Chapter 180: The Last Choice
After Han Jiaren helped Jin Jingcheng cover the bedding, she got up and looked at the bedroom, she had slept here last night, as if she was already familiar with everything here, whether it was the big bed, or the pure white sheets, bedding, and pillows on the bed, whether it was the bedside tables on both sides of the big bed, or the bedside tables, and the books placed next to the pillows......
Han Jiaren likes this kind of bedroom, but she thinks that although this bedroom is good, the layout is a little simple, the atmosphere of a single man is a little strong, and it lacks a gentle debugging, not too much, as long as it can penetrate some in, it will be very good. Obviously, the best way to do this is to have a woman come in.
Han Jiaren suddenly wanted to be such a woman.
Gazing on the big bed, Han Jiaren remembered the feeling she felt on it last time, it was too comfortable, and what made her even more obsessed was the smell and breath of Jin Jingcheng on this bed.
At this time, this bed is here, and Jin Jingcheng is also on the bed.
At this moment, Han Jiaren suddenly wanted to lie down on the bed impulsively, and slept next to Jin Jingcheng tonight......
It's a pity that she just thinks about it impulsively in her heart, and because of her personality, it's difficult for her to put this kind of thing into action, at least she feels that it's not that time yet.
I didn't dare to stay any longer, after staying for a long time, Han Jiaren was afraid that she would really be unable to help but lie on the bed.
Immediately turned around and walked out of the bedroom, Han Jiaren walked into the study next to him.
Han Jiaren likes this big study very much, likes the big, beautiful and antique desk and bookcase inside, likes the dense and all kinds of books placed in the big bookcase, and likes that when she walks into this study, it seems that the room is full of talent and such an atmosphere.
Han Jiaren couldn't help but wonder: "I like his apartment and his study, in fact, I like his whole apartment." What do I like?"
She didn't give herself an answer directly, but a sentence she saw on the Internet not long ago suddenly popped up in her mind: "If you like someone, you will like everything about him!"
When he saw this sentence at that time, Han Jiaren didn't think so, thinking that if he really liked it like that, it might be too crazy. And now, when Han Jiaren thought of this sentence, he suddenly felt a little reasonable, but it seemed too absolute, if it was slightly changed, it would be more reasonable to become "If you like a person, sometimes you may like everything about him".
Because Han Jiaren knows that there are times when love is intense. There are also dull times.
Han Jiaren never expects to find a man who has always loved her fiercely in this world, let alone a man who will fall in love with her everything, including all her shortcomings, her wish in this regard is very simple, that is, there is a man who is willing to accompany her for life, no matter what happens in the process, there is always an important place in her heart to keep for her, and this is enough.
She knows. This may seem like a simple wish, but it is often difficult to achieve it.
"Will he be the kind of man I crave?" Han Jiaren muttered softly. I didn't think about it anymore, some things are in vain when I think about it now, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, it will come when it should come, and it will be straight when it should be straight.
Just like the last time she came, Han Jiaren walked around the big bookcase. While browsing the books curiously, he sat down in a comfortable chair behind the large desk.
Han Jiaren subconsciously looked at the desk in front of her, and the thick notebook that she placed last time was gone.
Han Jiaren was a little regretful, she was really curious about that notebook, and knew that every page in it contained a secret of Jin Jingcheng. When she thought about it, she was relieved, when the notebook was still on the desk, out of respect for Jin Jingcheng, she would probably not look at it like last time, and check Jin Jingcheng's privacy without authorization, so she would definitely be entangled in this.
However, at this moment, Han Jiaren suddenly found a white manuscript paper on a stack of books on the left side of the desk, and her intuition told her that there must be something special written on this white manuscript paper.
"See?"
"Don't look?"
Han Jiaren hesitated.
"It's just a piece of paper, it shouldn't be anything, shouldn't it be a check on his privacy? Well, yes. ”
After hypnotizing herself like this, Han Jiaren reached out and picked up the white manuscript paper and looked at it, what was written on it, it was a few small paragraphs, it looked like a prose poem, and it was also like the lyrics of a song, and there was a title written in large letters on the top: "The Final Choice", and a few small words were marked next to it: Another theme.
"Another topic, what does this mean?",
Han Jiaren was puzzled, and after thinking for a long time, she couldn't come up with an answer, so she simply stopped thinking about it, anyway, she was not surprised by Jin Jingcheng's mystery.
Han Jiaren began to carefully read a few small paragraphs of text in the text:
"When the story is swallowed up by the night, the remnants of the affair are left behind, you can't see the road ahead and the aftermath clearly, this journey makes you sink lonely!"
"When the dust is blown away by the wind, and the past is like clouds and smoke, I blur the past life and this life, and where will I be born in the next life!"
"Oh, this is my last fate, and I don't want you to see me sad and desperate!"
"When the soul is illuminated by the light, and the sun is lifted high in the sky, I will find the gate of heaven, and I only wish you a happy life!"
Han Jiaren was just looking at it with her eyes at first, looking at it, she found that these few short paragraphs of text were well written, full of an extreme sadness, but there was a kind of relief and relief, so she couldn't help but read it softly, and she felt more when she read it.
Moreover, Han Jiaren faintly felt that if these short paragraphs of text were accompanied by a stirring tune, it would have to be a sad one, which would be very moving.
"Did he write these few short paragraphs? I think so, if he hadn't written them, how could they have been written by himself on manuscript paper and placed in an important place on the desk. ”
Han Jiaren muttered softly, she already knew that Jin Jingcheng was a very planned person, and many of the things he did had hidden meanings, and he would not easily waste time and energy on things that didn't make much sense.
"But what are these little pieces of text for?"
Just like last time, in this deep night, in this silent study, Han Jiaren, who was sitting alone at the big desk, had strong doubts and inexplicable surprises in her heart.
She enjoyed this feeling very much, it felt like Jin Jingcheng was running in front, and she was curiously chasing his shadow behind, although she couldn't catch up, but she felt very happy, without it, because Jin Jingcheng was already the man she liked!
Han Jiaren hurriedly stood up from the desk and couldn't help but re-enter Jin Jingcheng's bedroom......
PS: This lyric was written by me, and the original version of "The Last Choice" is just a violin soundtrack, which is the background music of the TV series "I'm Sorry, I Love You", adapted from composer Baccabel's most classic tango song "Por-Una-Cabeza".
I've long wanted to add lyrics to "The Last Choice" and turn it into a song, and now it's realized in the novel, well, if you're interested, you can compare the lyrics to the original song, or you can hum it, it will feel very good, and if you are familiar with the TV series "I'm Sorry, I Love You", it will feel even more.
Can you guess what this song will do?
In the future, it is likely that there will be a situation where I fill in the lyrics with pure music, and I hope you will like these words. (To be continued......)