushed up, holding microphones and asking curiously. However, Xiao Han lowered his head, squeezed out of the crowd, and then sat alone on a chair in the corner. A group of reporters were dumbfounded and confused.
"The ...... Isn't it the first candidate to be caught cheating?" a reporter whispered.
"Possibly!" the other reporters nodded.
Some reporters have already begun to write newsletters, and the first candidate who was caught cheating in this year's college entrance examination was released.
However, the communication has not been sent out because it has not yet been verified. Fortunately, ten minutes later, another boy entered the conference room, and reporters rushed up again, asking questions. The boy enjoyed being surrounded by people. He knew everything. Answered the questions of the reporters one by one.
It didn't take long for another to come in.
No one paid attention to Xiao Han in the corner, and everyone gathered together to answer each other. There are people who discuss the topics of the exam, and there are also people who discuss the topics of the essay.
"It's so hard to write this essay. ”
"Isn't it, an essay on happiness, damn, tired and tired every day, where does happiness come from?"
"Hehe, it's really hard to write!"
Many people find it difficult to write essays. The main reason is that it is difficult for contemporary students to feel the taste of happiness at all. They have never been in love, and they cannot experience happiness in love. They are in adolescence, rebellious, and unable to experience the happiness of their families. So, it's really hard to get them to write about happiness.
Xiao Han's essay might not have been written like this if it weren't for Yang Xiaoyan shaking the secret today. Maybe he will use his mother as a starting point and write an essay on finding happiness. Family affection will always make people feel real and intimate. It's easy to get a high score.
Soon, the bell rang for the end of the exam.
The candidates in the room immediately got up and left. Outside, many people came out of the classroom. Three, three, two, two, three, three, five, in groups. Walk out of the teacher's head.
(End of chapter)