196、The Choice of the Last Days (15)
Dai Shuhang took a sip of water and said, "What about me, I have been in the special forces before, although I am a military doctor, but the special forces team members should be able to know, I am not bad, your father is also my old boss." ”
Ruan Xinglan doesn't know much about his father's work, and Ruan Xingguo won't talk about these things at home, after all, it is also a state secret.
"Then, what special task did you come to be my teacher?" asked Tong Xinlan, hanging her back.
No way, Dai Shuhang always gives her the feeling of an old cadre, this feeling should also inherit the mood that Ruan Xinglan had when she saw Ruan Xingguo, these desperate men are strange and distressing.
"You think too much, where there are so many special tasks, and to carry out tasks, we are all the kind of people who can't see people, where it is possible to be a teacher blatantly, that's the job of the police. Dai Shuhang felt very comfortable being massaged by Tong Xinlan, and the mountain that had been pressing on his heart these days seemed to have loosened a little, and the haze of seeing the death of his colleagues who had worked with him for many years also dispersed a little.
"Why did I accept Professor Alyosha's invitation? I came knowing that it was an unethical private project. Facing the daughter of his old boss, Dai Shuhang felt that Ruan Xinglan was a trustworthy person.
Tong Xinlan knew that Dai Shuhang was not asking her, he just wanted to find someone to talk to and vent his pressure, so he didn't answer and honestly pinched his shoulder.
"A man's romance is on the battlefield, and defending the country is a real man. Dying on the battlefield is also the glory of us stinky soldiers, and the most terrible thing is not death, but being wounded on the battlefield. When you return to the army, you can only be discharged. ”
"Do you know how it feels to see many of my brothers, who were brave heroes in the past, but after being injured, unable to even take care of themselves, do you know how it feels to watch them paralyzed in bed or have to have their limbs amputated?"
"I'm a doctor, but I'm useless on the battlefield. I can only give the injured comrades some hemostatic injections and cardiac injections. Hehe, not something that doctors will do, wait until the task is completed, and send the comrades to the hospital. It's too late. Dai Shuhang recalled the battlefield. Bullets whizzed past everyone. RPGs explode around, shrapnel flies everywhere on the battlefield of anti-terrorism, and the scene of peacekeeping with cries shaking the sky. He went to too many battlefields.
"The more battlefields I go, the more comrades who die around me, the more crippled comrades-in-arms there are, the greater my sense of powerlessness, I can't bear it anymore, and finally, I apply to leave the army, this kind of desertion-like behavior, I myself look down on myself. Dai Shuhang took out a cigarette, but didn't light it, just put it in his mouth, as if that would also allow nicotine to comfort his empty heart.
"The situation of the special forces is different, it is not so easy to leave the army, after all, we know too many things, and if you make a bad fuss, you will be shot. Fortunately, the old chief, your father, finally rescued me at gunpoint, and he agreed to my application, but he told me that I had to spend the inspection period under the supervision of the military headquarters before I could be freed. ”
"This is a normal procedure, I don't want to see patients or go to the hospital for the time being, so I chose to go to the school to be a teacher, which happens to be your college. ”
"When I don't have classes, I also read books and check information, hoping to find a cure for paralysis, missing arms and legs, I know this idea is ridiculous, even some of the magic water and all-purpose medicine that can build muscles and bones spread on the Internet, I bought them back for experiments, you know, I was really crazy at that time, but I really want to find a way to give those comrades a new life, be able to walk, be able to hold things, and be able to stand up!" Dai Shuhang said this, already in tears.
This kind of mood, Tong Xinlan can understand, before, when she had not entered the mission world, wasn't her greatest hope to be able to cure her mother's paralysis?
Seeing that the person he cares about has lost his ability to move and become a "stone" that can't leave the bed, and drinking some soup and water will flow out, this kind of mood, Dai Shuhang has experienced it again and again.
"I was also shocked to receive Professor Alyosha's invitation, but he is a well-known professor of biochemistry in the Soviet Union, and he once won the Nobel Prize in Biology, I am convinced of him, as for how he found me, I later learned that it was I who searched for these materials too often and attracted his attention, so he began to investigate me and contact me, it makes no sense that Professor Alyosha thinks I can, but I don't think I can do it, right?"
"This is the light of my life, I feel that there is hope for the treatment of the disabled of my comrades-in-arms, and as soon as the military department announced that I was fine, I accepted the invitation of Professor Alyosha and came here. Zhen sniffed the cigarette, and Dai Shuhang put it back again.
I didn't expect Dai Shuhang to have experienced so much, if Ruan Xinglan was willing to listen to Dai Shuhang in the previous life, there would be no misunderstanding later, otherwise, people are always preconceived and take it for granted that people who study viruses are evil scientists.
The previous sad atmosphere suddenly dissipated, and Dai Shuhang said solemnly, "Now, this island is an isolated island lacking food, and everyone outside can become a terrible murderer, I have seen too many of this situation, even if the enemy at that time was not a zombie, the enemy was a zombie or a vicious person, the difference is not big, this kind of environment will only create more villains." ”
"So, I was relieved to see just now that you didn't want to let unrelated people in. Dai Shuhang pulled Tong Xinlan's hand and told her not to massage.
Tong Xinlan sat opposite Dai Shuhang, she wanted to ask, since he knew people's hearts well, it was unlikely that he would take that group of people into Professor Alyosha's villa because of guilt, but in the previous life, why did he let them live in?
"If I'm with them, will you let them in?" wanted to ask, Tong Xinlan asked, she was very curious about Dai Shuhang, this person is a special soldier who kills the enemy without blinking, but he is also a military doctor who has no self-confidence who has been sacrificed and disabled by his comrades, and later he is a teacher who is a model and treats students well, and now he is a cold-blooded scientist who conducts private research.
I don't know, which one he determines the way he behaves.
"Yes, I owe the old chief's life, I can't help him in a high position in my lifetime, I can only return to you. But fortunately, you're not an ambiguous character. ”
Dai Shuhang continued to assemble the flying machine and said, "Since you don't like them to be close here, let this go to lure the zombies, you go up in person, in case you are injured by the zombies, how can I explain to the old chief." (To be continued......)
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