Chapter 497: Xu Xian: The Hero in My Heart
"Ernie, I never lied to you. √∟ Top Novel,"
The green cabbage leaves that had just been put in the pot quickly deformed, and Xu Xian's heart also surged with an emotion that seemed to have never appeared, she thought for a long time, and finally used a Chinese idiom she learned not long ago to describe it, that is: Yixing Langshan.
Taking advantage of the free time from raw to ripe, Xu Xian turned her head to look at Jessica, although she was much taller than Jessica now, but every time she saw Jessica's back, she felt safe.
Xu Xian still remembers that summer of '03, when she followed S.M into the old building, into the trainee room full of curiosity and hostility, only a cold gaze was full of pity; when the staff left, she was alone with those boys and girls who were about the same age as herself, and the deep-seated loneliness that made her unable to house, and what she could not forget was the girl who walked to her side, took her hand, and announced to everyone that "this is my sister".
At that time, Jessica was taller than her, and at that time, Jessica was still a pure black green silk, and at that time, Jessica was still a lively big sister, and Jessica at that time...... It's her, the hero in Seo Joo-hyun's heart.
In that hard trainee career, Jessica has always taken care of her like a sister, and when she was bullied by her seniors, Jessica would stand up to help her fight against injustice. Even in the fight, Xu Xian still remembers the first time he saw Jessica fight for herself, and even more remembered the gentle smile and voice of Jessica, who looked like a little boy, grinning and rubbing her head after beating a few equally naughty children away: Look, with Ernie here, no one will bully you.
At the time, Jessica was still very naughty, but she was also very gentle.
Xu Xian remembered that he was still short at that time, and he was always blinded by the trainee seniors in the front row during his theory class. In fact, she could sit in the front row, but at that time, all her 'seniors' except Jessica felt a little scared, so they kept sticking to Jessica's side, and when Jessica saw her stretching her neck and trying to see the situation in front of her but was unwilling to leave her side, she hugged her in her arms, so that she could see the situation in front of her. This became a common practice until Seo Hyun detected that he was 1cm taller than Jessica in a height test a few years later.
At that time, Jessica's hands were gently kneaded on Xu Xian's face, and she said words of pity and complaint in her mouth, but she had become a cold beauty at that time, but her eyes were full of smiles.
In Seo Hyun's worldview, no one is born with a cold face, just like Jessica, when she first met Jessica, she was a lively, mischievous, and enthusiastic sister. But life is never as people want.
In the past, Xu Xian had always wondered if it was the right decision to join S.M. as a trainee in the first place, because it allowed her to really get in touch with society at the age of 12, and many people told her that she was suitable to live in an ivory tower instead of floating in this big dye vat, but now she feels that this is a kind of happiness. A happiness that cannot be parted.
From the beginning of entering S.M.,From becoming Jessica's little follower.。 While Xu Xian is slowly growing taller, he also meets many new sisters, including Sister Choi so-young, who is very assertive and always buys snacks for everyone, and is said to be very wealthy in the family; Sister Kim Hyo-yeon, who likes to dance and likes to chat with Jessica about fashion and trends; Sister Yuri, who likes to drink yam juice very much, and never gets discouraged every time she asks other sisters to drink yam juice, but always worries about her darkened skin; Tiffany's sister, who always speaks the wrong Korean, is only a year older than herself. But she always doesn't grow up, likes to laugh heartlessly, and prefers to play tricks on people's sister Lin Yun'er.
When Seo Hyun met Choi so-young, he thought that this sister was his junior, but later learned that this sister joined the S.M company 3 years earlier than Jessica, and had already debuted as a duo in Japan, but her debut failed, and now she continues to 'return' - this is how Choi so-young said cheerfully at that time. made Xu Xian, who wanted to feel sorry for her, feel very overwhelmed.
In 04, S.M Company was preparing to launch a new girl group, and Seo Hyun still remembered Jessica excitedly kissing her on the face and telling her that she had entered the reserve of the new girl group and was about to debut.
At that time, Xu Xiancai had been a trainee for a year, and she was not very obsessed with her debut, but she also knew that she had to comfort Jessica, but no matter what she said, she could only make Jessica pull out an ugly smile, which made her very disappointed. Later, Choi so-young's sister told her that two years ago, Jessica saw Choi so-young have performed like this when she went to Japan to debut, so if you really want to comfort Jessica, you need to ......
Seo Hyun is a good boy, and after knowing the way to comfort Jessica, he quickly took action, and everything went well, and Jessica came out of the haze of her debut loss, at least, in the eyes of the innocent Seo Hyun.
When Seo Hyun feels strange, Jessica's liveliness and mischievous nature have long been hidden, and all that remains is a smile when she treats her friends and a coldness when she treats ordinary people - before Seo Hyun is aware of it, the hero in her heart has already completed the transformation of personality.
Jessica's life became more and more monotonous, in addition to practicing and sleeping, she gradually contracted a small problem of snooze, and Xu Xian began to be Jessica's pillow anytime and anywhere.
Later, Kim Tae-yeon's sister also joined the company and entered S.M as a champion from more than 6,000 people in the 8th S.M Youth Selection Contest, becoming a shining newcomer at the time and becoming Jessica's main competitor, just because the biggest advantage of the two is in singing.
In fact, Seo Hyun has no ill feelings towards Kim Taeyeon when she first met, but because Jessica and Kim Taeyeon are in a state of opposition, she will try to avoid the intersection with Kim Taeyeon, because Jessica is the closest and most important in her heart.
Everything was like a drama later, Jessica and Kim Taeyeon became the disciples of The.One teacher in the company at the same time, in today's words, it is to love and kill each other, but well, under the unconscious guidance of the cute Tiffany, everyone has become friends, which makes Seo Hyun very relieved, and it is a very happy thing to be able to find an extra friend who has been recognized by Jessica, who has already wrapped her heart in the ice.
Then it was finally time for the debut, several screenings, the old ones left, the new ones came in, and when the final team took shape, a member of the airborne, Sunny, became the last piece of the puzzle of Girls' Generation.
In fact, what everyone doesn't know is that on the last night off before her girlhood debut, Seo-hyun was dragged by Jessica to drink!
That night, although Seo Hyun anxiously dissuaded, Jessica was still drunk, and then hugged Seo Hyun, who was already taller than her, and talked drunk all night, and it was also that night that Seo Hyun made his first rebellious move - drinking before adulthood, and it was also that night that Seo Hyun saw Jessica's weakness for the last time - before meeting Lin Anran.
Finally, Girls' Generation finally debuted.
As if she had forgotten the indulgence of that night, Jessica finally began to show her brightest smile in front of the camera, and in private she became a lot more lively, and there was a tendency to restore the character of the original Jessica, but it was only a trend.
One year, just one year, the excitement of girls' generation before their debut has completed the transformation into a busy schedule, and the biggest nightmare has befallen them.
Seo Hyun still remembers that day, that night, the seemingly boundless darkness around that small piece of pink light, as if the darkness that was about to swallow up the entire girlhood, and Jessica, who was still gritting her teeth and tears in that darkness, but always encouraging herself and everyone, the one who had a strong back that protected others behind her in the face of the biggest accusations and antis.
And then......
Then, Lin Anran broke into her Xu Xian's life like a dazzling sun, and even more so into Jessica's life, and also into the life of the entire girlhood.
From the first time Lin Anran's name sounded in Xu Xian's ears, she had a feeling that the future would be different, and sure enough, her feeling was very effective, but why was there an unwillingness now?
Xu Xian rubbed his eyes, which were a little sour from the oil smoke, and showed a calm smile when he looked at Jessica's back again, "Ernie, I know that Ernie is worried about the matter between Tiffany Ernie and the teacher, so I just asked me to cooperate, and I also know that Ernie thinks I like the teacher." I used to think so, but now that I've figured it out, it's not him that I like. ”
"What?" Jessica turned her head in a panic, her eyes were full of disbelief, she didn't believe that what she saw was fake, the kind of harmony between Lin Anran and Xu Xian, and Xu Xian's special feelings for Lin Anran, were not something that could be performed by acting, not to mention that Xu Xian also found a replacement for Lin Anran.
Ernie, you are my hero, how can you be so weak because of a man.
A hint of gloom flashed in Seo Hyun's eyes, but also filled with a kind of happiness, because in this way, she could do something for the hero in her heart, just like Jessica stood in front of her short self and solemnly announced to everyone that she was her sister.
Ernie, you're my hero!(To be continued......)