Chapter 2 A Letter I Don't Know Where to Write
Throwing off the white cinder ash on the toe of his shoes, Hao Jun looked at Hu Jiajie who fled in embarrassment, and smirked. The old winery next to the school began to exude a strong aroma of wine, like an intoxicating beautiful girl, with a unique fragrance, walking towards you, always making people instantly intoxicated.
Hao Jun has always been obsessed with breakfast in Donghu Middle School, but because of the habit of eating rice for breakfast developed in the six years of primary school, he couldn't adapt to the thin rice porridge in the school cafeteria for a while, and without the constraints of his parents, breakfast became dispensable in Hao Jun's life from then on. This directly affects the education of young people's bodies, in the three years of junior high school, only ten centimeters have grown, and even more so in high school, almost every year only one to two centimeters, although height is not a problem that bothers Hao Jun in the days to come, but the child who has been deeply yearning for one meter eight has always been fixed at one meter seven seven, but it is a very regrettable thing for him.
Thinking of this, Hao Jun felt that the snow-white and dry steamed buns were like a cup of bitter coffee when he got up in the morning, full of the flavors of life.
A chubby little boy came over and carefully observed Hao Jun who was gobbling up through thick glasses, but Hu Jiajie, who was supposed to be at the same table with Hao Jun, was obediently hiding in the corner at the moment, staring at Hao Jun with guarded eyes.
"What a stupid!" said the little fat man playfully to the black boy who came forward with him, with a very determined tone.
The black boy hurriedly followed Ying He: "It's stupid, I haven't seen him nibble on steamed buns once, look at it now, he looks like a starving ghost is reincarnated, maybe!"
Hao Jun listened to the noise, bit a bite of steamed buns, and scolded his mother vaguely: "Get out of the way, stay cool, come here to join in the fun!"
Followed by two crisp laughs, Hao Jun looked at the former friends who were laughing and scolding, and they were able to get together again in this bloody way, and the impetuous state of mind that came to thirteen years ago for no reason was actually soothed in an instant, and it was extremely peaceful.
Hao Jun said to save the traitor, it is not a nonsensical word, after graduating from high school, Hu Jiajie is one of Hao Jun's buddies in the college entrance examination, and went directly to a key university far away from most of China, until the junior year, Hu Jiajie fell madly in love with a local girl, but in the end he did not get such a beautiful love as everyone imagined, the girl deceived his feelings, cheated him of his money, and even ganged up with others to brutally take away his young life, and went away at large, until the end, Hao Jun did not figure out what was going on, but when he went to attend Hu Jiajie's funeral, he saw Hu's mother's haggard faceand can no longer ask for anything.
Subsequently, every year at the buddy gathering, everyone would set aside a seat at the table, pour a glass of orange juice (the stinky boy would not drink until he died), and when he looked at each other in a daze, everyone's eyes would be red, only the pungent smell of smoke smoked everyone's eyes.
The teenager doesn't know what it's like to be sad......
After eating breakfast in a hurry, it was morning self-study time, Hao Jun Shi Ran walked at the back of the crowd, slowly walked into the classroom, maybe he could barely recall the location of this classroom, but he had long forgotten where he should go, fortunately, he still vaguely remembered that the tall girl who had shoulder-length but tied up with simple leather bands was his tablemate, he quickly came to the girl and sat down, showing a smile that he thought was sunny: "Good morning!"
The girl was stunned for a moment, and looked at Hao Jun with unprecedented eyes, as if she had reacquainted herself, Hao Jun secretly pouted, knowing what she looked like before, she shouldn't expect the girl to use much calm expression to deal with herself.
After experiencing the morning self-study again, Hao Jun didn't know where to start, but when he saw the light blue letter paper placed in the drawer, his heart suddenly began to twitch.
He picked up the blank letter paper a little abruptly, and took out a pen from the pencil case, but he didn't know where to start, she was still in the far north, they hadn't met, they hadn't known each other, they hadn't fallen in love with each other, they were just strangers to each other.
His mind drifted farther away......
This is a woman who seems to have come out of a painting, she is gentle, she is kind, she is beautiful, Hao Jun feels that he cannot describe this woman in any word in the world, not only because she ended up being his wife. This is undoubtedly a thing that surprised all his buddies, and they couldn't understand why there was such an elegant and unworldly woman on the college campus in their slightly simple minds, and they couldn't understand how such a girl was deceived into his thief ship by virtue of Hao Jun, who was not a good guy, at that time, they couldn't wait to dig Hao Jun clean and take it out to dry, to see how many catties and taels there were, all the envy, jealousy and hatred suddenly focused on this man who was concentrated in happiness。
Hao Jun also felt that this was a different kind of rich compensation that God had made him suffer for so long, and sent this angel to him, he didn't even have time to think about why such a fairy-like girl came to his side, and resolutely married him, and even Hao Jun didn't have time to know the girl's identity, so he led the girl into the cave room in a daze, that was Hao Jun felt that he was the happiest year in his life, the fall of the angel made him enter the gentle country, and he never wanted to come out again, just like composing a wonderful fairy tale, and he wished that the prince and princess would live a happy life from now on。
The beauty continues, a year later, Hao Jun and the girl's daughter Hao Beibei was born, just like all ordinary people, after the initial rush to go, this young family began a happy journey in life for a family of three.
But the beauty does not seem to last forever, on the third day of Beibei's birth, an old couple broke into their dwelling in a grand manner, patrolling everything in the house with a scrutinizing gaze, including Hao Jun, Hao Jun clearly saw the dodging and stubbornness in his wife's eyes, and immediately thought of the possibility of his father-in-law and mother-in-law, with a kind of joy and a kind of uneasiness, and there was almost no difference from the son-in-law who came to the door for the first time.
"This is the good son-in-law you found for me?" The father-in-law split his head and covered his face with such a question, which set the tone of the ensuing matter, and things probably did not unfold in favor of Hao Jun.
Hao Jun clearly remembered that his father-in-law's crutches pointed at his chest, and when he asked himself if he could give his daughter and granddaughter happiness, the cold loneliness in the eyes of the old mother-in-law when she looked at him deeply stimulated his heart.
Later, Hao Jun walked out of the house with his daughter in his arms, he didn't know how his wife persuaded his father-in-law and mother-in-law, but the old man's ruthlessness and pride and indifference in leaving also touched Hao Jun, who thought of his father, just thinking of his wife who was secretly crying in the room, his heart could no longer be hard.
Hao Jun has asked his wife countless times what point of this good-for-nothing man she likes, this girl always looks Hao Jun up and down childishly, and then says seriously: "I just like you!" followed by a fragrant kiss that can suffocate Hao Jun.
Every time, when he encountered hardships and hardships, Hao Jun would take his wife's hand for the first time and rub his face slightly, as if he wanted to feel that his beautiful wife was always by his side.
Every time he encounters something happy, Hao Jun will hug his wife's light body, linger in the small room, and complain to each other.
The identity of the father-in-law and mother-in-law was also vaguely learned from his wife's mouth intermittently, but he was shocked by such a prominent wife's family background, but he did not mean to let her go like this, just like Beibei's words that he would grow up to be as beautiful as his mother, Hao Jun also never gave up his efforts for the opportunity to appear in front of the second elder justifiably, there is something in this world that every man should strive for and love, that is, a woman who loves you.
Subsequently, the wife's parents still came a few times, but they were lukewarm towards Hao Jun, even towards their daughter, and only showed a little smile when they saw the well-behaved granddaughter Bei Bei calling her grandparents.
Hao Jun had to admit that in front of these two old men, the pressure he was under was really huge, and every time it almost destroyed the fragile confidence he had accumulated for more than 20 years, but it was always his wife's encouraging eyes that could survive under the stern eyes of his old father-in-law.
Life passed slowly in such excitement and brief trembling, but when Bei Bei was two years old, an accident was born, and the sudden disaster befell the family of three.
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There was a sharp pain between his arms, and Hao Jun's chaotic thoughts returned to the beautiful letter paper on the table, and the wooden pencil miscellaneous cards held tightly in his hand had already been broken in two, and the broken refill made a long cut on Hao Jun's arm, and the flesh and blood were renovated, and it was miserable.
The tablemate screamed softly, hurriedly took out the band-aid in his pocket, and handed it to Hao Jun tremblingly, Hao Jun thanked him, and he was not polite, and put it on his arm.
"What's the matter? Still thinking about yesterday's incident? Do you want me to ask my brother for help?" Zhao Wenjie, who was sitting in the front row, turned around and looked at Hao Jun worriedly, his concern overflowing: "You too, why are you messing with that woman, isn't this okay?"
A drop of bright red blood still dripped onto the letterhead, Hao Jun didn't think about Zhao Wenjie's words, but was worried about what to write in the letter to his future wife, if it was too high-minded, it was better not to say it, so as not to frighten the little girl who was still a child at this time, but what kind of identity should she have? Or persuade her not to come to the south in five years? Wouldn't there be no Beibei?
Hao Jun was suddenly a little excited, he actually came thirteen years ago inexplicably, so as long as he deliberately paid attention to it, he could avoid his wife's accident, was there anything more exciting for him?
Rebirth allowed him to always be ahead of suffering, but should his wife really come to the south? This was the first time Hao Jun wondered about this.