Chapter 379: A sad past
"Brother, tell you something!"
"Sister, what's the matter?"
"This morning, you went to work, and I added the girlfriend from your game to help you explain!"
"And then!" Tang Fei looked back at his sister and asked, with the baby's temper, it is estimated that her sister is closed, what she wants is Prince Charming, Prince Charming ran away, what else does she have in mind, and she is still angry!
And then ...... It's useless, she said how about you, no matter her business, she has nothing to do with you in the future!"
"That's right, she knows that I have a girlfriend, no matter how I say it, it's superfluous, because I can't be her prince charming, it's useless to explain, although there are some things that I can't reluctant, but the people who can't keep them are destined to be unretained. Tang Fei smiled helplessly.
"Maybe, I'm sorry, I've tried to explain it to you. ”
"Sister,It's okay.,But in the future,It seems that there's one less friend in the game.,Hey,I always feel that this world,It's always a matter of people.,In a blink of an eye,I've been a child.,I'm in my twenties! ”
"People don't have to grow up, and I was also stared at by my mother sitting at the desk reading, and I still remember the days when I was a teenager and playing with my sister, but now I'm so old. ”
"Yes, sister, sometimes, I wish time could be eternal, or I can go back to the past, I still remember, I was beaten by my mother with a bamboo strip, rushed to work, I still remember vividly, my father was beaten into the hospital, in the hospital, watching him in the intensive care unit can not move at all, I now remember, at that time, he had to use an oxygen mask to breathe, and he couldn't eat, and he opened a tube from the esophagus and poured it in, now I think about it, I don't know what it tastes like!"
"Brother, that's all in the past. ”
"It's in the past, and sometimes, I envy those ignorant people, they forget things so quickly, and they forget everything when they turn around, and I always remember it so clearly! Sister, you may not believe it, I still remember when I was four years old, my grandfather beat me, because my grandfather didn't like us, I was often bullied when I was a child, I cried when I was bullied, my grandfather once beat me very fiercely, I didn't dare to tell anyone, and I still remember when I was less than three years old, I burned a fire in my grandmother's kitchen, and I burned my foot with a scar, haha......"
"Poof...... Do you remember everything you remember when you were three years old?"
"Well, sister, do you think I'm a freak? Some memories, in fact, I want to forget, but a person just remembers very clearly, the bits and pieces of his own journey, always like a shadow, when he looks back, it is always a person, what is left behind, just a lonely person, former friends, they have their own things, have long forgotten the friendship, once liked things, and now they are long gone, every time I look back, all I leave is loneliness and emptiness... …”
“…… You don't know what your brain is! Why do you still call you a freak?"
"Huh...... In fact, this is also a freak, just like the mutant varieties in the environment, but I was killed, I was also injured too much since I was a child, some memories are too deep, and have been left in my mind, especially when I was four years old, I was bullied by my brother, crying alone, just happened to be no one at home, my grandfather saw me crying, took the bamboo stick that picked straw in the countryside, and beat it with a bamboo stick as thick as the child's arm, and hit me all over my body with a piece of blue and purple, and then none of my family knew it, no one would care about me, I cried for a long time, no one would sympathize with me, and the more I cried, My grandfather beat me more, and then I didn't dare to cry anymore, so I secretly ran to the well to wash the mud off my body, and at night my mother didn't even ask a word, and I didn't look at where the bruises came from, and I didn't dare to speak when I was in pain. ”
“…… How could your mother be like that? You didn't ask a word when you were bruised, and your grandfather would beat you so hard?"
"Well, my grandfather didn't like me very much, and at that time, the family was poor, and my mother always blamed my father for not making money, and often scolded me and my brother, so I didn't know that I had a home since I was a child, but I just knew that my mother gave me food and raised me! ”
"Huh...... That's how you came here when you were a kid?"
"No, one year, my mom and my dad went to work, and I went to work with my grandma, hehe...... My grandmother loves me a lot, and after my dad had an accident, my mom couldn't support us anymore, so she spent three or four years with my grandma, hehe...... At that time, I felt that I was the happiest, because after I did something, my grandmother would make food for me to eat, and she would not beat and scold me! So later, I was not very cheerful, in fact, I was very introverted when I was a child, because I grew up in beating and scolding, until I lived with my grandmother for a few years, and the result was better, and then I went to college and got depression! But then I met you again, haha...... It's good now, but when I think about it, it's so emotional!"
"Poof......!" Listening to her brother talk about life, Yang Ying is also distressed, there are too many sad things, no wonder this guy has become so weird, when he was a child, he remembered that he took his sister out to play, and accidentally fell his sister, and the hands of the fall were all injured, except for being beaten by his mother, the others felt nothing sad.
"Brother, do you miss your grandmother?"
"Well, but she's old, I read like this, I don't dare to see her when I go back, I feel shameless!"
"Huh...... Aren't you having a good job right now! With such a high salary, a diploma is nothing!"
"I know, hehe...... Sister, how about I take you to see my grandma later!"
"Okay...... You guy, try to save some money, don't spend so much money on your sister, look at you, why did you buy such a good thing for your sister today. ”
"Huh...... Sister, I really want to see you happy, happy, home, I know, sister, go back, you help me send some money to my mother, and I will go and get the money for you tomorrow. ”
"Hmm! You can save some money for yourself!"
"I know, but Yuqing seems to be ...... her"
"What ...... she?"
Tang Fei touched his head and said weirdly: "She also said today, I don't seem to be handsome enough, and I have to help me dress up, so that I don't dare to buy clothes for myself, you help me choose such a good suit, she still thinks it's not good! She is a strange woman, I'm so afraid of her!"