Zhou Xiaoya has been bored in the hotel for three days, and she didn't step out of the door of the room in the past three days, drinking more than a dozen bottles of wine, both white and red, and she has almost been in an unspeakable state of ignorance for the past three days, except for when she calls for takeout, the rest of the time the phone is turned off.

In order not to let Tang Li find herself, she also specially changed the hotel, these three days she only has two states, one is awake, the other is drunk, she hovered between these two states, the past 20 years of her life bit by bit sorted out, the past scenes seem to condense into countless steel nails, the last nail in her heart, these three days she sometimes talked to herself, she said to herself the most is: "Zhou Xiaoya, you deserve it!"

The sun outside the window shone in as it did yesterday, the last few days have been rare good weather, she opened the curtains and opened the window, releasing the moldy air that had been moldy all night, facing the sun hanging in the sky, she stretched and tied up her long hair, from today she decided to start life again.

Open the windows of your heart, let the sunlight shine in, and let the haze of yesterday dissipate.

As soon as Zhou Xiaoya opened her mobile phone, she received a lot of text messages, all of which were sent by her cousin Tang Li, and they were all words of concern, she looked at the text messages one by one, although her cousin pointed out the wrong way to herself, she has always cared about her since she was a child, and she can't blame her cousin all the time she has reached this point, she was also for her own good, so that she could recognize the reality, and only blamed herself for not recognizing Lin Kun at the beginning, and recognizing that the man was the person she was worthy of trusting in this life.

Hey, there is no medicine for regret in the world, if you lose such a good man, you can't lose your cousin who cares about you, she opened the phone and was about to call her cousin back, but it happened that her cousin's phone called at this time, she immediately answered the phone, and shouted in a sunny tone: "Cousin." ”

"Hmph, you dead girl sounds good, where have you died in the past two days, do you know that I'm going crazy looking for you! If you don't show up again, I'm going to send a report!" On the other end of the phone, Tang Li said angrily.

"Cousin, don't be angry, I just want to be alone for the past two days and sort out all the things in the past. Zhou Xiaoya smiled into the phone and said, "Okay now, I'm already in full state of resurrection!"

"Really?"

"Of course, I can't lie to my cousin. Zhou Xiaoya said with a smile: "Cousin, I have already decided, forget Brother Kun, forget the past, and start a new life, I must live better than the past!"

"Xiaoya, you can think so much about your cousin, I'm really happy for you! There are more men in the world, just based on my sister's appearance, what kind of do you want, why don't you hang yourself on that tree, Cousin Ming'er will introduce you to a new one, don't dare to say anything else, you must be richer than him, better than him!"

"Cousin, I don't want to find a boyfriend right now, I want to live alone and live the life I want. ”

"Sister, don't be stupid, this is a world of the jungle, we women are destined to be weak, if you want to live a decent and wonderful life in this society, you must find a strong man to rely on. Tang Li persuaded her on the phone, which was actually paving the way for Lin Jiufu.

Zhou Xiaoya shook her head and said into the phone: "Cousin, that's your idea, I don't think so now, I think I can definitely live well on my own, I plan to open a flower shop by myself, and I don't want to make much money, as long as I can support myself." ”

"Sister, the flower shop is so easy to open, the business is not so easy to do, you don't have much money now, what if you lose money, have you thought about how you want to live in the future?"

"I've thought about it. Zhou Xiaoya said with a smile: "If I really lose all my money, then I will find a job in a down-to-earth manner, others can support themselves with their hands, and I Zhou Xiaoya will definitely be able to support myself." ”

"Sister, it's easy to support yourself, but have you ever thought about it, those little white-collar workers who wear upright all day long, how many of them are working overtime day and night, and in the end, the money in hand is so little in a month, and it is tightly enough to eat and find a place to live, do you think it is worthy of your youth, worthy of your parents to give birth to you so beautiful? We are all beautiful women, this is our biggest advantage over ordinary women, if we don't use this advantage to make ourselves live a little better, live above those ordinary women, we will be sorry for the talent God gave us. ”

In the past, hearing Tang Li's words, Zhou Xiaoya's heart will definitely be shaken, what Tang Li said is not unreasonable, beauty is a woman's greatest capital, there are countless women who rely on beauty to eat in today's society, what others are Zhou Xiaoya doesn't care, she no longer thinks about what her past is, she wants to support herself with her own hands now, and no longer rely on men to live.

Zhou Xiaoya smiled and said, "Cousin, I know, let's talk about this question later, let's have a meal together when you have time, you are about to leave Zhonggang." ”

"Don't leave for the time being, your brother-in-law is here. Tang Li said.

"My brother-in-law?" Zhou Xiaoya was stunned and asked, in Zhou Xiaoya's eyes, her brother-in-law is Tang Li's ex-husband, since Tang Li and her ex-husband divorced, the two have never been in touch, why did they suddenly come to China and Hong Kong?

"It's Lin Jiufu. ”

"Oh......" Zhou Xiaoya suddenly, the appearance of an old, ugly and lustful old man immediately appeared in her mind, she had also met Lin Jiufu before, and Lin Jiufu took the opportunity to take advantage of her several times, it was a few years ago, when she had just graduated from high school and went to Tang Li's house to play.

"When is it convenient for you, let's have a meal together, your brother-in-law heard that you are in China Hong Kong City, and he also said that he wants to meet you." ”

"Oh, forget it, I haven't had time lately, I'll make an appointment with you when I have time. Zhou Xiaoya immediately shirked, she really didn't want to sit at the same table with that disgusting old man to eat, facing a disgusting person, she couldn't eat even the most delicious things.

"Don't be Xiaoya, you should just give your cousin a face, if you deliberately don't come out to eat, your brother-in-law will definitely blame your cousin, and you know your cousin's current situation, if you fall out with him, the rest of your cousin's life will be over." Tang Li pleaded in a pitiful voice: "Xiaoya, can you just help your cousin?"

"Okay. Zhou Xiaoya reluctantly agreed, even if her cousin is useless and unmotivated, but after all, she is her cousin, she can't watch her fall into a difficult situation, her cousin's personality and ideas determine that she can only live by men in this life, her cousin is already in her thirties, is there any other choice?

Inexplicably, Zhou Xiaoya felt sad for Tang Li, she was also a bachelor's degree graduate and also had a skill, but since she became Lin Jiufu's junior, she has no motivation at all, and she is willing to be someone's canary, she used to be a canary, and now she has gradually become a sparrow.

Hanging up the phone, Zhou Xiaoya sighed at the bright sunshine outside the window, and secretly made up her mind in her heart that she must not follow in her cousin's footsteps, even if she is not beautiful, she must live with her own hands.

Regret, deep regret...... If I could have thought like this a few years ago, I wouldn't have broken up with Brother Kun, maybe I'm already married now, and according to the customs of my hometown, I might have children.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the heat in the air gradually faded, but the cicadas were still singing, listening to the cicadas screaming desperately, as if they had been tortured by this summer.

Lin Kun was half-lying in the old Jetta, holding a cigarette roll with the car window open, a big toad mirror on the bridge of his nose, the whole person looked lazy and lazy, there were the latest popular songs in the car, and what he sang was not clear, anyway, our Lin Dabing Wang was quite interested and hummed there, Xiaohai Holly shrank in the passenger seat next to him, looking at the obedient appearance of the little guy, just like a kitten.

The phone in his pocket rang, and the high-pitched cottage ringtone instantly overshadowed the minor tune in the stereo, Lin Kun lazily reached out to touch the phone, and the little sea holly on the side had long been accustomed to this 'noise', just opened his eyes slightly and glanced at the thing that would make noise, and then closed his eyes very calmly, which was different from the reaction when it heard the cottage bell for the first time.

The call was from Chu Jingyao, Lin Kun answered the phone with a smile on his face, the call from his wife and adult, he had to be happy, but the result was nothing to be happy about, Chu Jingyao had to work overtime tonight, and called him to take good care of Chengcheng and lead the child to a newly opened restaurant for dinner.

"Wife, you pay more attention to your body, when my son and I finish eating, if you haven't gotten off work yet, I will go to your company with my son to wait for you. Lin Kun said with a serious and concerned face.

"Well, got it. On the other end of the phone, Chu Jingyao replied in a calm tone, but there was a ripple of happiness and sweetness in her heart, and she couldn't help but think about how good it would be if he was really the child's father.

Hanging up the phone, Chu Jingyao walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the office, and could see the economic landmark of China and Hong Kong City from a distance-Tianchu International Building, the expression on her face was calm and beautiful, the golden sunlight outside the window shone on her face, and there was an indescribable beauty, wearing a professional body, and so capable and cold, a woman can be beautiful to this extent, it is no longer as simple as 'natural beauty', it should be said that it is 'blessed', and it is even impossible to describe it in words.

The bell rang for the end of the kindergarten, and the little angels ran out of it in a hurry, but Chengcheng was not very happy, the little guy lowered his head and looked a little lost, Lin Kun got out of the car and greeted him, touched his head and said with a smile: "Little man, what's the matter, was criticized by the teacher?"

Cheng Cheng raised his little head and said a little stubbornly: "It's not." We took the exam today, and I scored 100 points, and the teachers praised me!" As he spoke, he took out a roll of paper from his schoolbag and showed it to Lin Kun.

Lin Kun took the roll paper and looked at it, and said with a smile: "My son is good, but he can't be proud, and he must continue to work hard." ”

Chengcheng was still pouted and unhappy, Lin Kun immediately guessed the reason, and said with a smile: "It's because my mother can't accompany you anymore, so I'm unhappy?"

Chengcheng shook his head, and the little guy said pitifully, "It's not because my mother can't accompany me overtime that I'm unhappy, I don't want my mother to be so tired, our family is already so rich, why do you make so much money......" said, the little guy pouted his mouth even more, looking very aggrieved, as if he could cry.